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Just a silly haha 🙄 I DO HAVE A NANA DOODLE SHEET I SHOULD POST IT LATER 😭😭 anyways enjoy this silly danvis shitpost

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*emerges from the other room covered in blood* you should see the word document

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MCD Laurence is much bigger and way more muscular than MYS Laurence who doesn’t have much muscle on him

does that make sense?

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just whiteboard boys doing what whiteboard boys do....

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i have so much of these to make

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Heya! First post on this blog. I'm a huge Aphmau fan and I'm currently rewatching every single lore-relevant RP, though I'm almost done with them!

I also like the implied meta plot of original Diaries and had fun somewhat including the concept in this piece. That's just my Deltarune fan self spilling into other fandoms though...

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writing minecraft yaoi might help temporarily relieve me od the suffering from my pain... but it will be minecraft yuri that saves me and gives me the sugrery i so desperately need.

yuri....

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no fic updates as of this week! i am in immense pain and looking to discuss with a surgeon on monday for a problem i have.

all i can think about is when i post the next chapter i'll go in the notes, "hey guys, sorry for the delayed update. i was busy rewatching bridgerton all alone in my bed as I suffered greatly and looked into sugery."

it'll be quite funny to say the least and will add to the "crazy notes of ao3 writers" list 💪💪💪

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I am a little scared to post my Laurance analysis. I am too scared it goes against a lot of characterizations of Laurance that I commonly see. So I decided to talk about it here.

An overlooked trait of Laurance is how he refuses to let things that he sees as injustices slide.

He and Garroth constantly butt heads at first in MCD, not only about Aphmau. But things about Garroth too. Laurance often over-analyses Garroth. And calls him out on holding information back and so forth. And on what happened with Zenix. Meanwhile, Garroth spouts meaningless insults when Laurance confronts him about these things. Garroth is clearly not good at being confronted on the spot like that. 

And I’d like to talk about what I’d consider Laurance’s best scenes.

The one where he defends Isabell against her abuser, and the one where he defends Lucinda against her toxic ex Ivan. Laurance is very admirable in these scenes, unafraid to step in. For how often abuse is excused within MCD and Mystreet, Laurance calls it out twice. Which is, as I said, incredibly admirable.

Like someone mentioned before; when we see Laurance letting things slide, the narrative often ignores it too. Laurance is never the only person to let things slide. He doesn’t get as upset with Garroth after the betrayal as he should’ve been, but no one is. Everyone lets it slide. After Aphmau didn’t search for him, the narrative claims she did try her best. It was written that way for convenience, rather than a purposeful flaw. Even then Laurance is framed as less forgiving because he did blame Garroth for Aaron’s death when he let his anger slide. But that was overall a pretty bad scene nonetheless.

I would have preferred if Laurance took more time forgiving Garroth for this, and called him out on his behaviors. The betrayal hurt many people, and someone needs to hold Garroth accountable. Judging from Laurance’s other actions, it would make sense if it was him. 

One of Laurance’s main traits is how stubborn and headstrong he is. Throughout MCD season 2, Laurance continuously refuses to listen to others' advice. He doesn’t listen to Vincent or Vylad, instead deciding to deal with things his way. And when he realizes he does need advice, it’s too late. And the only person to turn to is Sasha.

He is also prone to grudge-holding, he doesn’t seem to forgive people quickly. We see this in how long he takes to warm up to Zane and Gene in Mystreet especially. And how he distrusts Sasha at first despite their history together in MCD. If I remember correctly, he took longer than Garroth to start liking Aaron too. 

Laurance cares about his friends, VERY deeply. But he is no doormat. He is no sheep, rather he is like a goat. Following on his own accord. 

His care is shown by how he shuts himself away later on in mcd season 2. When it’s getting more apparent his behaviour is hurting those around him. And eventually leaves just to avoid hurting them. 

Overall, I think Laurance acts more open then he actually is. And is far more cautious and private then he lets on. But he holds the people he holds dear very close. 

Maybe in Mystreet, his caution is because of the Shadowknights. And he takes so long to forgive people because of his experiences with them.

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Save me Laurance Zvahl ....... Laurance Zvahl save me ........

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You weren't supposed to do that

"Abyssal view" Credit for the idea goes to @di-ay-why-dino :D

Fun fact! the reason why this happens is because there's not enough path options OR it's too cluttered!

so give your spouse some space 😂 ALSO I forgot to add another T in the word "Elliott", MY BAD :/

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all of the female characters should be allowed to kiss girls

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SO SOMEHOW MY YAOI SHIRT ENDED UP IN MY DAD’S LAUNDRY BASKET HELP I CAN’T BREATHE

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WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE,?

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For the record, suzalulu will always be my number one couple no matter what modern media I consume because will I ever find another ship that is enemies to lovers and simultaneously lovers to enemies childhood friends separated by war highschool friends but unknowingly enemies on the battlefield prince and knight took over the world attempted to murder each other also one actually stabs the other? No one does it like those fuckers.

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