shokami

[shokami]

hijacked my fiancé’s phone to say hello to yall. and also look at this🕺🏻 - @miyakuya

[shokami]

ajaw having a tiny teensy crush on kinich's s/o

for a bit- kinich had to leave for an important commission. talking about a hurtful saurian all the way over in the other region, that happens to the total opposite direction of where scions of the canopy is.

but when he comes back, seems like the little itty bitty (literal) dragon brought you back something.

his little eight-bit hand held out a chrysanthemum he found on the way back from the far-far away region.

"greetings, respectable human I favor. please do accept this gift great dragonlord k'uhul ajaw has brought for you." surprisingly for the first time, at least in your ears, ajaw said please.

"uhuh, sssslow down there buddy." kinich pushes him to the side a little, making him growl at your boyfriend.

kinich places a beautiful bracelet made out of pearls from toyac, leaves from scions, and your favorite flower. he had a matching one just in case you would ask.

"awww, kin'!" you couldn't help but wrap your arms around him, landing a heartfelt kiss onto his lips, lasting for about ten seconds. yes he counted. yes he tasted what you made for breakfast earlier.

"hmph... i could do a lot better than he can, human!" ajaw huffed and turned away in a way to throw a tantrum.

but you do instead give in and give a quick peck on his bit cheek.

"a- ahem.. you are forgiven, favored human! and you kinich will receive punishment when the time comes." ajaw with pride give a proud hum. kinich simply raising his eyebrow and snaking an arm around your waist.

"better not give him any more pity points, baby." "WHAT DID YOU SAY KINIIICH?!"

[shokami]

sometimes i forget that i met my girlfriend @miyakuya four years ago by being a fucking charanon on tumblr. that’s wild. anyways. always shoot your shot, kids

[shokami]

i am a fatui defender. no one touch me!!

[shokami]

You have comments turned off on the HS post so I came here

Wriothesley is a religious Frank Sinatra listener and I stand by it, but do you think he would vibe with Hozier? Like not often, just in a specific mood to listen to the magical ballads of the Irish fae. Personally I think he would enjoy 'Shrike', 'Like real people do' and 'As it was'

(Also 'Eat your young' reminds me of his orphanage... damn)

I THOUGHT MY COMMENTS WERE ON IM SO SORRY

okay no because you’re so right. frank sinatra is his go to (maybe im bias because i love sinatra), frankie valli as well! i also do think he’d listen to hozier, EAT UR YOUNG GIVES ME PAIN if you relate it to the orphanage. you’re so onto something there.

honorable mention because i have this song on loop right now. pretty woman by roy orbison. all i can imagine is wriothesley singing it to his partner, while being teasing and cute with them and UGH. the hold that this man has on me is so unfunny. brb I’m actually going to write a drabble with that song i’m weak.

[shokami]

babe I need your lucifer morningstar / wriothesley / zhongli / yoUR FAVS HEADCANONS ASAP <333

ONLY IF YOU WANT TO THOUGH!! I love reading your posts! ♥️♥️

COMING INTO MY ASKS LIKE THIS AND TELLING ME TO WRITE IS GOING TO MAKE ME BECOME A FULL TIME WRITER AGAIN. (i’m not complaining, i have so many thoughts i need to get them out)

zhongli

every one tries to uwu-ify zhongli, and i hate it. this man is an archon, one of the oldest. someone who was a warrior. yes, he’s an extinguished gentleman. curtuous, even. i, however, don’t for one second think he’s always like this.

- firm believer that zhongli has to hold himself back, and is quick to anger and frustration, pre current day liyue at least.

- if anyone questioned him, his commands, his leadership, he’d give them a simple look. jaw sat tight, with an expression so unreadable that it would send a chill down their spine, and that alone was enough to silence them.

- in his story quest (i don’t remember if it was his story quest, or an archon quest it was so long ago), he gets aggressive with the fatui when he started to argue. multiple times, he had that look, and stated that “you will suffer the wrath of the rock… you may find it rather unpleasant.” zhongli does not fuck around.

- an aggressive hater of celestia, and the heavenly principals. there were several times post archon war, that he thought about simply handling the issue at hand himself. believed he could, but would be talked down by the other archons, and adepti.

- then the time came where his hand was forced into a contract with the principals. since then, his anger has subsided at least on the external front. every day, he tries to find a way out of that contract without breaking his own morals, and his own meaning as the god of contacts himself.

- now listen. zhongli stepped down from being an archon, but that does not mean he is no longer a god. the gnosis does not equal godhood. while i believe that he did step down because liyue was entering a godless era, i believe he did it for his own selfish reasons as well. zhongli is known for his intelligence, and he knows that war is coming. in one of ei’s voice lines, she states that she believes his story is far from over. i believe that to be true, he has his own plots, and i think he intends to assist the tsaritsa in taking down the heavenly principals. whether it be directly, or indirectly. he’s up to something. he knows far more than he states. his power has not dwindled one bit.

- zhongli hates the idea of erosion, despite talking about it so casually. i think that it terrifies him. that the thought that one day, all of his memories could fade, and that he’d no longer remember. because of that. due to this, the adepti have began to keep journals, or other forms of keeping track of his retellings. each of them have their own version, so that if one day, rex lapis does not remember his own stories, they will be able to remind him bit by bit.

wriothesley

- oh this man has got a past. the orphanage was not pleasant to him. not in the slightest. wrio blames himself for not noticing sooner. not seeing that some children left, and didn’t return. once he began piecing things together, he knew what he was going to do. he couldn’t allow these things to happen, even though he himself was also a child.

- when it came time for him to kill the parents of the orphanage, he didn’t even hesitate. it happened so quickly. it was brutal, messy. a child can’t carry out something clean, and effortlessly. after releasing the other children, he turned himself in.

- wriothesley has ptsd from this, and reoccurring nightmares. not from the murder, but from the children he couldn’t protect sooner. due to that, his sleeping patterns are not good, and borderline unhealthy. instead, he busies himself with work, and fights in the pankration ring.

- now, when wrio got sentenced to the fortress, it was unpleasant for a child. at first. i think rather quickly, he gained the trust of other inmates. inner circles. it taught him quickly about survival. about calculation, gave him cunning traits, and taught him how to deal his cards just right.

- once his sentence was done, he stayed and became the warden. he wanted to change the fortress. i like to think that the warden before him wasn’t a good person, and that the conditions of the underwater prison weren’t great. once he took over, he changed it all. he likes to view it as more of a rehabilitation center, than a prison.

- the scars on wrios neck are definitely from the orphanage, and i refuse to believe otherwise. perhaps something that happened when he first found out what was happening. he confronted the parents, and ended up with those scars from something terrible. it damaged his vocal cords quite a bit (going off that one hc i saw on tiktok awhile ago that i don’t remember where it came from). the scars cause him quite the bit of discomfort sometimes, it’s a mild irritation. that’s why sigewinne tries to give him those gross health shakes to drink. its a remedy for the soreness.

- during his story quest, the traveler asked if he uses the iron fists in his fight in the pankration ring. he said not always, but sometimes you’ve gotta do what you gotta do right? that man is NOT above playing dirty. he’s an undefeated champion in that ring, and when anyone hears they’re facing him, they’re terrified.

- ^ HOWEVER. he’s decent enough to take those he defeats to the head nurse, get them treatment, and ensure they’re doing fine afterwards. in his trailer, we see him giving them handshakes, nods of acknowledgment. he doesn’t fight to be an asshole, it’s to keep the respect, and well- also a distraction for himself.

- now, if i see one more person say that wriothesley is the type to listen to hardcore rock music, i’ll scream. when we are in his office, he put on music that was similar to that of jazz. wrio is a jazz man, classics, instrumentals. it’s calming to him. firm believer that this man would listen to something like sway by michael bublé religiously.

- even though i believe that wriothesley has it in him to be a gentle man, a gentle lover, i can still acknowledge other aspects about him. he’s a flirt. have you seen how confident that man is? he’s shameless. he knows he’s attractive, and he knows how to sway someone so effortlessly. sinful french falls from his lips like it’s second nature, with such a gentle touch that it could have anyone in the palm of his hand and he knows it.

- he’s so busy with the work of the fortress though, that he doesn’t believe he has time for anything that’s actual romance. i’m not saying that he sleeps around (don’t give this man the gojo treatment guys), he simply flirts and sometimes he doesn’t even know he’s doing it. due to his schedule of business in the fortress, if he did end up developing feelings for someone, i believe it would be someone who either frequents the fortress for work, works there directly, or someone who just as much as of a work ethic as him. he needs someone who understands how hectic it is, so that he doesn’t feel neglectful for not being able to supply his full attention to a partner.

- okay my last one for wrio may be a stretch. i’m not 100% sure of the past of the fortress of meropede, so i can’t say if its symbol has always been the three headed dog of cerberus. however, i like to hc that it only became that after wriothesley became the duke. the symbol of cerberus means the past, the present, and the future. wrios past in the orphanage/the way the fortress operated before him, the present day of his control of things, and the future that he sees for the prison and its inmates. cerberus is the gate keeper, a symbol of loyalty, devotion, tenacity, and protection despite being perceived as a terrifying figure to others. i believe that’s how wrio see’s himself.

lucifer

ANOTHER MAN PEOPLE TRY TO UWU-IFY. STOP IT! HES THE LITERAL FUCKING DEVIL YOU MFS.

- lucifer is the original sin. pride. you cannot be the king of hell, and not have your mind plagued in darkness, full of sin, and questionable morals surrounding your duties.

- in the pilot episode, everyone believed that he wasn’t a good person, that he abandoned charlie, that he was rough, that he didn’t care about the sinners, and only wanted control.

let me tell you why, to an extent, that’s still true.

- lucifer tried to convince charlie that the sinners were awful, terrible people. he did not want her involved, and tried to deter her away from the path of redemption for hells inhabitants. he firmly believed that. i think he still believes that, but, he was slightly swayed by charlie’s words and beliefs. after lilith left him, he became secluded. lucifer wasn’t present as a father. right now, he’s trying to reconcile that, and support her despite not believing in her views himself.

- now, i think that part of the reason why lilith left him was due to his views. with how charlie talks about her, she had similar views as her once upon a time. lilith didn’t like that lucifer viewed the sinners as disposable. it angered her, so she left and that hurt him beyond compare.

- how could anyone expect lucifer to have full faith in redemption for the sinners, believe they were worthy of anything? lucifer is the original sin, they exist because of him. how could he face them, have any love in them, when it only reminded him of his failures as an angel, it reminded him of his pain, his tarnishment of his once devine place? he is pride, of course he can’t face them.

- i also read somewhere once in biblical lore, that without sinners, the seven deadly sins powers would dwindle. if people did not have pride, if they weren’t ridden in that sin, lucifer could lose a portion of his power overtime, be weakened. i personally like this, because that’s a solid reason why he wouldn’t want anyone to be redeemed.

- lucifer was abandoned, tossed aside by his father, by his brothers, for what? having a different opinion, wanting to offer different views. in result, it created darkness, pain, it created hell. lucifer is the cause of it. he carries heavy burdens, guilt, eons of trauma. for a millennia, the only thing he has seen is the pain, and the darkness of others in people he tried to defend.

- i need to see his rage, i need to his anger, his darkness, and inside his mind. i know it’s there, and its aching to be released. give me the fight between him and heaven. lucifer is one of the strongest beings in creation, show me his power.

not related to any of that, however!!

there’s a song called whisper by burn the ballroom that i believe fully captures the idea of falling in love with lucifer.

- “so give me your fire, give me your fear, give me your faith when love gives you tears. give me your heart, give me your fate, give me your hand when love gives you hate. give me your prayers up on your feet, and i’ll give you a show it helps fill the seats. so give me your sins, give me your lies, but whisper your love and i’ll whisper mine.” lucifer is so debated after lilith, that falling in love with someone who accepted his sins, his darkness, his rage- it was so foreign. it terrified him of that loss again. he needs someone who understands that depth, his reasoning, his hesitations, his views.

- additionally, the song had a line that says: “and he cries out to god, how could you claim them all when i know that they’re all mine?” this goes hand and hand with my view of lucifer not wanting to redeem sinners for the sake of his power. additionally, imagine how hurt and pissed off he would be when the first sinners get redeemed. how could god, how could heaven accept those redeemed back into the heavenly gates so willingly, but have turned their backs on him with a second of hesitation or his own chance of redemption?

GOD I LOVE LUCIFER MORNINGSTAR

i am so in love with all of these characters, they are so complex, with so much depth and characteristics to analyze. i’m snorting it all like crack 24/7 <3

[shokami]

no because i’m about to RANT so it’s going under the cut because i need to word this shit out.

you’re SO RIGHT. i don’t for one second think he’s some tall rough bastard of a warden. i’m so sure that the wriothesley who’s in work mode, is entirely different from the wriothesley that’s around people who’s presence he enjoys/people he’s close to. we kinda see that with clorinde, neuvillette, and even the traveler. he’s more lighthearted, teasing, and was even joking around with them. compared to his story quest when he’s dealing with dougier at least. his quest made it so obvious that people see him as intimidating, and as if he wouldn’t care about the fact that things were going wrong in the fortress when it’s the complete opposite. i mean he did what he did to protect the inmates, and even let the couple involved get married INSIDE the fortress.

absolutely no body can convince me he doesn’t have a softer side. maybe even a softer side that’s terrified of showing too much vulnerability. that man went through SO MUCH trauma after what he had gone through at the orphanage, and then most likely continued when he got convicted and sent to the fortress at such a young age. he’s so very touch and go, doesn’t want to appear like he’s got that more gentle side, and likes to make people think he’s rough/rugged but in actuality i think he often feels lonely as hell considering how hard and often he’s working. like it almost made him seem like a workaholic. plus, he’s known to spend time in the pankration ring, and i fully believe it isn’t just because he likes to fight, but most likely because he’s overwhelmed/stressed and needs to find an outlet for it.

ALSO!! with how they worded it, wriothesley definitely sees the fortress more as a place for inmates to find redemption within themselves, rather than an actual prison which is probably why it runs the way it does. i don’t think that things were as smooth in the fortress until he became the warden. i could go on so much more about this man, i’m screaming. i love him, and i need the lore and i also need people to stop mischaracterizing as some asshole type IMMEDIATELY.

yall know how PASSIONATE i am about the mischaracterizations of my favs. looks directly at gojo and lucifer. welcome home wriothesley.

wouldn’t it be wild if i wrote a thesis?

[shokami]

yall know how PASSIONATE i am about the mischaracterizations of my favs. looks directly at gojo and lucifer. welcome home wriothesley.

wouldn’t it be wild if i wrote a thesis?

[shokami]

friendly reminder that I am in love with Lucifer Morningstar. I want to hold his hand, and give him a kith. everything about him >>>>

[shokami]

hi, did you deleted your gojo satoru x reader christmas au?

i did not!! my masterlist for everything is being a bit funky because i changed my url but i’ve been trying to fix it all! you’ll have to scroll through and find the parts, or i think it’s under gojo x reader if you search it on my blog!

[shokami]

WHEN DID YOU WHIP OUT THE USER CHANGE HELLO ???? i was so confused when i saw you on dash and i was like uh i don’t remember following this person but then i’m scrolling through ur page and i’m like oh ik this babe!

i saw you active on genshin when i was playing and i then pull up to a zhongli theme and wips 😭 which i am excited for (though i’m heavily eyeing the wrio wip that you put ur pinned)

ALSO get better n take care! 🫶❣️

LIKE YESTERDAY LOL plot twist though! i actually hate this username 😭 i wanted to change shokami because bad energy, and i wanted something genshin related but i couldn’t think of anything so i panicked

the zhongli and wrio brainrot is so hard right now, bestie ngl. i’m also SO far behind in genshin and it’s so overwhelming but i’m catching up slowly! i need to recruit someone to help me get through sumeru, she’s untouched everywhere but i’m fighting through fontaine archon quests cause i wanna see wriothesley soooo bad 😭 send help

[shokami]

firm believer that myself, and everyone else who writes y/n fics should delve into y/n’s personality more. like look i GET IT. y/n needs to be ‘neutral’ because they’re supposed to mirror the reader. i get it.

but as someone who also reads fics, and doesn’t just write them. i don’t wanna see myself as some pushover who’s just there to support the main character okay?? i wanna be the character with devastating ✨trauma✨. make y/n spicy! give them attitude, and flare!! give them personality!! make them badass and outshine the character y/n is shipped with sometimes. just a dash and a sprinkle of big dick energy yk? not all y/n’s need to just simply be the love interest. make them save the character you’re writing, make them codependent on one another, make it *leans into mic* interesting.

i write y/n fics like they’re my little oc, but i don’t want to put in enough effort to make an oc… (plus oc x characters aren’t popular enough on tumblr. sad face).

anyways. meme!

[shokami]

had a dream last night that toji sent me a letter that said “if you want him alive, come to this address.” then there was a fake receipt with gojos name on it, and the price was $100.

…obviously, i took toji the money.

[shokami]

sorry for sending diff texts tumblr was messing up my asks for some reason lol. but yea so gojo has a strong chance of revival, maybe not. but ngl gege has the chance to write the best character progression in the anime history.

u can check out reddit they have explained it in a better way about the whole gojo/buddha theory. but whtv we can definitely expect to not see gojo in the next 6/10 chapters or maybe never at all. its all theory at the end of the day. its all upto akutami.

HELLO I DIDN’T EVEN SEE YOUR ASKS IM SO SORRY 😭 please forgive me

but anyways— all your asks were the detailed explanations i needed. i’ve got not a clue what’s happening in the manga anymore. i stopped reading it when gojo got sealed because i was lazy </3 so i am pretty far behind. i just look at leaks and give a little dramatic gasp or two. then all that happened and i went through all the human emotions in 5 minutes

ALSO!!! the theory seems so fuckin cool omgomg i’m definitely going to look more into it

[shokami]

AYO HI JIN WELCOME BACK!!! this is vera; i changed my username. how are you? 🥺

VERA !!! omgomg heyyyyy! i haven’t seen you around in forever 😭 how have you been?? and i’ve been good, just here vibin still simping over fictional men 😋

[shokami]

omg jin!! hi!! it’s been so long since i’ve seen you ! how are you???!

lee !!!! i missed you oh my god, how have you been?? i’ve been vibing in my little recluse hole, thought for sure i wouldn’t come back to tumblr but here i am 😭

[shokami]

oh my god?? jinx??? i missed ur writing so much u don’t understand :( u are one of my fav blogs like ever,, i missed ur smaus so much </3 ,, & i was so invested in ur ‘i wanna be yours’ but sadly you didn’t continue it, nd i wanted to ask if you ever will orr? anyways,, enjoy your stay on this hell of an app (again).. & i js wanted to lyk that you’re really talented and skilled in your writings love all of ur works!! and the way you write satosugu is just so <333

much love 💋 !!!

oh my god, thankkkk you so much 😭✋🏻 you’re so sweet what the heck

so with ‘i wanna be yours’… that’s an iffy project. i do really want to continue it, but lots of things are wrong with the smau aspect of my blog. first of all, they really deleted the apps that i was using to make the smaus so like rip, idk what i would do there :(( also i think that this time, i want to to stray away from doing smaus and focus a lot more on writing. 90% of the reason i did smaus is because doing chapter fics frightened me and i need to overcome that 💪🏻

i think for the time being, i’m just gonna focus on writing some short-ish things for jjk, maybe get back into writing for haikyuu because i miss my boys, and maybe genshin impact again after a while. BUT!!! the next big project i’m going to do when i get back into the grove of tumblr is do a remastered version of the santa baby smau that i did forever ago, as a written chapter fic because i have so much i want to change about it and upgrade because of s2 👁️👁️

but.. thank you again!!! you’re just the sweetest, lots of love to you <3