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yuck i fucking hate having ~cinematic~ mental illness moments. was in the bathroom just now trying to put in my earrings and my hands were shaking so bad it took me like five minutes and i was getting irrationally upset so i started tearing up and it's like. ugh. this WOULD be the scene in a movie that shows that the character's emotional health has completely gone to shit. ugh.

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Who had John Watson becoming canonically gay on their 2021 bingo?

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Time Square in 70′s

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I’m never gonna have any other friends besides Demetri.

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“Never lie to someone who trusts you and never trust someone who lies to you”

— (hatin)

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if you have hallucinations and/or delusions i love you. youre not bad or evil, and struggling to tell what's real or fake isnt a personal flaw. you deserve happiness and safety, you deserve to be listened to and taken seriously, and you deserve a loving group of people who will support you and treat you well.

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my desire to be hidden from the world just keeps intensifying

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remember when it was safe® to go outside and you could throw on a coat and grab your bag and take the bus downtown and wander around the street, maybe dipping into a few bookstores along the street, as the sky got dark and the air got that little bite of chilliness into it and you could flip through all the notebooks and paperbacks and touch things and have a conversation with the vendor and see their entire face and then go sit in a cafe and drink coffee and eat a bagel, bumping into people but not minding bc it wasn’t like they could give you a deadly virus, and then go home all happy and rosy-cheeked without a care in the world? yea, me neither.

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#boyfriends

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not to sound like an evil and monstrous brown woman but i will never have any empathy for white women and white lgbt people who join the ranks of fascists. i don’t give a single fuck if they face misogyny or homophobia in their political circles. that’s what you get for aligning with your whiteness to enhance your own position in society. and if this makes me sound like a terrible, loveless person, then so fucking be it. no one forced them into brutalizing or hating people of color and jewish people. 

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he was literally deciding what pronunciation of lies to go with while they were rolling

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i thought she was supposed to be dumb

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‘redemption arc’ this and ‘redemption arc’ that 

wheres an arc where the hero gets morally corrupted by a villain and switches sides and becomes an even bigger threat as a result

where is my bastardization arc

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