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“dont confess. mourn. no one

cares. but i tempt it still—twisting arms… there i go. in my dream, in my dream, i want enough. near

my ribs. not mad. just open your mouth; a million times

close it.”

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“You’re never going to see this. no human is realized in song. will You embrace

the way I make you poem fodder. a prophecy in present tense. are you realizing

what I erase is you.”

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“i love wings by bts. awake c:”

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“postmodernist “happy ending”s. the monster is my purpose. i need the delusion

of surviving. hear the monster; its (re)leaving. do you

feel alive?”

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“it’s Funny to crave someone else’s relief. you deserve

me. rest your your your gentle head. i want to escape. other girls.

bottles and slurs. Why? you know me by proxy.”

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this is ur sign to listen to west coast smoker

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i feel like drinking perfume again…

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“My medication is faith in you. it fades. kisses

stuff my wounds. I hate performance. I must be loved

for being a coward. bitter interruption… I regret the How.”

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It’s much like a butterfly landing on you. It’s a beautiful thing, but it doesn’t feel good. Six tiny feet on the back of your hand, sending chills down your spine. You have wished for it since you were a child. You have sat patiently, trying to catch the attention of any pair of pretty wings. But now that she’s here, you’d rather crawl out of your skin. Screaming behind gritted teeth, “God, why me?” like you always do. Did the butterfly find you verdant, or was she drawn to mature hues? Did she find you stable, or was she pulled in by something that swayed in the wind? Did she mean to land on you, or did she just need to rest her wings? Don’t panic. Don’t take her home. Don’t pin her to the wall and put her under glass. Take her as she comes, and don’t feel too lonely when she leaves. You knew the moment was never going to last.

7-24-24

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just a couple of girlfriends

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I have no reason to make this but I did Anywyas so. Eat up ig

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god I want what patrick has is that too much to ask [1 & 2]

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guys

guys.

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no idea when spotify is gonna stop tracking for wrapped… can’t be too safe though

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While the rhythm of the rain keeps time

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patrick's wife probably got it from him idk or pete

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Patrick and Pete throughout the years

"I remember looking at Pete and Patrick and telling Pete, “You're the luckiest guy in the world because you found this guy." Patrick laughed. Then I turned to Patrick and said the same thing to him. They fit together so perfectly. Pete listens to electronic music and pop. He DJs. Patrick likes old soul and classic R&B. The fact that Patrick found this guy with this vision; Pete had everything for the band laid out in his mind. And the fact that Pete found a guy who can sing like that and take his lyrics and work with them - which is an art unto itself. It's really the combination of those two that really creates the sound and the songs. They're just really lucky they found each other."

- Bob McLynn