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Day five:Nov 15

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Day four:Nov 14

I was really busy today and I didnt think to send Daddy his pictures now I've got a punishment waiting for me and in super nervous🙁. We had a session and this time he made me finger my ass. It hurt so bad with one finger and once the pain lightened up he made me put in two. He told me latter if I can't take the pain to say our save word and we would stop. I didnt cause I wanted to prove that I have what it takes to be his. He told me that its okay if I can't handle it and that he gets to take care of me after it felt nice to hear that.

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Day three:Nov 13 2017

I forgot to go for a jog as daddy told me too I was a little worried about my punishment but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I had to shave in front of him it was weird but not too bad the other stuff I didnt mind. I didnt get to actually clean myself when I went into the shower that part sucks but its okay. I like having conversation with him its fun. He's actually really nice.

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Day 2: Nov 12 2017

Me and daddy had another session...but we didnt get to finish because of my phone dying. Because of it I don't get to play all night and it sucks.

After that we talked a few but he started answering slow. It kinda makes me feel bad cause I know he's probably with someone else haha I sound so high strong. Its weir cause I'm not sure if I am supposed to feel like this or not.

I let him know that jealousy is a problem I struggle with and he said he thought it was normal. It made me feel much better. I've gotta real bad habit of saying sorry and daddy said that I need to stop using it carelessly or else I'll get punished. It slips out so much I believe because I feel like I will let him down. This is a very new thing for me and I'm so nervous all the time I hope In time things get better.😊

I also don't know what a Dom looks for in a sub and its a little challenging to get it down.

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Day one:Nov 11 2017

This is great I absolutely love it as it stands. Daddy gave me my rules today, I think I can handle it they are not to hard. I'm worried about disappointing daddy, that is the number one thing I'm worried about that and I'll do everuthing wrong due to the lack of experience. Around 1:30 or 2 I video called daddy on snap. He started off with having g me get on the floor. Then told me to take my shirt off. Then get on all fours like the little bitch I am❤. He tells me to start rubbing my clit next. He ordered me to go faster. Then he told me to take off my panties an keep rubbing. He then told me to finger with one finger. It felt really good then he told me to get on the bed. I move the phone up there and cleared a spot for me. He told me to lay down to where he could see my face. I continued to finger myself as I was told when he asked if I had ever used a brush. I was confused for a small moment but then I understude. It was definitely something that I had never done before. It didnt sound that bad . He made sure I was okay throughout the whole time I put it in. It made me feel safe which was nice . it hurt quite a bit but after a few strokes it started mixing with pleasure. I did I'd slow as instructed and the pain began to go away and replace it with pleasure. He told me to rub my clit with the other hand while I stroked the brush I side me. It felt really good and I was on an edge so I told daddy. He then told me to stop. I did daddy told me to take my bra off so as I was told I did. He told MW to start playing with my tits. I absolutely love when my nipples are pinched!!�� so when daddy told me to squeeze them hard I did it with no problem🙊🙈. He told me to put the brush back inside me so o did. This time with no trouble I slip it in , I was so wet that it.slid right in. God.it felt so good when I was allowed to go fast. I was on the edge...well actually a little over the edge when I told daddy that I was almost there. But when I pulled it out this time it dripped on my chest a little bit I dont think daddy saw. he told me to lick it clean and I did it tasted sweet with just a hint of salt. He seemed puzzled when I told him how it tasted I was worried for a little but then he said he wished he could taste me. That made me feel so good when he said that. Now for the part I've been dying to tell. daddy asked me what I wanted and I wanted to cum so bad so I told him. So he told me what was gonna happen. He would could t down from 10 and I could try and cum but when he got to 0 I had to stop. It sounded easy but it was actually a little frustrating. He started and I went as fast and deep as I could it felt so good I tried so hard to malke it but he got to 0 be for I could. He stalled on convo just enough for me to have to work to build it up again❤.then he started again. He started off slow it seemed and it felt like he went faster when counting..it might have just been me wanting to get there before 0. Again he started convo asked me if I was frustrated I said a little bit. He said he would be too it he were me....but he's not...he then told me that he can do it again and again and again...then asked if it still sounds good to be his. I answer truefully with yes. In fact dispite how frustrating it was it turned me on a lot. He started counting once again but this time I was for sure gonna finish before 0...or so I thought. I was already close around 4 then after six he went to 0. I didnt mean to but I let a frustrated sigh out as I stoked as soon as possible. He laughed and said he was just seeing how much control he has. He said it seems as if a lot. I don't know if thats good but I guessed it was and it made me feel really good like I was doing a good job. My mom got up shortly after so I had to go. daddy told me to put my cloths back on. When I got up to do so my knees felt so week and my area was throbbing I still had a want to finish but daddy never said I could so I didnt. And secretly I also like how he text direction instead of talking to me....idk y😊😋.