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My favorite song for some time....especially the best part I hear on a loop.

Really enjoy Ghost's style. From the lore, their double meanings in the lyrics, to the different members personalities, to their whole aesthetic. Although Ive heard of the different interpretations of this song, to me it's a little different. Though you can say it's very related to the song in it's nature, religion and sex intertwined.

SO to begin

I come from a religious family and background. I AM religious myself and I'm not ashamed of it. But being a woman with a high sex drive, who loves things of a sexual character sometimes makes me feel ashamed because of being a religious person. Thing is, the religion I follow doesn't shame sex in any way. In fact, it's even talked about as being a part of worship! The culture created by people who often follow the religion shames it. I despise only that bc it comes into how the people around me treat it.

This song however, tells me it's ok.

That its ok to be so sexual. That there's nothing to be ashamed of.

"You go down just like Holy Mary, Mary on a cross"

those lyrics speak to me of how I go down to pray, just like Virgin Mary, bc in my religion, virgin Mary also exists but in a different form. And I'm a virgin like her.

"your beauty never ever scared me"

It's as if someone, maybe my future lover, is telling me that I shouldn't be scared and ashamed of this aspect of myself. This part is also what makes me beautiful to them.

"if you choose to run away with me,"

My future lover perhaps telling me that if I choose them, they will worship me, sexually and otherwise, help me blossom into the kind of woman I want to be, and love me for me.

"I'll tickle you internally"

Well it's self explanatory but there's an additional part. They will make me happy from the inside out (I won't have to hide myself from them) and not shame me for being human.

"there's nothing wrong with that"

This part sometimes makes my throat ache from how emotional it makes me. It's like I'm waiting for this person to make me truly feel that there's nothing wrong with having sexual desires, wants and needs, no matter how intense or little. I imagine myself sitting on the floor kneeling (in a submissive's style but a reminder of the parallel in how I also pray too) between my future lovers knees as he sits on a higher level and pets my hair then caresses my cheek and traces my lips with a thumb. Would that not make you emotional? To finally feel like you've been set free from these binds society, culture—even you—put on yourself to be "good", "proper" or "right". When intimacy has always been part of worship and someone you adore helps you realize it.

*Sniffles like a bich*

This song gets me daydreaming and wishing at the same time for something I feel like I won't get. But I can't stop hoping for it.

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Good morning and good evening 🌅🌆

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just vampire things 🦇

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am i ready? to be loved

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happy uncle 🌻

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siri show me creed erect cock

went looking in my art folder and only found two. i'm a sham

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Sea wolf moment oop

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drew myself Al and Lupa for my birthday/Valentines !