everything that's happened, i'll repay it all to you today.
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for what little memories i DO have, the hatsune miku one has to be the funniest. there are other little things, i guess, though i. have such a difficult time figuring out what is / isn't memories, but some things just feel right i guess.
hatsune miku enjoyer, constant sock wearer, i just didn't really like my feet being out and i still kind of don't LOL but it depends. not sure if this is a memory or just. self image? whatever. but i was definitely a t-shirt print kind of guy
#sqq.txt#also something else related to what i wore but it feels weirdly personal and embarrassing even though it literally isn't#eugh.... yeah i don't know i can't really tell.#some things either just feel ... right? or are very strong feelings.#they're the closest things i'll probably get to genuine memories LOL because nothing is particularly different!
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For the canon tunes ask, to no one's surprise! I used to (and still do) listen to a lot of Vocaloid & Hatsune Miku pre transmigration, specifically Triple Baka which will ALWAYS speak to my soul.
─ Shen Qingqiu / Shen Yuan in this case lol. #💚🥒
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@ the Shen Qingqiu (💚🥒) regarding missing those you knew. I definitely understand the feeling. I know it is highly unlikely to find those you once knew and shared a deep connection with again in this lifetime, and have a similar connection. But, if you are interested in speaking with someone and just trying to spark bonds with other kins and discuss source and memories and form connections, I kin Luo Binghe and would be happy to chat sometime, I guess that's hard to do when I'm on anon, but alas... shyness keeps me trapped in this prison... (#❤️🔥🗡️🪭)
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#sqq.txt#shyness ALSO keeps me trapped in this prison#but someone has to take the plunge! so this is me revealing myself. kind of. HAHA#i will say that did make me laugh a little because it's very real#feel free to message if you wish!#i thought about sending another ask but figured just reblogging this might be better
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how am i not supposed to take fandom drama personally when they're mischaracterizing me!?
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For the song ask, I couldn't help myself lol. The songs that I find make me feel the closest to home or myself lately, are;
忘言歌 / Words Unsaid by R1SE's Zhao Lei.
要不然我们就这样一万年 / Let's Be Like This For 1000 Years by Huang Xiaoyun.
Ultimately by Khai Dreams.
Dancing Devil by Small Leaks Sink Ships.
─ Shen Qingqiu. 💚🥒
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#hi this was me i don't mind keeping this here#i love music dearly so naturally i had to answer when seeing the question
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oh yes! my confessions went through..... mild regret over the fact that i posted a very SIMILAR CONFESSION TO ANOTHER BLOG BECAUSE I WAS IMPATIENT!!!!!
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tumblr IM embarrasses me with how long it makes my messages....
#sqq.txt#Admittedly I DO talk a lot though more-so online than in person unfortunately but.... !!!!#I DO NOT TALK THAT MUCH!!!!!#Making it look like I'm writing essays to people PLEASE i'm. ugh. I mean I guess being a chatterbox isn't the worst in the world#but I hate saying things that feel without substance..... that aren't contributing or offering someone the chance to comment themselves#maybe I overcompensate too much...... not sure though truthfully#auuuughhh
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This is a long shot but I wanted to try my luck anyways. Shen Qingqiu / Shen Yuan from Scum Villain's Self Saving System (SVSSS) here! Looking for Luo Binghe (mei & ge both welcome), Liu Qingge, Shang Qinghua, Yue Qingyuan, any of the peak lords tbh. Other disciples are also extremely welcome <3
20+ only please! Interact with this post & I'll reach out when I can!
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#helloooo this is me! o7#don't usually do this but figured i'd rb this so people knew where to reach out lol
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there is a love in which i will always know you, just incase you forget.
love elizabeth s.
#SELF. 🗡#BINGHE. ❤#this applies to others too but ... i haven't figured out their tags yet#ultimately it's the message here that is really hitting for me
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obsessed w/ how serious i probably come off on this blog liek no i'm just cringe and deeply enjoy poeticism as an art. also the horrors
#sqq.txt#'the horrors' being identity#& the act of missing & of longing & the bittersweetness & all it's nostalgic ache#if i fool anyone into thinking i hauve my act together...... sorgy. accident#I REALLY DON'T LOL maybe i'm a bit pretentious in this way though.#i just automatically get really fucking serious & teacher mode when i have to confront new people or ... am showcasing something i guess#my blog? my longing? who the fuck knowssssss#see what i mean when i said the horrors LMFAOAOO what a fucked up world#neways yeah no i'm not half as serious as this shit makes me seem i'm just mentally ill
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it's really telling when i miss airplane of all people like 🙄🙄someone has to bully that hamster fuck. if not me then who else!!!!!!!
#sqq.txt#save mbj but thats like...... A Given#i do dearly miss liu qingge too though that goes without saying. he was my best friend yknow?#teasing him is a fun pass time#but also..... my disciples i do miss them a great deal#between them & the peak lords it's Rough Going Scoob#it would be nice but i don't actually anticipate i'm going to meet any of them#which is fine! it's just bittersweet as longing often is
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Just finished svsss - they’re so silly I love them all
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Ah I am especially bad at this kind of thing but ...
I'm looking for any adult SVSSS kin / fictives to interact with perhaps. Consider this a sourcecall. If anyone is interested in speaking to a Shen Qingqiu, please reach out or interact with this post & I'll reach out. Thank you!
Oh, addendum. Even though this is primarily for SVSSS (I want to remeet the people I knew naturally), anyone from MXTX or danmei sources is also welcome to interact!
#sqq.txt#theres no better way to say this but it gets lonely so im biting the bullet#svsss kin#scum villain self saving system kin#scum villain kin#shen qingqiu kin#danmei kin#mxtx kin#surely that should be enough tags right.... lol
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so when i said i'd sleep ... perchance i am a Liar
#sqq.txt#LMFAO fuck my baka life#the coffee i drank bit me in the ass & has kept me up#...#surely Another wont hurt 🚶♂️➡️
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— Louise Glück Epithalamium from "Descending Figure.”
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