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Oh hey! Sorry for being afk here, it's been a bit busy now!

Ok so life updates:

I'M MOVING OUT (with my mom) TODAY AS OF ME WRITING THIS HELL YEAAAAAAAAAH

No lights in the house yet, we hope it will be installed very soon tho :(

No internet either and I'm out of data for some reason (fuck you vivo, i just recharged you trash)

But yeah, I'm moving out! I hope it will be a nice new beginning for me and my mom!

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Hi good morning

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LOOK AT MY WIFE

LOOK AT MY MOM

LOOK AT MY FAVOURITE GIRLFAILURE

LOOK AT MY BLORBOS

THEY LOOK SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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MONEY IN THE BANK | 06.07.25

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@tariiorton22 ACHEI GUARAVITAAAAAAAA

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I love my wives guys... I love them a lot 💚💙

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I DESPISE asking for help, it's literally the hardest phrase for me to say, but I don't know when/if I'll be able to find a job in these next months so, please, if you want to and can, help me by donating on Ko-Fi. It would mean the world to me if I could at least get a dime to aid monthly.

Thank you for reading (or not). I'll be lurking around and hopefully @nawabariism will be back when I'm feeling better.

We will try and persevere.

Life reports

Holy fuck do I have life reports. They're... Not very good :(

(Content warning for: mentions of harassment)

My grandfather harassed me in my own house. The problem is, his wife owns the house.

I told my mother when she came home from work about said harassment. She took my side and confronted my grandparents.

Long story short, a lot of painful things were said directed to me and my mom, now the owner doesn't want us in the house.

We're moving to a neighbouring town, which is nice since the city is bigger.

My mom's car broke down.

I passed my medical exam for drivers license but failed the psychological exam, so I'm very frustrated at myself.

My therapist is on health leave until the end of the month, so I'll just try to cope until then.

But hopefully, this means I won't get to see my toxic grandparents ever again.

Bar Nawabari (@nawabariism) is sadly on hiatus and rewriting.

But on happier side notes:

I'm taking off my braces soon.

I might be graduating college soon too!

I've painted my hair irl lol (it's blue and pink)

I'm not gonna sugarcoat it: this might be one of the toughest, hardest times I'll go through, and the fact that I inadvertedly brought MY MOTHER into my mess made me feel guity FOR HER.

Even as she praised me for being the first women to talk about my grandfather's harassment tendencies, I didn't feel guilty for him. But knowning that I ruined my plans and my mom's plans for the semester, that hurt me way more than it should.

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Life reports

Holy fuck do I have life reports. They're... Not very good :(

(Content warning for: mentions of harassment)

My grandfather harassed me in my own house. The problem is, his wife owns the house.

I told my mother when she came home from work about said harassment. She took my side and confronted my grandparents.

Long story short, a lot of painful things were said directed to me and my mom, now the owner doesn't want us in the house.

We're moving to a neighbouring town, which is nice since the city is bigger.

My mom's car broke down.

I passed my medical exam for drivers license but failed the psychological exam, so I'm very frustrated at myself.

My therapist is on health leave until the end of the month, so I'll just try to cope until then.

But hopefully, this means I won't get to see my toxic grandparents ever again.

Bar Nawabari (@nawabariism) is sadly on hiatus and rewriting.

But on happier side notes:

I'm taking off my braces soon.

I might be graduating college soon too!

I've painted my hair irl lol (it's blue and pink)

I'm not gonna sugarcoat it: this might be one of the toughest, hardest times I'll go through, and the fact that I inadvertedly brought MY MOTHER into my mess made me feel guity FOR HER.

Even as she praised me for being the first women to talk about my grandfather's harassment tendencies, I didn't feel guilty for him. But knowning that I ruined my plans and my mom's plans for the semester, that hurt me way more than it should.

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spot the difference: iyo vs. my cat

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(vent post

tw: mentions of harassment)

This is one of those days where I didn't want to have the life I have now. I felt harassed at MY OWN HOUSE, by the house owner's husband. I feel so bad.

And I really want to tell my mom about it, because I know I can trust her, but I don't want us to be homeless right now... What do I do?

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yeah...

man... they got r-truth and carlito now :(

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they both confirmed on twitter that wwe is releasing them :(

man... they got r-truth and carlito now :(

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man... they got r-truth and carlito now :(

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happy pride month everynyan

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Yuri is alive and well

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i had to