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Nicolas Cage as Spider-Man Noir Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse (2018)

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This is one for the OGs

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if you had told me two months ago id be reblogging posts about destiel i wouldve killed you on the spot

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this is the first time in years that tumblr has felt organic. No I will not elaborate 

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Sorry I've been gone for a few months, what happened since I oh

2020 is a year

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let's be real what they call intermittent fasting is oddly similar to my depression diet

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was merely thinking about what the weather will be at the end of august while hanging up my clothes to dry, and saw my phone open to google weather. just a normal case of google literally reading my mind. not scary at all.

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Concept: a cartoon series where all the foreshadowing of the various characters’ tragic secrets is concealed as plausibly deniable animation and writing errors. The protagonist’s eye colour changes from episode to episode. The sidekick casually mentions three slightly different names for the town they grew up in over the course of the first season. There’s a recurring guest character who’s a cyborg, but in some episodes their robot arm is on the left and in others it’s on the right. All of these eventually turn out to be critical plot details.

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Stillface, but make it open ended

https://www.instagram.com/p/CD5u98KnQrV/?igshid=12aloybqpyei7

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my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

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the sheer horror of realizing that you're supposed to be an adult after vagueposting about bad drivers on tumblr

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can you imagine waking up in another dimension exactly like ours except the only difference is that people know how to use their blinking lights correctly when they take a turn? i wouldn't try to go back honestly

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Purchases, Kate Bingaman-Burt