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———— “ SMOKE & MIRRORS. shattered glasses polished faultless still leaves the wearer blind. “ ———— SILENTPSI: CHO SANG-WOO of SQUID GAME (netfl:x), as illustrated by JON (HE, 21). independent , exclusive, 18+.

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welcome. i go by JON, i’m twenty-one & i use he / it ( gmt )

after much persuasion from my other half (@bettinghorses), i have opened my first—and likely only—rp blog. i’m far more inclined to analytical writing, authoring many character studies in my free time, due to struggling with creative writing. i hope to improve my creative work here. i interact from my main blog (@archiviztic) but intend to keep the two separated other than dms.

please do not interact if you are under the age of 18. i am absolutely interested in interacting with other sg blogs, but i will not write anything romantic / sexual. please refer to my last rule for more info —

it goes without saying but, especially due to my amateur position, i will not tolerate elitism or general rudeness. this blog is to improve my writing & for fun. please bare with me as i get used to terms.

my central verses focus on sangwoo before s1 & during. i’m happy to engage in aus & may do so myself, but sparingly as i have a preference for canon events.

i personally headcanon sangwoo as gay & may also write him as trans. this will be relevant when i write about sangwoo & gihun, and this is exclusive to my boyfriend’s blog.

my writing will be discussing sangwoo’s mental health issues heavily. i will tag triggers appropriately, but please be cautious of themes surrounding: depression, sh, trauma, suicidal ideation & disordered eating. aside from this, the expected triggers of squid game will be discussed, such as: (mass) murder, classism, violence, written gore etc.

i do not multi-ship sangwoo & will not interact with any romanticised/sexualised sangwoo & inho dynamic.

as i am a beginner, i would like to develop my prose and gain experience before interracting and plotting with anyone. however, if you are interested in writing with me, please don’t be afraid to reach out. i will be happy to discuss !

CHARACTER INFORMATION :

NAME: cho sang-woo / player 218

AGE: pre-sg — 40-45, s1 — 46

GENDER: stealth trans man, he / him

ORIENTATION: homosexual

PSYCHOLOGY: persistent depression (dysthymia), autism, suicidality, personality disorder, history of anorexia (recovered), gender incongruence.

i will update the rules if i have forgotten anything, but this feels about right. thank you for reading, happy writing!

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just realised i’ve used the same icon three seperate times without noticing LOL i promise i have variety, the stair smoking scene is just so tonally applicable

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⚡️ will you ever be honest to your mother?

Eyes so devotedly married to the floor suddenly widen and dart towards the directed question before reverting — paired alongside a sharp, pained exhale. he almost scoffs at the lack of kosher; to say something so void of tact considering who it concerns. it shot through the air propelled by curiosity, but landed firmly in his temple with accusation. there’s a beat, then a response:

“ i have been honest. “

the words themselves sound desperate to disguise their own inherent defensiveness, spoken monotone and reservedly in mirror to the clear implication through his physicality; he had furrowed his brow, stifled a choke on the smoke he drudged from pinched cigarette, then colloquially intoned as if you’d asked him the weather. grey, mizzle, miserable. truthfully, he internally felt that forecast whenever she was brought up. the woman he had so callously disregarded whilst she worked unbeknownst in the stall that would soon be wordlessly stripped of her. the stall that promised to bring home dinner for him every night, now promised as collateral for his foreboding financial decay. eyes turn towards the question with vigour, but remain deserted. a prepared breath, assured in frustration, yet the following words are parched.

“ … she knows far more about me than i care for any person to know… and i was the one who always told her. “

he rips his eyes from the lingering inquisition, leaning his elbows on his knees and taking another unsatisfying drag to stall for further rumination. the silence drags in tandem,

“ … do you think i ever wanted her to see her only son… “ — he gestured vaguely towards himself, before cutting himself off,

“ … i still don’t. she doesn’t deserve that. “

the previous near-scoff is now sharp defensive sighs and clicks of a silver tongue, rusting with each word. he knew this. sangwoo had verbally sidled his way out of enough legal confrontation to know that ‘enough justification’ in the mind of an innocent man is that of few words. so why does an emotional conversation feel so jailing— so utterly incriminating ?

“ … years of whole and good truths are all i have for her, so forgive me for holding this one because i know she won’t. and i can’t—— i refuse to lose her like that. “

the cell door shuts — keys turn in the lock. sangwoo will not discuss this further, or more that he physically cannot. the sentiment remains that the lie must continue, regardless.

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SEND “⚡️” AND A QUESTION AND MY MUSE WILL BE FORCED TO ANSWER HONESTLY

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always a shadow in another persons proclaimed adoration. no amount of cracked knuckles from tireless fingers at the keys in his overture could ever determine the weight of his own worth. his mother sung to his composition, adored him thoroughly and entirely, and urged — never vicariously forced — him to play the tune of his potential. endless piano lessons that shouldn’t have been possible to afford for a household so doused in every unspoken struggle for fear of drowning his spirit. her potent and poetic pride. watching him play from the nosebleeds; sat meticulous, eyes shaded behind blue rimmed glasses he would ‘ grow into ’ squint in unintended expectations of those eyes — those countless, cyclical rows of eyes that surrounded his stage endlessly. the piano keys plucked, fingertips calloused, forearms scolded in the fiery, unspoken reqiuem in his periphery as he gasped for air. just a boy.

he was a pride beyond just her son, yet she endlessly adored him, for simply being hers. seoul national university; an intellectual challenge reminiscent of the nth fur elise recital to sangwoo — that is, in the eyes of all but his own. sheet music fluttered in cinder, birthing a new beast of embers, distorting fluttering clefs into concrete copyright. intellectual property moved beyond a law studied academically to one of personal esteem, the label of an ever-demanding socialisation; a property of intellect. a tritone of superior service, increasing income… and no other rules. plucking keys became impulsive clacking, the symphony composed of endless texts he refused to view, elating applause into restless fists at the door. yet she always adored, never implored, whilst the cacophonous climax collapsed from his collateral: her livelihood. the decision to sever access to complete vulnerability was made, his present burning in chord with every note he once thoughtlessly waltzed through, now seared into a perfect glass reflection. everything they wanted to see, everything she knew he could be. keyboards shattered, a ballad of crescendoing letters and notes — cacophony of splintering esteem in a symphonic agony as he begs to dry off beside her warmth once again. yet the portrait still sings of sweet memories long-loved. these achievements were all she could cherish, boasting and applauding the man he was rather than the man she no longer truly knew.

just her boy.

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Hello dearest rp tumblr. I’m beyond stuck with what to write, I’m not very good at this quite yet. If any of you are interested in sending me asks, I’d really appreciate a boost and I should get back quick-ish. Alternatively, if you’d like to plot (I think that’s correct verbiage??) like this post. Thank you 🩻

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—  spark like empty lighters.

PARK HAE-SOO AS CHO SANG-WOO IN SQUID GAME ( 2021 ).  WRITTEN & DIRECTED BY HWANG DONG-HYUK.

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an indie , private and mutuals only original character based around the netflix show squid game with other verses available . 21+ only to follow . loved by iggy !

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Welcome to 120PLAYD; a semi-selective semi-literate roleplay blog for player 120, CHO HYUN-JU from Netflix's Squid Game. Reincarnated by Pucca. Reblogs are appreciated. (27 , +3 GMT.)

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leading the fray for the last few yards, sae-byeok falls into the rhythm of freeze, go, then freeze, then go until she is leaping over the finish line — it is not meant to be dramatic, but she can hear deok-su’s brutish grunts behind her, rousing an erstwhile desperation she has not felt since she gained southern citizenship. after all, this is not the first border she has crossed to save her own life.

#MARBLEWON : an independent & highly selective collaborative writing blog for kang sae-byeok of netflix's original series squid game. au/crossover friendly. not spoiler free and trigger-heavy. loved by darby (she/her, 24) — established december of 2021. ©

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🦑 - * ( let's play a game . ) selective blog dedicated to the recruiter from the n*tflix series squid game . ' by nassy : triggering themes will be written on this blog , do not interact if you're under twenty years old .

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———— “ SMOKE & MIRRORS. shattered glasses polished faultless still leaves the wearer blind. “ ———— SILENTPSI: CHO SANG-WOO of SQUID GAME (netfl:x), as illustrated by JON (HE, 21). independent , exclusive, 18+.

EXPAND FOR RULES / INFO.

welcome. i go by JON, i’m twenty-one & i use he / it ( gmt )

after much persuasion from my other half (@bettinghorses), i have opened my first—and likely only—rp blog. i’m far more inclined to analytical writing, authoring many character studies in my free time, due to struggling with creative writing. i hope to improve my creative work here. i interact from my main blog (@archiviztic) but intend to keep the two separated other than dms.

please do not interact if you are under the age of 18. i am absolutely interested in interacting with other sg blogs, but i will not write anything romantic / sexual. please refer to my last rule for more info —

it goes without saying but, especially due to my amateur position, i will not tolerate elitism or general rudeness. this blog is to improve my writing & for fun. please bare with me as i get used to terms.

my central verses focus on sangwoo before s1 & during. i’m happy to engage in aus & may do so myself, but sparingly as i have a preference for canon events.

i personally headcanon sangwoo as gay & may also write him as trans. this will be relevant when i write about sangwoo & gihun, and this is exclusive to my boyfriend’s blog.

my writing will be discussing sangwoo’s mental health issues heavily. i will tag triggers appropriately, but please be cautious of themes surrounding: depression, sh, trauma, suicidal ideation & disordered eating. aside from this, the expected triggers of squid game will be discussed, such as: (mass) murder, classism, violence, written gore etc.

i do not multi-ship sangwoo & will not interact with any romanticised/sexualised sangwoo & inho dynamic.

as i am a beginner, i would like to develop my prose and gain experience before interracting and plotting with anyone. however, if you are interested in writing with me, please don’t be afraid to reach out. i will be happy to discuss !

CHARACTER INFORMATION :

NAME: cho sang-woo / player 218

AGE: pre-sg — 40-45, s1 — 46

GENDER: stealth trans man, he / him

ORIENTATION: homosexual

PSYCHOLOGY: persistent depression (dysthymia), autism, suicidality, personality disorder, history of anorexia (recovered), gender incongruence.

i will update the rules if i have forgotten anything, but this feels about right. thank you for reading, happy writing!

[silentpsi]

———— “ SMOKE & MIRRORS. shattered glasses polished faultless still leaves the wearer blind. “ ———— SILENTPSI: CHO SANG-WOO of SQUID GAME (netfl:x), as illustrated by JON (HE, 21). independent , exclusive, 18+.

the golden visage stands tarnished, despite fervent polishing when gazes momentarily shift from him. ‘the pride’, the honour, the perpetual clawing of expectation & subsequent tearing at his own physiology; each shard of self chiselled to pragmatic perfection. a marble marvel to all, stone soliloquy of years long, steady self destruction. ‘arrogance’, ‘dismissal’, escapism.

wretched, earned yet detested, expectations.

always a clever mind, rarely a man.

cho sangwoo.

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