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v i e w s 🖤

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Sometimes recovery is boring as fuck and I want dirty spoons and heroin and needles and empty wine bottles and shitty cigarettes and empty sex and looking beautiful while close to death.

Most days I'm smart enough not to back there. But I think we all think about it.

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@drugscontrol @heroin-girl

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7/30/16. I’ll miss you, p a r a d i s e.

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Send me an emoji and I'll tell you about the last time I used that drug

💉 Heroin

🏃🏼 Meth

👸🏼 Cocaine

👹 Crack

👽 Acid

🍭 Molly

🍬 Ecstasy

🍄 Shrooms

💊 Xanax / Benzos

🍁 Weed

🍸Alcohol

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Tried mdma last night...first time

Probably the last time.

It was an experience, but I mostly had a bad time. Had to take 1.5 pills before I even felt anything. Took a few hours to kick in. Had a few waves of euphoria (very mild come up). But I had an upset stomach (TMI pooped like 3 times lol) and kept having to pee. I also got a mild headache, and some jitters. Then I felt so wiped out, but couldn't fall asleep. I didn't get a burst of energy, or tingly. I was a little more sensitive to touch, but it was nothing incredible. My husband had a better time than me. His pupils were huge, and his finger tips were tingly, so I know he was rolling. mine didn't get too big, and I didn't feel tingly. I slept like shit last night. Woke up every 30 minutes. Blah. Maybe it was just me??? Maybe I just have a bad time with uppers!! Think I'll stick with downers!

Anyone else have a less than fun experience with x?

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all these colors look like my first ecstasy trip, so beautiful

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Trying MDMA tonight

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The best feeling in the world, registering a shot and getting ready to push all in. 😍

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take a trip with me

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Choose life

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