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first brokeback watch: that was so fucking sad

fourth brokeback watch: the beans jack and ennis eat serve as a metaphor for their respective relationships to their own sexuality. when jack gets fed up of eating the same thing over and over again (masquerading as heterosexual in his day-to-day life), he outwardly protests, much like how he complains about having to make the trip back and forth from the sheep at night and in the early morning. he, however, doesn’t do anything about either of these circumstances; without explicit outside confirmation from ennis (who is outwardly ambivalent about both what he eats and what role he fulfills) , he feels as though both are completely out of his control. this, of course, directly parallels the way that he deals with his relationship with ennis; he was willing to leave lureen at the drop of a hat to be with ennis, but didn’t make any sort of first move—like moving back in with his parents in wyoming to be closer to ennis, for example, like he almost did at the very end of his life—because he didn’t think ennis wanted that. ennis, meanwhile, only changes their food order once jack voices his disapproval, passing off his words as ennis’s own; however, he is too quick to shy away from these changes at the first sign of potential pain. his horse startles and he loses all the soup after he finally orders it, and after he and jack first have sex, he shows up to the sheep’s camp to find one of them eaten by a coyote; these function as omens of a sort to both ennis and the viewer, showing the seemingly-direct negative consequences of him going after what he really wants. rather than double down, he accepts his circumstances as what they are—“stands it” (shoots game as opposed to descending the mountain to ask someone else for food, and deals with sleeping with the sheep even in the midst of a snowstorm). thus, even things as simple as their attitudes towards the food they eat are written with intent, foreshadowing the dynamic that they will continue to have throughout the rest of the movie.

tenth brokeback watch: heath ledger is so sexy

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waiting for dave

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whiskers

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Hi Yeah . id love to be a RPF writer at Transgender World . $100k please

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starting a collection

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u kno this site is full of nerds because even people’s sexual fantasies are like ok i’m a 19th century surgeon and you’re my patient. i start to repair your hernia but that’s not the only thing i get my tools on…(since this is before the popularization of handwashing as a surgical practice, you contract an infection and die)

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jeremy allen white as bruce springsteen singing born to run in deliver me from nowhere (2025)

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Yeesss chiaki and nagito i played your damn chapter you can get off my screen now

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Not a shipper, but a one drunken handjob in 2006 truther

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truly one of the most underrated hilarious story involving the three😭

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ok i miss them bad

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Give a man a leaf and he will eat it. Teach a man to leaf and he will go away

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Okay just to let you know i’m about to order a cheeseburger but you can’t laugh