my scars are fading...thats good, right?
so why do i feel like i need to make more?
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there's something so..attractive in mentally unstable people.
it sounds so weird but i got a point.
an example, people who sh.
I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN WHY I FIND IT ATTRACTIVE but there's something in you hvrting yourself and crying and venting about it....that makes me go insane.
tell me how much you're suffering.
tell me that, even if i try to help you, it won't work and you'll eventually feel even worse.
tell me you're hopeless and show me how BAD you feel.
fuck i'm crazy
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it’s crazy how easy it is to depend on self harm.
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goal for this summer: not to wear any short sleeved clothes. my scars are too personal to be seen by anyone but me. when i’m not alone i’m ALWAYS fine.
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i wish i had a car.
bored at night? get in the car and drive somewhere.
hungry? get in the car and go get something to eat.
no house? live inside your car.
wanna die? get in the car and drive straight through a wall.
and you can even listen to your favorite music.
what's better?
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i want to ruin my body i want control
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I would give my left tit to be able to cut on my arms
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the comfort of a blade warming my skin is something so surreal.
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10 LOVING CARING THINGS TO DO FOR HIM. <3
1- Fall asleep under his bed like a dog.
2- Beg him not to leave you.
3- Devote your whole existence to him.
4- Carve his name into your flesh.
5- Give him full ownership of you.
6- Write him pages of love letters and put them under his door.
7- Look out your window all day waiting for him to walk past.
8- Give him everything you have.
9- Try not to kill yourself because you get everything wrong, you’re no use to him dead!
10- Constantly text him because you miss him and feel like you’re suffocating because he doesn’t love you anymore and there’s nothing you can do about it.
THANKS 4 READING HOPE THIS HELPS 🥰
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Sad thoughts suspended like clouds in my head, mute throat tight and distressed
I feel like I'm leaving soon... 🫀
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I feel so ugly with my scars
I find them beautiful but u know he doesn't like them and it makes me feel disgusting
sorry babe cut on your favorite places of me while you were gone
i feel like he will love me less and it's terrifying
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