sickestdarling

[sickestdarling]

my boyfriend isn’t letting me do anything fun this weekend </3 i wanna get drunk or insanely high ughhh!! all i have are vapes but i want smth real >_<

[sickestdarling]

hi again! sorry for the lil break. i was trying to get “better” and decided it’s not for me. i’m supposed to be sick. i honestly wouldn’t mind having the best summer of my life and then ending it. starve, cut, and go on crazy benderz until i get something laced, i guess!

[sickestdarling]

outfit from the other day + corset! i usually tend to wear cutesy stuff but i wanted to be different :]

[sickestdarling]

i’m grateful that he looks out for my health, but i can’t help but fantasize about him encouraging me to destroy myself. the thought of him only loving me if im skinny, high out of my mind, and covered in cuts is just… ouhggggh 🥰

[sickestdarling]

boyfriend called me out on the fact that i always want to lose more weight and never stop when i say i will :/ i thought he’d put me in rehab, but nope! so i’ll get worse <3 im genuinely addicted to it

[sickestdarling]

so close to 45kg… so unbelievably close

[sickestdarling]

pᴉɔɐ uo ʎɹᴉɐɟ ɐ ǝʞᴉl sƃuɐq ǝɥs

[sickestdarling]

i’ve been feelin lazy, sorry for not posting a lot recently >_< but anyway i’m at my lowest weight in a long time! buuuut i don’t have anyone to compliment me for it… anyone here wanna?

[sickestdarling]

godddd i want coke so bad PLEAAASE gimme gimme gimme. bf is too much of a hater :/

[sickestdarling]

i did cardio today!! very proud of myself for finishing it. :]

[sickestdarling]

can’t believe i burned 1,000 calories yesterday… probably everything i ate! had to exercise for three hours but it was sooo worth it ^_^

[sickestdarling]

god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. i need to lose weight but love sweets sooo so much. i am not one of these strong soldiers >_<

[sickestdarling]

hiya!! i'm nic

ʚɞ i luv all things cute n pink ! ^-^

ʚɞ i post about drugs, anorexia, and self-harm a lot

ʚɞ but i also post mi ootd sometimes!

ʚɞ gorewhore, as long as i'm the movie star!

ʚɞ mi bf is the best ! ♡

ʚɞ riding out the party life b4 i get sent to rehab ^-^

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mi tags:

#od-arling (drugs) #dreamdarling (ana) #blood-arling (sh), #dollclothez (ootd) #nicchatz (sfw text posts)