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the question didn’t shock her. nothing ever really did. not in public, not when she was wearing a wine-colored slip dress that matched the merlot and a look that dared him to flinch first. “that,” she said, her voice low and smooth, “isn’t dangerous.” a pause, the kind that let gravity catch up. “it’s just… premature.” she turned slightly, leaning one hip against the ledge now, looking him over with the same kind of interest one might give an unsolved riddle or a limited-edition bottle — equal parts curious and cautious. not dismissive. never that. “i’m seeing a lot of things,” she said, fingertips ghosting the rim of her glass again. “disappointment in men who talk like they’re deeper than they are. the faintest edge of sincerity behind your eyes. the way you say my name like it’s going to crack something open in your chest if you’re not careful.” then, she tilted her head. “but if you’re asking whether someone’s claimed me — planted a flag, drawn a border, sent their regrets in a red envelope?” she smiled. it didn’t reach her eyes, but it didn’t need to. “no. i’m not seeing anyone.” her gaze didn’t drop from his. she studied him a beat longer, searching. not for weakness. for weight. for substance. for the thing beneath all the things he didn’t say. “so tell me, clark,” she said softly, leaning forward just a fraction, enough to shift the air between them. “is this curiosity... or possession, dressed up in better manners?” her voice lowered, velvet over steel. “there’s a difference. and i don’t entertain men who don’t know which side of it they’re standing on.”

“  i  think  you're  asking  a  pretty  dangerous  question  .  ”  his  words  are  quiet  &  firm  ,  gaze  unwavering  .  silence  fills  the  air  ,  dancing  between  the  two  — a  slight  discomfort  .  “  i'm  glad  you  can  handle  the  ….  scars  …  ”  he  offers  ,  the  words  mechanical  on  the  tip  of  his  tongue  .  he  wouldn't  dare  fill  in  the  blanks  ,  a  rude  insinuation  that  could  tarnish  her  character  (  or  his  )  .  “  i  prefer  to  keep  my  wounds  to  myself  .  ”  what  does  that  even  mean  ?  he  knows  ,  but  at  the  same  time  — he  can't  quite  seem  to  grasp  what  it  is  she's  trying  to  do  beyond  sticking  him  between  a  rock  &  a  hard  place  .  “  serin  are  you  seeing  anyone  right  now  ?  ”

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“good,” she said, her voice smooth as the merlot. “i hate drinking with people who have somewhere better to be.” the corners of her mouth twitched — not a smile exactly, but something quieter. something earned. his laugh didn’t go unnoticed. serin clocked it with the same sharp grace she used to read a hemline or a headline — unexpected, but not unwelcome. “interesting and self-deprecating,” she mused, tilting her head slightly. “rare combination. most men who know this much about the downfall of royal bloodlines are either prepping for their dissertation or building a podcast cult.” she gestured lazily with her glass. “you don’t strike me as the broadcast type.” a breeze rolled through the vineyard just then, soft and sweet with the scent of ripening fruit and whatever perfume serin had layered to cut through it. the winery’s golden hour lighting kissed her cheekbones like it was under contract. “but you’re wrong, you know.” her gaze found his again, this time steadier — something more direct tucked behind the velvet. “you are dangerous. you just haven’t figured out how to make it work for you yet.” she leaned forward slightly, enough to close the space between intrigue and implication. “you speak like someone who’s been dismissed one too many times. and those people?” she smiled — slow, sharp, certain. “they usually end up rewriting the story entirely.” serin’s attention dropped briefly to the bottle between them. “shall we?” she asked, already reaching to refill his glass with practiced ease. “you’ve earned the next pour. and i’m curious to see what other catastrophes history forgot to clean up.”

A faint, though pleased, smile touched Henry’s lips. He wasn’t entirely sure that she wasn’t teasing him somehow, but he didn’t entirely mind. He’d outright mockery from peers in his school days, and so he had a fairly high bar now. “Oh, good,” he said, his own tone a little dry and ever so slightly amused. He took a sip of his own wine, humming softly. “His wife also became infertile after he gave her a sexually transmitted infection,” he said. “One can only imagine the impact his reign would have had on the Austrian empire, not to mention Europe. As if they weren’t poised for enough trouble at the time.” He hummed in agreement and gave a small nod. “You know, we still aren’t sure what Anne Boleyn looks like because Henry VIII destroyed all portraits of her. The portrait commonly assumed to be her is based on earlier images and painted during the reign of her daughter.” He couldn’t help but laugh, softly but a laugh nonetheless, at the idea of being menacing. It wasn’t so usual that Henry was relaxed enough to laugh in front of strangers, often holding others at arm’s length -- especially after the recent failure in his personal life. But, despite being six feet tall and broad-shouldered, it was still funny to him to imagine anyone finding him menacing. He was certain most people did not notice him at all. “I like to think interesting,” he said. “I imagine you might be the first person to ever find me dangerous.” He smiled a little. “I don’t have any other plans, so I suppose I’ll stay.”

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she didn’t crouch to help. of course not. she stood just beside the mess of tumbling books like it hadn’t almost scattered across her designer shoes — eyes cool, expression unreadable, a worn copy of the secret history resting in her hand like she’d been born holding it. “you’re apologizing for taste?” serin asked, one brow arching as she finally lowered her gaze to daphne. there wasn’t judgment in her tone — just the quiet amusement of someone who rarely wasted time on what she didn’t care about. “or the attempted murder of my ankles?” she stepped lightly around the pile, crouching at last with practiced elegance and plucking a copy of beloved from the stack before offering it back, fingers grazing briefly, deliberately. “you know,” she added, voice softening just a breath, “people say they want new beginnings, but they always come crawling back to the stories that already know them.” her gaze flicked upward — assessing, but not unkind. “not clumsy. just a little overcommitted. it happens to the best of us.” then she stood again, tucking her book under her arm. “you’ve got an eye, though,” serin noted, glancing down at the remaining titles with the kind of precision that usually came from dissecting couture. “if you’re not careful, you might just leave with half the store.” a pause. “...callisto's usually gives a discount for compulsive collectors. especially if you look like you read every one.”

starter: your choice ( @silkfms ) location: callisto's secondhand

Although Daphne loved the look of new books on a shelf, all neat and spines intact, nothing really compared to the feeling of holding a well-loved paperback, turning dog-eared pages and reading pencilled notes left behind. She'd been visiting libraries since the moment she could read, but with some novels, the worst feeling is having to give them back. Some of her favourite reads had felt like they were enjoyed on borrowed time, so when the opportunity arises to browse for second-hand books she can keep, Daphne will always jump.

It's how she finds herself back in Callisto's Secondhand for the second time this week, knowing they'd just restocked from a handful of donations thanks to a tip from a friend. Twenty minutes in, she's finally lost to the struggle of balancing her ever-growing pile in one hand as she pulls more from the shelves to read the blurbs with her other. "I'm so sorry, I'm not usually this clumsy." She blurts, dropping to the ground to gather everything up. "Don't worry, I am buying all these."

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she let the silence stretch, just long enough to become a question in its own right. then — a quiet laugh again, edged this time, like a blade hidden in velvet. “win,” she echoed, tasting the word like it came with a warning label. “you say that like this ends with a scoreboard. like anyone walks away from a game with me clean.” her fingers traced the rim of her glass, slow, thoughtful — a motion more habit than hesitation. “and you’re right,” she added, eyes lifting to meet his with a sudden, laser focus. “i didn’t tell you my name.” another pause. deliberate. dangerous. “because i wanted to see how long you’d chase the thread before realizing the thread was watching you.” she didn’t smile, not fully, but there was a flicker of something in the curve of her mouth — approval, maybe. amusement. something sharp that glittered in the dark. “but since you asked so nicely…” she leaned in, the space between them shrinking until it buzzed like static. “lenora. but everyone calls me lenny.” a beat. “except the ones who regret it.” then she sat back, slow and easy, as if his declaration hadn’t stirred something in her she wasn’t quite ready to name. “so, michael,” she said, tone softer now, silk hiding steel. “if you play to win… hope you’ve figured out what you’re willing to lose.” because the way she looked at him now — calm, collected, with that hint of ruin stitched behind her lashes — made it clear: she wasn’t bluffing.

it  dawned  on  him  then  –  the  way  she  refrained  from  sharing  her  own  name,  remaining  a  mystery.  he  sat  straighter  in  his  seat,  leaning  in  just  slightly  as  he  lowered  his  tone.  “sorry  –  you  never  told  me  your  real  name…”  he'd  been  attempting  to  poke  through  her  armor,  looking  for  weak  spots  and  had  entirely  overlooked  the  one  thing  she  never  offered  in  the  first  place.  “and  you  talk  like  someone  who's  used  to  getting  the  last  word.”  he  retorted,  the  smirk  long  gone  and  only  a  quite  steadiness  remaining  on  his  features.  it  was  one  that  begged  for  her  to  underestimate  him,  only  realizing  too  late  that  maybe  she  shouldn't  have.  “now  i'll  cheers  to  that  !”  he  mirrored  her  earlier  move,  tilting  his  own  glass  toward  her  before  taking  a  sip  of  his  drink.  a  balatant  lie  considering  michael  had  a  difficult  time  around  lawyers,  given  his  past,  and  yet,  he  kept  a  straight  face.  “i've  been  called  a  bad  idea  before  but  it's  never  sounded  this  good.”  the  smirk  he  harbored  earlier  returned  to  his  face,  noting  the  way  her  gaze  shifted.  “if  that  was  meant  to  intimidate  me,  you  should  know  something  about  me  first..”  he  paused,  glancing  around  the  room  briefly  before  his  gaze  returned  to  hers.  it  felt  like  they  were  in  a  separate  world  from  everyone  else  around  them.  “i  never  shy  away  from  a  challenge  and  when  i  play  –  i  play  to  win.”

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her brow arched. not high — precise. just enough lift to say oh, sweetheart. a slow inhale followed, the kind someone might take before delivering a eulogy or a mercy kill. “three hours?” she echoed, voice warm like velvet draped over glass. “darling, that’s not a turnaround, that’s a resurrection.” she stepped closer, sharp heels ticking like a countdown now. her gaze dropped to the trousers in question — once, then again, slower — before flicking back up with mild, elegant disdain. “and from what i can see, you didn’t exactly bring lazarus.” a faint, amused smile curled the edge of her mouth. “i am the business card. you found me.” she didn’t break eye contact. didn’t blink. didn’t budge. “and if you want someone who’s going to butcher the hem with a glue gun and prayer, by all means — go yelp-diving.” a beat. “but if you want to walk into your event and look like the main character instead of the lighting crew?” she held her hand out, expectant. “give me the trousers. i’ll see what palmview’s miracle worker can do.” a pause, then, almost cruel in its timing. “but if i’m doing this, you're telling me why you waited until the eleventh hour. and it better be scandalous.”

perhaps she could've been more obvious with the no-nonsense way she'd beelined to the counter... or more snappy with her cadence when she'd posed the question. she is desperate ! the girl on the other side of the desk certainly takes her time registering the request - and the sense of urgency seems to fly over her head ! was 'quick turnaround' not quite clear enough ? and does everybody in palmview move at a snail's pace ? she flicks her wrist before the girl finishes speaking. " quick as in i have an event in 3 hours and these trousers need altering. if you have a business card or phone number of someone i can reach out to, that would be ah-mazing. "

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her laugh came low — not loud, not performative, just the kind that curled at the edges like smoke from a lit match. “mm,” she hummed, letting it linger. “confident and quotable. no wonder your exes have so much to say.” she didn’t blink at the microscope feeling. lenny lived under scrutiny — courtrooms, headlines, whisper networks with expensive drinks and even more expensive secrets. being watched didn’t rattle her. it thrilled her. and more than that, it let her see who flinched first. “worth forming an opinion about,” she repeated, like she was trying it on. “you do talk like someone who’s been the subject of a few long-ass voice memos.” she tilted her glass toward him in a kind of informal cheers. “respect.” his smirk didn’t go unnoticed, but it didn’t win anything either — not yet. lenny matched it with one of her own. slow, knowing, unapologetically earned. “you’re right,” she said, leaning her chin into her palm. “i don’t usually do second chances. i do consequences. and clever exits. and very good lawyers.” the thrum of bass from the dj booth shifted, vibrating through the walls like the pulse of the room itself. linkinbio was alive, electric — the kind of place built for curated chaos, where danger smelled like cologne and opportunity came in champagne flutes. she studied him a beat longer, lashes casting soft shadows as she tipped her head. “but sometimes,” she added, “sometimes a bad idea is just interesting enough to make it worth the headache.” then, her gaze sharpened — just slightly. not enough to be cruel. just enough to make it clear she wasn’t handing over the wheel. “so if this is your best hand, michael,” she murmured, her voice low and deliberate, “you might want to stop circling the glass and actually play it. before i get distracted by someone else’s bluff.” she leaned back again, easy, cool, completely in control — but there was heat beneath the surface now. not quite a challenge. not yet. “because this?” she gestured lazily between them. “it doesn’t stay open long.”

he  felt  like  he'd  been  put  under  a  microscope  –  his  every  breath  analyzed  carefully  under  her  watchful  eyes,  like  a  full  scan  of  him  was  being  committed  to  her  memory.  he  allowed  it,  letting  a  moment  of  silence  stretch  between  them  and  taking  the  opportunity  to  do  the  exact  same.  “exes  with  opinions  just  means  i  was  worth  forming  one  about.  beats  being  someone  they  barely  remember.”  his  gaze  remained  fixated  on  her  as  she  leaned  in,  tone  lone  as  she  spoke.  “from  my  position  over  here,  i'm  starting  to  forget  why  i  ever  suggested  a  reset.”  eyes  followed  her  every  move,  a  slow  smirk  spreading  across  his  face.  “besides,  you  don't  strike  me  as  someone  who  does  second  chances.”  he  leaned  back  to  mirror  her,  fingers  absentmindedly  circling  his  glass.  “depends,”  he  shrugged  before  continuing.  “only  if  i've  got  a  reason  to  play  my  best  hand.”

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a slow smile curved across her lips—tight, knowing. “hm,” she said, almost too softly to be heard over the hum of low conversation and clinking glasses in the distance. the golden palm had a way of cloaking conflict in civility. a beautiful kind of stage for a beautiful kind of undoing. she didn’t step back when he moved closer. of course not. serin never ceded space; she redefined it. "don't i?" she asked, eyes narrowing — not out of fear, but intrigue. her fingers tapped once against the glass she’d only half-finished, then fell still. “you think i came out here for sweetness and soft landings?” a breath, then a whisper of a laugh. “darling, that’s not what this place serves.” the vineyard stretched out behind her like something out of a painting — wild, golden, and deceptively peaceful. but her attention stayed on him, unblinking. “you say you don’t know anything but being burned,” she repeated, like she was testing the weight of it. “and yet here you are, offering that ash as if it’s something i’d want to hold.” she took a step forward then — not aggressive, not even assertive, but deliberate. like every inch closed between them was part of some silent negotiation. “but i’m not afraid of fire, i just need to know it’s worth the singe.” her voice dipped lower, hushed but precise, each syllable sharp and clean. “because there’s a difference between being dangerous and being reckless. and if you’re just swinging your wounds around to see who they stick to?” her head tilted. “i’d rather finish my wine alone.” her fingers brushed the edge of the ledge again, grounding her in that effortless, elegant way she always managed. but her gaze stayed locked on his. “so no,” she added, finally answering his original claim. “i don’t want to be burned. but i’ll take heat. passion. conviction. something with teeth. because i can handle scars.” the wind caught a lock of hair and she pushed it back, unconcerned. “what i won’t do is play therapist to another man who confuses chaos for charm.” and then — so softly it almost wasn’t there — “try again. this time, with intention.”

“  charming  liability  ,  ”  he  echoes  ,  bitter  on  his  tongue  ,  dissatisfied  with  the  label  provided  .  he  folds  his  arms  ,  as  if  to  cast  his  own  armor  of  protection  from  whatever  it  was  she  was  trying  to  convey  .  gaze  narrows  ,  trying  to  get  a  read  on  the  other  .  a  closed  book  .  nothing  worth  noting  off  the  bat  .  was  she  trying  to  get  under  his  skin  ?  maybe  they  both  got  off  on  the  same  things  — pissing  others  off  until  they  left  in  a  huff  .  he  steps  closer  ,  head  tilt  .  “  i  don't  know  anything  but  being  burned  ,  ”  he  shares  ,  flat  .  “  surely  you  don't  want  that  .  ”

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“self-defense from the void, obviously,” she replied without missing a beat, swirling her wine with the absentminded grace of someone who'd mastered the art of distraction years ago. “or loneliness. or mediocrity. or the horror of bad lighting. take your pick.” she took another sip of her wine, eyes flicking toward julian with the kind of knowing glint that suggested she’d already clocked everything he wasn’t saying — but she’d let him catch up. serin knew how to wait for the truth. it always showed up eventually, usually dressed as a half-apology and a hangover. “so.” she settled deeper into the couch, crossing her legs with ease despite the tightening clay mask on her skin. “you double-booked. with mystery girl and someone else. and you actually said the words just a friend out loud?” her brow lifted in elegant disbelief. “you really do like to make things difficult, don’t you?” serin didn’t sound angry. she never did. what she sounded like was worse — curious, like a lawyer who already knew where your story was going and was just giving you enough rope to hang yourself with. “look,” she continued, setting her wineglass down with a soft thud, “i don’t care how innocent it was. perception is everything. if she walked in, or found out, or felt like she was an afterthought? game over. you could be holding hands with a nun and it’d still sting.” she watched him a beat longer, long enough to read between the lines — his sighs, the mask of guilt under the actual mask, the way he still hadn’t quite decided if he was explaining or confessing. “and now she’s gone,” serin added softly, folding one arm under her chin as she leaned into the couch’s back. “but not gone gone. just… away. which means she’s undecided. which means you’ve got a window, however tiny.” then, with the kind of clarity that made her both terrifying and useful: “if you want to fix it, do something worth remembering. not dramatic. not public. real. something that proves you understand what the hell it was you broke. not because you’re sorry. because you mean it.” a pause. the air seemed to still, candlelight flickering like it too was waiting. “and if you don’t?” she shrugged, a single elegant movement. “then let her go. properly. don’t hover in limbo hoping she does the emotional labor for you.” serin reached up, gingerly touching the stiff edges of her mask. “also, don’t touch my pillows unless you want green streaks on white linen and me adding that to your karmic bill.” her eyes cut sideways to him again, the ghost of a smirk pulling at her lips. “but hey. if you want me to stage your redemption arc, i do accept payment in vintage chanel and emotional vulnerability. your move, jules.”

“self  defence  from  what,  exactly  ?”  he  ponders,  head  tilting.  julian  has  had  a  sneaking  suspiscion  since  he  met  the  other,  that  most  of  her  problems  are  self  inflicted.  from  the  outside,  she  has  everything  going  for  her,  if  only  she'd  step  out  of  herself  once  in  a  while.  he  groans  lightly,  suppressing  the  hand  that  wants  to  drag  across  his  face  so  that  he  doesn't  ruin  his  face  mask.  the  entire  winter  wonderland  fiasco  hadn't  been  bad  enough  to  cause  the  domino  effect  that  followed,  at  least,  not  in  his  perspective.  he'd  made  a  mistake,  apologized,  and  tried  to  make  up  for  it,  but  some  things  were  just  meant  to  loom  forever,  even  if  he  didn't  want  them  to.  “i  double  booked  myself,”  he  admits,  careful  not  to  make  too  many  expressions  so  the  clay  doesn't  crack.  “with  mystery  girl,  and  a  friend,  and  before  you  ask,  yes,  she's  just  a  friend,”  so  they'd  went  on  a  few  failed  dates,  in  the  end  they  agreed  they  were  better  off  friends,  and  that's  what  mattered,  wasn't  it  ?  “i  apologized  though,  as  many  times  as  she  would  let  me.  but,  then  there  was  this  thing  with  an  old  friend  of  hers,  and  then  she  left  town  for  a  little  bit,  and  now  here  i  am,”  arms  fall  up  and  down.  “in  limbo.  so,  what's  your  suggestion,  miss  damage  control  ?” 

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without looking up from the garment she was inspecting, serin raised a single manicured finger — “mm,” — then slowly glanced up, dark eyes flicking toward the voice like it had interrupted something more important than it ever could be. she looked nevaeh over. not unkindly, but with the kind of scrutiny that could strip wallpaper. it was automatic. instinctual. head tilt. once-over. shoes, stitching, how her hair framed her face, whether her nails matched the effort of the rest. “depends,” she said, finally setting the silk blouse aside with a practiced grace. “are we talking quick as in twenty-four hours, or quick as in you needed it yesterday and brought me a tragedy to fix?” she stepped out from behind the counter in a cloud of expensive perfume — bergamot, white amber, and something sharp beneath. pointed toe heels clicked against the floor like punctuation.

📍𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

" hi, helloo," she sings, approaching the register. " could you possibly point me in the direction of the best tailor around here ? preferrably one that can work with a quick turnaround time. " — @silkfms

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her laugh came low and rare — not generous, but precise, like a perfectly placed stiletto heel. “noisy and bold,” she mused, swirling her glass with just enough flair to suggest that the theatrics weren’t entirely unappreciated. “dangerous combination. but i suppose it’s only fair that every estate have at least one charming liability tucked into the family tree.” she let the wine touch her lips, more gesture than indulgence, and then set the glass down on a nearby ledge with the practiced ease of someone used to being observed. “lying about the wine,” she repeated, savoring the shape of it. “now that’s either an act of sabotage or performance art. though i imagine with you, the line’s blurred on purpose.” her gaze flicked to him then, sharp as cut glass. “perhaps you didn't think you'd see me again,” she said flatly, not asking, just stating. “so you lied. how efficient. but here you are, still talking. still sipping. still lingering like someone who’s beginning to regret being so careless with his stage cues.” and when he trailed off — so what i want... — she let the silence stretch. not to fill it, but to press against it, just enough to make him feel the weight of her attention. “careful,” she murmured, stepping closer, her voice dropping low enough to graze between words like silk over skin. “the next thing you say might actually matter.” a breath passed. she tilted her head, lashes sweeping down, but when she looked up again, there was a dare in her stare. “because i know what i want,” she said, tone like the clink of crystal. “clarity. intent. a little fire, maybe, if it doesn’t burn the wrong way.” her fingers grazed the stem of her glass again, slow and deliberate. “but if all you’ve got is chaos in a borrowed vineyard, you’re going to have to convince me it’s worth uncorking.” her smile was sharp now — not cruel, but curated. “so,” she said, like a challenge, “try again.”

“  well  call  me  one  noisy  motherfucker  then  ,  ”  clark  grins  ,  completely  missing  the  point  of  whatever  it  is  serin  is  trying  to  convey  .  and  she's  trying  to  get  something  out  of  him  ,  that  he  knows  — but  she's  not  daring  to  say  it  out  loud  ,  instead  trying  to  lead  him  to  some  conclusion  that  might  be  satisfaction  to  either  of  them  .  clark  sips  his  wine  ,  slow  &  careful  .  “  well  the  joke  is  on  you  because  my  brother-in-law  owns  this  place  .  that  being  said  ,  i  was  lying  about  the  quality  of  the  wine  .  i  don't  know  why  i  did  that  ,  ”  he  did  know  why  .  clark  sometimes  just  lied  for  the  fun  of  it  all  .  he  didn't  think  he  would  ever  see  this  person  again  ,  so  what  did  it  matter  ?  except  ,  perhaps  in  the  future  he  shouldn't  be  using  a  family  business  as  a  testing  grounds  for  his  rebellion  .  “  so  what  i  want  ….  ”  he  starts  ,  trailing  off  . 

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“first of all,” she said, voice lilting with amusement as she tipped her head back against the couch cushion, “if i ever do go full supervillain, it’s gonna be for something way more sinister than pizza.” a beat. “like unironically quoting the wolf of wall street or starting a lifestyle brand.” her nose crinkled at the thought — a mock grimace — but she was watching him now, more closely than before. not in a way that begged for anything, but like she was taking inventory. like he was a map, and she was trying to figure out how many roads in him actually led somewhere. she took another slow pull from the bottle, letting the silence stretch. not awkward — never with isaiah. just comfortable. grounding. and maybe that was the part that messed with her the most. “you know what your problem is?” she asked, glancing sideways, her voice dry but threaded with warmth. “you’re too decent. not performative. not ‘i go to therapy and talk about my healing journey’ decent. just... good. it’s weird.” her eyes narrowed, playful. “you make it hard to keep my walls up, and that’s honestly a little rude.” lenny didn’t thank people easily. not because she wasn’t grateful — she just didn’t like the vulnerability that came with it. it felt like admitting someone mattered. like inviting them to stay. but still, she nudged her foot against his gently — a silent i see you, in lieu of anything more sentimental. “don’t mention it,” she said after a beat, lifting her beer in mock salute. “you lugged a solid wood coffin of a dresser through two doorways and a hallway that clearly hates me. you’ve earned pizza and then some.” her phone buzzed with the delivery update, and she glanced at it without urgency, setting it back down on the coffee table. “fifteen minutes. maybe less if the universe’s feeling kind.” then, as casually as someone asking about the weather, she added, “you ever help someone move and just… not leave?” it could’ve been a joke. could’ve been her usual misdirection. but the way her voice softened on the not leave part? it hung there, just long enough to mean more than it said. she didn’t look at him when she said it — didn’t have to.

"So I get a potential excuse from future moving jobs and what sounds like an incredibly interesting story out of all this, I'd say all the trouble this dresser gave us was worth it then." Having survived what could've been a frustrating failure, Isaiah was right back navigating the conversation with the lighthearted and optimistic nature he usually carried about, albeit with a little less energy thanks to all the effort it took to move that damn dresser. "And hopefully less of them in the future, or at the very least something lighter next time." He chimed in with another small joke as the bottles clinked together before falling into a thoughtful silence as he gave what she said the time to roll around in his mind. If asked, he wouldn't say there was anything particular grand about how he specifically approached life or that anyone should follow his example exactly. As long as people made an effort to do their best or even had the desire to do a little better most days, he thought that was enough. "I think, or maybe it is a matter of simply hoping, that there's a decent number of people who share a similar line of thinking. Not exact, but they do the best they can in their own ways. It's easy for it to get overshadowed, though." Again, perhaps it was naive to believe, but he felt like the goodness in the world outweighed the bad — the negative just often had a way of standing out more. Or maybe he just hadn't been burned bad enough yet to lose the unyielding faith he had in other people to eventually do the right thing. "Good to know I didn't just aid a supervillain who favors a controversial pizza topping." It was either another joke or admitting that he wouldn't have said anything if she had gone with pineapple on pizza thanks to a compulsive need to please that had been with him for so long that he didn't even know what to blame it on. "Thank you, though, for the pizza and the beer." There was probably no need to thank her since those things were already a thank you for the help, but still.

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“ugh,” she groaned, tilting her head back against the couch with the kind of dramatic flair that only someone wearing a perfectly applied clay mask could pull off. “winter wonderland strikes again — the event that launched a thousand bad decisions under twinkle lights.” she let the words hang, but there was no bite behind them. just that well-polished veneer of mischief and insight that made her dangerous at parties and indispensable in crises. her hand floated toward her wine glass — stemless, of course — and she took a sip like it was an exhale. “i have thought about interiors, actually. but fashion already bleeds me dry. if i started designing rooms too, i’d never stop curating things that don’t actually fix the existential void.” she gestured vaguely to the space around them — her apartment lit like a high-end perfume ad, full of textures and tonal contrasts that said taste without screaming it. “this isn’t design, it’s self-defense.” then, her gaze slid back to him, sharp as ever. “now,” she said, voice silk-wrapped steel, “what exactly did you do to mess things up with mystery girl? because let me tell you, dear jules, i’ve seen a lot of damage control — half of it in couture and the other half involving crying in coat closets — and if you’re saying you caused the wreckage, it must’ve been spectacular.” she leaned in just slightly, folding one leg up beneath her, elbow resting on the back of the couch, mask drying in elegant patches. “was it emotional unavailability? poor timing? a tragic misuse of festive plaid?” her smile twitched. “don’t hold out on me now. you brought me the drama, i expect details.” and despite the smirk, there was something else in her tone — something grounded. because for all the gloss and precision, serin kaplan knew how to spot the difference between a petty misstep and a real heartbreak. and the way julian said grasping at straws? that sounded closer to the latter. “you know i don’t offer redemption arcs lightly,” she added, voice lowering like a secret, “but if there’s something worth saving… maybe we plot your comeback.”

watching  the  way  she  swipes  the  mask  onto  her  face  with  the  brush,  he  follows  her  movements,  turning  into  the  small  mirror  she  had  set  up  for  him.  typically,  he'd  be  using  two  fingers  and  hoping  for  the  best,  but  after  today  he  just  might  have  to  invest  in  a  face  mask  brush  of  his  own.  he  spends  a  while  spreading  the  rest  of  the  mask  on,  glancing  over  at  her  occasionally  as  she  speaks.  “i'm  impressed  by  your  dedication  to  interior  design,”  he  chuckles,  doing  his  best  to  keep  his  features  neautral  as  the  mask  starts  to  dry.  his  bowl  and  brush  are  set  onto  the  coffee  table,  leaning  back  into  her  lush  sofa  and  crossing  his  arms  over  his  chest.  “you  ever  thought  about  taking  that  up  as  a  career  or  did  you  sell  your  soul  to  the  fashion  industry  ?”  he  was  always  on  the  look  out  for  a  good  interior  designer,  preferring  to  have  referrals  in  the  back  of  his  pocket  for  his  clients.  there's  a  small  huff,  thinking  over  what  he  could  spill  to  her  before  he  finally  begins.  “honestly  ?  it's  pretty  stagnant  over  here.  i  fucked  up  with  my  girl  at  the  winter  wonderland  and  i've  just  been  grasping  at  straws  trying  to  get  her  back  since.”

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her hand didn’t move for the glass right away — not because she wasn’t going to take it, but because she wasn’t done looking at him. her eyes dragged over him again, slower this time, like she was recalibrating. he’d said reset, but the thing about lenny was, she didn’t reset. she filed things away. catalogued, archived, weaponized — velvet in the moment, steel when it counted. still, she took the drink. her fingers brushed his, just enough to register, then gone. “michael,” she repeated, lips wrapping around the name like it was a code she hadn’t quite decided whether to crack or toss. “that’s a little biblical for a man who just admitted to leaving exes with opinions.” she sipped, slow and unbothered, and then set the glass down with a soft clink. “but hey, far be it from me to judge. i’ve been called worse by people who never got close enough to earn it.” the smirk returned, sharper this time. playful, but still precise. “you sure you want a reset?” she asked, head tilted slightly. “because so far, i’m not bored. and that’s rare in a place full of overpriced cocktails and men who talk like they’re pitching a linkedin bio.” she shifted again, leaning in just enough that her words didn’t have to carry far, her voice dipping low — not a whisper, just a little too intimate for polite conversation. “besides,” she added, “trouble looks good on you. you should consider keeping it.” then she leaned back, all faux-casual confidence, fingers circling the rim of her glass, her gaze catching his with that same glint she’d had from the start — equal parts curiosity and intent. not a challenge, not yet. “so tell me, michael,” she said, tone softening just enough to drag him in, “are you always this charming, or did i catch you on a particularly good night?” because lenny? lenny didn’t flirt like a girl with butterflies. she flirted like someone setting the first piece on the board — and she always played to win.

“it's  got  a  nice  ring  to  it,  is  all,”  michael  shrugged,  letting  his  grin  stretch  wider  as  his  gaze  remained  fixated  on  her.   “no,  i'm  sure  they  say  something  along  the  lines  of  that…  maybe  followed  by  a  few  choice  words.”  though,  it  wasn't  for  the  reasons  most  people  assumed  –  it  wasn't  that  michael  did  anything  wrong  (  most  of  the  time  ?  ),  it  was  that  he  didn't  do  much.  michael's  eyes  flickered  to  the  bartender  briefly  before  averting  his  attention  back  to  her.  “you'll  be  safe,  i  might  know  a  guy.”  with  a  roll  of  his  eyes,  he  turned  back  toward  the  bartender  to  gather  their  drinks,  passing  the  first  glass  over  to  her  carefully.  “i've  been  called  worse  by  people  who've  smiled  less,”  he  scoffed  lightly,  picking  up  his  own  glass  next.  “how  about  a  reset  ?  –  you  can  call  me  michael.”

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“some do,” she said coolly, “the smart ones. the others tend to cry, try to sleep with me, or both — never in the right order.” the shrug that followed was effortless, practiced, like she’d long since stopped being surprised by either reaction. her eyes narrowed just slightly as she watched him take the hit without folding, no apology for the hair, no overcompensation. it earned him a flicker of approval, subtle but real. “and for the record, confidence without direction is just noise,” she added, voice honey-laced but edged. “but maybe that’s your appeal. a little chaos in a denim jacket.” serin shifted her weight, letting the heel of one shoe sink into the gravel just enough to make a point without saying it. “i think you like not answering the question because you think it gives you the upper hand.” her glass tilted toward him as if to say go on, then. “spoiler, it doesn’t.” then, her gaze softened—not in kindness, but curiosity. “so you’re here,” she mused, more to herself now. “you’re not posturing. you’re not chasing. and you’re not trying to impress me... but you haven’t left either.” the corner of her mouth twitched. “either you’re intrigued, or you’re deeply bored and pretending otherwise.” she stepped close enough now that the air between them warmed. “so,” she purred, like a slow pull of velvet. “if we’re skipping pretense, let’s skip the wine too. what do you want?”

“  my  haircut  ?  ”  his  eyes  widen  .  he's  got  a  pseudo  mullet  forming  ,  out  of  sheer  laziness  .  he  usually  cuts  his  own  hair  ,  but  he's  decided  to  grow  it  out  for  the  time  being  ,  mostly  to  fix  any  uneven  work  he  did  last  time  when  he  had  drunkenly  trimmed  it  .  “  but  i  am  self-assured  .  why  wouldn't  i  be  ?  ”  his  jaw  runs  slack  as  she  goes  through  the  options  ,  not  sure  if  he  should  be  offended  or  not  .  “  sharp  wit  you  got  there  ,  do  people  usually  like  that  sort  of  thing  ?  ”  he  avoids  her  question  ,  because  he  doesn't  feel  like  answering  and  he  hasn't  had  enough  wine  yet  to  fully  engage  in  this  sort  of  conversation  . 

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her laugh — low, honeyed, and entirely devoid of shock — rolled out slowly, curling around the edges of his story like smoke from a clove cigarette. “mm. now that,” she said, tilting her chin as if weighing the tragedy in her hand like a rare gem, “is properly scandalous.” a glint of something wicked sparked in her eyes, not unkind, but sharp-edged. “you didn’t disappoint.” she took another sip, savoring it with the kind of elegance that didn’t ask for admiration but assumed it anyway. “poor girl. seventeen, and still old enough to be ruined by a man with more ghosts than backbone.” serin wasn’t the kind to feel sorry for dead girls, not exactly, but there was something in the quiet finality of the tale that made her tongue linger just a little longer against her glass. “they buried her like a secret. history always does that to inconvenient women.” her gaze lifted to his again, steady now—no longer testing, but measuring. “a librarian,” she repeated, almost as if it amused her. “which explains the precision. the quiet kind of menace that comes with knowing how every great empire collapsed. and here you are, armed with facts like knives and hiding them in your sleeves like a magician.” serin smiled then, that rare and slow thing she offered like a signed invitation. “i can’t decide if you’re dangerous or just interesting, which, for me, is the same thing either way.” a pause. “you’ll stay for the next glass, won’t you? or are you the type to vanish before the wine turns warm?”

“It might be the only way I have,” Henry admitted, without any sense of self-deprecation. It was just that he valued his own intelligence highly, and the information he’d gleaned from years of voracious reading was oddly precious to him. He couldn’t quite put it into words, but it was certainly rewarding when he received a response like this -- when someone actually seemed interested in what he had to say. He brightened further when it seemed that she also knew who the Duke of Clarence had been. “Some people believe it was a purposeful political statement, but I’m of the belief that it was more sardonic than symbolic.” He smiled faintly as she spoke. “Maybe he felt that it was better than the typical punishment meted out to traitors,” he said. “Being drowned in wine, he could have ostensibly at least gotten a few mouthfuls first.” He smile faintly as she tried to figure out what he did for a living, or at least why he knew this sort of information off the top of his head. “Definitely not in sales,” he said. He was not that sort of people person. “A librarian.” He thought for a moment. “I’m not sure if this is scandalous or just awful, but -- Prince Rudolf of Austria was depressed and riddled with a sexually transmitted disease, not to mention politically irrelevant at nearly 30 years old. He was looking for a way out, but it seems that he did not want to go alone. So he invited a couple of friends out to his hunting lodge, and under the cover of this trip, he secretly asked his girlfriend to join him. She snuck in through his window. By the next day, he’d shot her, composed her body holding a rose in her hands with her hair brushed out over her shoulder, and then shot himself. His suicide was hushed up so that he could be buried in sanctified ground, and she was bundled out of the house in the middle of the night and buried in secret. She was only 17.”

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she arched a perfectly sculpted brow, eyes glinting with that sharp mix of amusement and challenge. “chiaroscuro, darling, is the art of playing with light and shadow — mostly so pretentious photographers like your mystery guy can pretend they understand depth beyond their dating app bios.” she flicked the brush with casual precision, spreading a thin line of the mask across her nose. “and yes, the emotional unavailability section is exactly that — earthy tones because nothing says don’t get too close like a ficus and a speaker system that blasts only moody indie playlists. as for the other zones,” she continued, tilting her head like this was obvious, “there’s the minimalist existential crisis corner, where the walls are white and the furniture is too expensive to touch. then the chaotic glam penthouse zone — think sequins, glass, and just enough mess to keep you guessing.” she gave him a sidelong glance, smirk softening just enough to be almost sincere. “and before you ask, no, the zones don’t each have their own rooms. i’m not running a gallery here. it’s more… curated chaos.” finally, she leaned forward, voice dropping into that mock-serious tone. “as for the pores of the people thing? i wouldn't fret too much about it. now spill — what’s your latest disaster? make it good. i’m feeling generous.”

“no  one  thrives  alone,  serin,  no  matter  how  much  you  like  to  tell  yourself  that  you  do,”  humans  weren't  solitary  creatures,  that  much  julian  knew.  and  though  serin  wouldn't  admit  it,  he  knows  that  his  company  here  was  more  than  appreciated.  who  wouldn't  appreciate  his  company,  after  all  ?  “each  aesthetic  zone,”  he  repeats,  laughter  breathed  through  his  words.  it's  something  that  would  only  come  from  her  mouth,  and  somehow  exactly  what  he  figured  she  would  say.  “how  exactly  is  a  space  emotionally  unavailable  ?  is  it  because  you're  using  earth  tones  ?  also,  if  that's  one  zone,  where  are  the  other  two  ?  does  each  room  have  their  own  aesthetic  zones  or  are  the  zones  limited  to  rooms  ?”  all  of  his  questions  ramble  together,  nearly  a  single  stream  of  thought.  he's  not  sure  how  her  mind  works,  but  it's  fascinating  to  him  and  he  can't  help  but  wonder.  he  wants  to  pay  attention  to  her  woes,  and  share  the  emotional  load,  he  really  does,  but  he's  stuck  on  chiaroscuro  and  can't  stop  his  brows  from  furrowing.  “chia  -  whatta  ?”  head  tilted,  “what  the  hell  is  that  ?  and  just  cause  you  called  me  ‘  pores  of  the  people, ’  whatever  that  means,  you  get  nothing  until  you  tell  me  what  chia  -  whatever  is.”