shellfindhersmile

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I love the way you make me smile from within myself, like bottled up happiness is leaking from my every pore

I love the way you look down at me when we’re fucking, jaw set and eyes that seem to see the moon and stars in my own. And i love that that’s the only time you ever look down at me 

I love the way my fingertips feel scratching through your beard, and the way your eyebrows never stay perfectly in place, just like mine don’t

I love sleeping in your shirt, and stirring at 4am, breathing you in from 200 kilometres away and not feeling alone

I love the way my heart starts breathing again when I see you on a friday night, and every second of every minute wasted missing you is suddenly all the more worth it

I love how every moment not spent talking to you is spent thinking about you, and how you remind me that underneath the bullshit of the last six years there’s just the same sixteen year old me, wanting hearts and flowers and playlists and kisses on cheeks

I love how you you make me feel safe, but also as if my heart’s on fire while I walk a tightrope high above the clouds

I love you for all the times it would have been easier to walk away but you chose to stay

I love you for your patience and your honour

I love you for your nerves that Easter Saturday in that country pub; your shaking hands and your internal argument over truth or lies

And I love you for choosing the truth

I love you for loving my not so pretty bits and thinking I’m worth it

i love you, not just for who you are but for who I am with when I am with you

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Sometimes life doesn’t give you something you want, not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve more.

- Unknown (via thelovenotebook)

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Don’t make it something it’s not.

- Unknown (via thelovenotebook)

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I wake up in a world where everyday is a constant reminder that people are assholes

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I literally wish I had the power to reach through every fifteen year old girls computer screen and tell her one day everything will be ok and that the boy who didn’t text her back after hooking up with her at Kiara’s party on the weekend but sent her photos to all his friends is an asshole and one day she’ll meet a boy who is so nice and will buy her flowers and tickle her back late into the night and bring her nurofen when she has cramps or a head ache and always drive everywhere and watch all the seasons of greys anatomy, mcleods daughters and the hills and love her unconditionally and all that really isn’t that far away.

Like I literally want that ability so god damn bad.

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Fuckin feels, man

i wish i could deal with unjustified and unnecessarily taylor swift hate like a regular person but it LITERALLY hurts my feelings lmao it’s ridiculous and i’m aware that it’s ridiculous bc i am a grown ass woman but taylor has just been such a significant part of my life for such a long time that when people say mean and untrue things about her it somehow feels like a personal attack on me which i KNOW is not the greatest quality to have but i’ve had to accept that this is Just The Way I Am 

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