siitestesssssso
siitestesssssso
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Learning how to deal with life!
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siitestesssssso · 2 months ago
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OLAF once said:
You wanna know what the saddest thing is?
You live in a world of hypocrites where people wish for your failure but smile in front of you as if they love you. If I had to live my life over again, I wouldn't change a thing except I'd open my eyes a little more. Sometimes my excessive kindness causes me problems. Too kind, too naive. I've learned that it's not my job to fix what I didn't break. I used to fear losing people but now I fear losing my time. If I live according to others' opinions, I will never become the person I meant to be. Life is too short, so I enjoy each day, laugh whenever I can, cry only when necessary, and never let anyone bring me down. One value I never want to lose is my dignity, I've realized that as I grow, there will be fewer people around me. A mature mind does not tolerate falsehood in others. It doesn't matter who I lose as long as I don't lose myself, I'm fine with that.
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siitestesssssso · 2 months ago
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HEALING LETTER
Just because it didn't work out doesn't mean it wasn't real. The love you felt, the memories you made - those were real. And just because it ended doesn't mean it wasn't worth it. Take the good parts with you and let the rest go. Life moves on, and so can you.
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siitestesssssso · 2 months ago
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Ok fine, I'm toxic? Now let's talk about what you did to me.
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siitestesssssso · 3 months ago
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siitestesssssso · 3 months ago
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DECIDED
Decided, and there's no turning back. I already made them important or special in any way. I was one call away when they needed me, and I mostly said yes to whatever request they had on their mind. I seldom rejected them because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. I prioritize their feelings over mine. But I found out that I was destroying myself little by little. I wanted them to appreciate what I did for them, but I received nothing, only rejection.
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siitestesssssso · 3 months ago
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siitestesssssso · 3 months ago
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Back Again
I am here again on my Tumblr World, here I can post everything I feel without anyone knowing who I am.
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siitestesssssso · 3 years ago
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TOXIC
wanna know the toxic side of me?? 
The toxic side of me is I don’t address the problem. i really don’t like confrontation. If you hurt my feelings badly, I would never confront you. I will never say a single word. I’ll just become cold and distant right away. the worst thing is I’ll let you wonder what’s wrong through my silence. I know it’s cruel but that’s the real me. So if you hurt me badly, don’t expect even a sing word from me. I can momentarily turn my back and forget the friendship or the relationship we had and I can also do it permanently. So be careful in hurting my feelings.
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siitestesssssso · 3 years ago
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Kakapit pa ba o pwede ng bumitaw?
 Kakapit ka pa ba?
Kaya pa ba?
kailangan pa ba kumapit ng mas mahigpit?
o pwede ng sabihing ayaw ko na, pagod na ko! Gusto ko na bumitaw!
Kailangan ko ng bumitaw kasi ubos na ako.. Ubos na ubos na kahit sarili ko di ko na kilala! Pwede bang ganun na lang?  Sana ganun lang kadaling gawin, yung kapag nakaramdam ka ng pagod pwede ka ng bumitaw.. Kaso hindi ee! You can’t end everything with just a snap of your fingers! Andun ka na sa point ng buhay mo na gusto mo ng tumigil pero hindi pwede kasi may umaasa pa sayo. yung kahit magmukha ka ng gago sa kakatiis mo, kailangan tuloy pa din, Tang’na naman! sana naman pwedeng bumitaw kahit anong oras!
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siitestesssssso · 3 years ago
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OKAY!
O - overthinking again K - killed by sadness A - attack by anxiety Y - yes, I am tired!
Don’t ask me if I’m okay because I will always say “yes, I’m okay.”
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siitestesssssso · 3 years ago
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Little did they know
I’m jealous to some people who can run to their parents whenever they have a problems. Sometimes I asked “ How does it feel to cry in your mother’s or father’s arm while telling them about the things made you upset?” Because i grew up keeping my problem to myself. Locking myself in the dark room and crying silently. I grew up without them knowing that their child is sad and lonely at night.
 I grew up without sharing them what I feel inside, all they know is I’m okay, I’m a jolly person but little did they know I’m drowning into sadness every night.
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siitestesssssso · 3 years ago
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Recover!
Well, I’m back again tumblr world! here I am again making this site as my diary..
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siitestesssssso · 7 years ago
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Lighten up, just enjoy life, smile more, laugh more, and don’t get so worked up about things.
Kenneth Branagh
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