“ life for a slayer is very simple: want, take, have. ” faith lehane of the ‘buffy the vampire slayer’. portrayed by lux.
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❛⠀ I GET MEAN WHEN I’M NERVOUS. ⠀❜
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“ do you find that you are nervous often? ” demon turned therapist, playing roles and wearing suits was something you’d grown accustomed to over thousands of years and yet this one felt dull - it felt hollow. lacking excitement and slow moving for a soul that sung to you like that of a canary. how badly you’d wanted to ensnare him within a trap and watch him attempt to wiggle free. and yet - you sat here, face cold and unmoving, statuesque in appearance with a notepad and pen on your lap; page empty and lacking words as you committed everything to memory as if keeping your own mental folder on miles fairchild.
“ what makes you nervous, shall we explore? ”
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like for a one liner.
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hi my name is lux, i’m a 25 year old non-binary individual in canada who had been living in a toxic and abuse household and am now being kicked out. i don’t have anyone else to stay with and have been trying to save for a place but do not have the funds right now to secure one.
my paypal is: https://www.paypal.me/luxurytea
please ignore my deadname. anything helps.
if you can also boost my tweet i would appreciate that too: https://twitter.com/luxurytea_/status/1368632426130505728?s=21
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Details: The Angel appears to Hagar and Ishmael by Gioacchino Assereto (1640)
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They understand that in hell, they will eat their own throats.
Ruth Irupé Sanabria, from “Ars Poetica,” Beasts Behave in Foreign Land (via lifeinpoetry)
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stinki
yes they are. so are you.
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my plan today is to create a google doc with a history and character information to further flesh out gray’s character ; a history of their species, etc. i miss this blog, i will also be looking into building new dynamics and plots again.
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for the time being you can find me @borispavsky
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IT APPEARS THAT I AM SOME KIND OF ABOMINATION
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There are ways of dying that don’t end in funerals. Types of death you can’t smell.
Haruki Murakami, Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman (via quotespile)
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IN SPITE OF QUALMS, the boy sinks in his seat, basking in the teenage rite of passage that is disrespect. ❛ i don’t think i want to. ⠀❜ seed of doubt had been planted, though germination had yet to take place as he recalls a pretty changeling’s reassurance that lying would unfetter him. ‘neath hippic lashes do eyes burn bright with revelation. ❛ you work for me, don’t you ? my uncle is paying you, isn’t he ? what are your intentions, doctor — ? ⠀❜ he doesn’t wait for a name. ❛ i can pick and choose what i want talk about, and i don’t want you asking me about that anymore. choose something else. ⠀❜
you had to give it to him , the boy had spunk. he had fire and something more that lurked beneath the surface of his cold exterior. pale lips upturned once again, amused. “ my intentions, ” ankles cross, slight wave of wrist carried a vague laissez faire attitude. “ i am here for you, miles. you may call me gray, if you wish or don’t call me a thing. it does not bother me in the slightest. ” the attitude that carried through each word that left the boys mouth served only to interest you more. the mere idea that should you so much as wished, you could have reached out and snuffed out the very essence that coursed through veins. “ if you insist. what is your relationship like with other people? do you keep many friends? ” do you keep many friends, as if to say --- would you be missed once you die?
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❛ I ALREADY GAVE MY ANSWER: yes and no. i understood what i meant just fine. why don’t you ? ⠀❜ not quite as acute as he had anticipated, though the narrative seemed to be unfolding before him rather rapidly; everyone wants something, though he never knew what. ( the boy is astoundingly heedless of the bright, gossamery state of his soul, that which glimmered the surface in the form of high - grade charm. ) ❛ if you’re dissatisfied, that’s more your problem than mine, isn’t it ? I MEAN, THAT’S YOUR JOB: i tell you things and you make sense of them. ⠀❜
demon turned therapist, hired keep to psychoanalyze the raven haired boy seated across from you. psychoanalyze is what you intended on doing though unbeknownst to the mere mortal occupants, the analysis was strictly for your enjoyment. to gain the knowledge that you so badly sought, to see if the soul you sought out seemed as seasoned as you believed. “ i understood you just fine. while i do my best to make sense of them, it will only hinder you to not seek to make sense of them yourself. ” a challenge, shifting weight, leaning void body against the right side of chair. a near ache to act as if you cared about the therapeutic growth of this child though you played the act well, thousands of years of practice. “ talk to me about the ‘no’ component of this accident. it is easier for us to understand ourselves by first confronting our actions and intentions. ” and what were your intentions if not driven by the need to devour?
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( SCARIFY THE PREY, find yourself ‘neath its succulent skin, carve out the meat and imbed the concave spaces with doubt; miles knew the game. ). ❛ why is the question whether or not the person deserved it and not whether or not it was an accident ? ⠀❜ chin inclines defiantly, bravado throaty and convincing enough that they might not suspect entombed trepidation. the brazen leap from his expulsion to manslaughter; whatever stark correlation that had revealed itself to the smug enigma is unbeknownst to the young scion. ❛ that doesn’t make what i said any different, nor i don’t see how that has anything to do with me, seeing as i haven’t murdered anyone. WHAT DO YOU WANT ? ⠀❜
“ correct, you have not murdered anyone. ” stone shoulders rise and fall with a passive ease. eyes remained dark and void, just like the vacant presence that loomed in the confines of this hollowed shell of a body. lips pursed, head tilting. “ we’ll get to what i want momentarily. i’m afraid we haven’t fully indulged my initial question, no? at least, i did not find the answers i sought. ” strand of blond hair pushed behind ear. “ so then tell me, miles fairchild, was it an accident? you can be honest with yourself. ”
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shapetorn:
gray loves to play with their victims before consuming. it’s a game. engaging them in conversation that at first seems harmless but becomes very ill hearted. they like to make people question their own motives and actions in life, make them rethink situations from a new angle. wanting to see if perhaps they are truly pure of heart or if a persons soul is tainted as well. it’s a way of seeing of these people can maintain their composure, keep it together.
to add to this: even if they don’t consume the soul of that person. they are also prone to finding select interest in those they deem to have ‘special souls’. they might then start to lurk / stalk / keep tabs on that person, place themselves into that persons life in some capacity to learn as much as they can whilst still finding ways to push them.
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❛ BUT ACCIDENTS ARE JUST THAT — ACCIDENTS. ⠀❜ the boy speaks aloud, though he speaks to himself rather than the stranger, as if to remind himself of what he’d believe to be a bygone thought. ( why had this memory resurfaced ? how could the true connotations of the incident be contorted as he remembered ? ) the boy shifts again as the creature incites a certain tenderness that he hadn’t felt for quite some time: lamb - like — as though at any given moment, he would be at their mercy, made to be impotent and small. ❛ what you’re saying doesn’t make any sense; there isn’t any intent behind accidents. isn’t that the point ? ⠀❜
“ you’re smart. ” stated matter-of-factly, brow raising as bottom tier twists upwards in intrigued grin. each changing expression or shifted position was noted, filed away within the confines of demonic entity ; as if the boy seated before you were just another soul that would eventually be up expiration. he was, wasn’t he? how seemingly easy it was that you could reach forward and take but you ceased. there lay far more knowledge and information in the workings of the boys mind, too much to learn from seated child across from you. it’d be a waste to watch it fade away. hosted body remained still, statuesque despite the warped expression of amusement on tattooed face.
“ perhaps such. might i pose an example? ” an unneeded inhale, “ a man is slighted in an incident with a friend of his. he harbours anger in his core until one day, a fight ensues and the weighted anger fuels. the result is worse than intended, perhaps a death. the man claims it is an accident. some accidents have hidden factors. ” expression becomes blank, a frozen vacant being now sat in place. “ now, did they deserve it? ”
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Blake Paul Neubert
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