silkyspidcra

[silkyspidcra]

okay so Cindy Moon is actually my oc and Marvel can’t have her back I wOn’t let them

[silkyspidcra]

I lost my temper. My bad. But you threw a van at me, so, it happens.

[silkyspidcra]

You’re right. I shouldn’t have kept things from you. Hidden my shoes, turned down jobs, charity work, worrying it might make you feel less than. But let’s be clear: the problem with our marriage isn’t my family’s money. It’s that you’re a coward. You gave up on us. But I’ve just realized it’s not my job to make you feel like a man. I can’t make you something you’re not.

[silkyspidcra]

✰   —  —  —  LIGHT HEARTED SUGGESTIONS STARTERS

‘  the world is a little happier with you in it.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  i’m done apologizing for who i am.  ’ ‘  i am stronger now and i will not say sorry.  ’ ‘  let this moment be your starting point. let this moment be the one when it all began.  ’ ‘  if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.  ’ ‘  it’s never too late to rebuild yourself.  ’ ‘  healing takes time, but it will come.  ’ ‘  your warmth and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  your feelings are valid.  ’ ‘  your opinons are valid.  ’ ‘  your happiest moment is still yet to come.  ’ ‘  turn off the light and close your eyes. it can wait until tomorrow.  ’ ‘  self love is a daily commitment.  ’ ‘  don’t let those thoughts that are telling you can’t keep you from trying at all.  ’ ‘  not today. i won’t let it defeat me.  ’ ‘  stop punishing yourself. please. you don’t deserve it.  ’ ‘  breathe.  ’ ‘  you don’t deserve that! demand better!  ’ ‘  i hope you find what your soul really needs.  ’ ‘  i hope you find the happiness you yearn for.  ’ ‘  there is a point where you have to let go of the anger.  ’ ‘  even if your voice was shaky and you stuttered on your words, you still spoke up and i am so proud you did.  ’ ‘  there’s something incredible about you and i can’t quite tell what it is. maybe that’s the magic in it.  ’ ‘  i know you want more and your heart is driven like that, but don’t take on too much.  ’ ‘  people aren’t always going to do and say what you want them to and that’s okay.  ’ ‘  you are a living, breathing masterpiece.  ’ ‘  some might not understand your beauty, but you are art nonetheless.  ’ ‘  quiet down those thoughts. it’s not worth it tonight.  ’ ‘  try to have gentle thoughts.  ’ ‘  your intrusive thoughts are just thoughts and nothing more than that.  ’ ‘  i love you… i always have.  ’ ‘  i tell myself i don’t care, but i care too much.  ’ ‘  maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency.  ’ ‘  concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas, your arms around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of my neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go.  ’ ‘  look close enough and you’ll find how much i adore you in every subconscious thing i do.  ’ ‘  there are countless parts of you i’ve yet to meet, yet to memorize. nevertheless, i’ll keep wanting to get to know you even when i know everything.  ’ ‘  you make me feel loved in my unlovable moments and beautiful even in my ugliest ones.  ’ ‘  oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  thank you for never making me inadequate or dumb or inferior.  ’ ‘  your constant love and respect has given me incredible strength and confidence.  ’ ‘  thank you for seeing all the good in me.  ’ ‘  every night i image you beside me.  ’ ‘  it breaks my heart that you can’t fall asleep with me in the same room or the same city, but i always remember that even an imagined silhouette of you is better than nothing at all.  ’ ‘  the spaces between your fingers are where mine fit perfectly.  ’ ‘  by some miracle, the universe created you. of all the infinite combinations of atoms, somehow that infinity filtered down to form you.  ’ ‘  what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are.  ’ ‘  the moment i let myself believe i was going to be okay was the moment i finally was.  ’ ‘  protecting your own happiness ins’t selfish.  ’ ‘  you deserve every ounce of happiness.  ’ ‘  a week, a month, a year without you is nothing compared to the lifetime we’ll spend together.  ’ ‘  tomorrow is a new day. and a new day after that. it’s never too late to start over.  ’ ‘  i finally realize that i no longer need your approval and i never really did.  ’ ‘  maybe i will be okay in the end.  ’ ‘  maybe i will find all that i’m searching for.  ’ ‘  maybe i will figure out all that i am.  ’ ‘  whatever. whatever. whatever. let is pass right by you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you are only presented with obstacles you are strong enough to conquer.  ’ ‘  it’s been long enough. it’s time to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  your bad days don’t make your good days any less good.  ’ ‘  even in your darkest times, the sun still rises.  ’ ‘  your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even.  ’ ‘  your feelings are your own. no one should be allowed to define them for you.  ’ ‘  ever since our storylines intertwined, i haven’t stopped smiling. you are the best plot twist.   ’ ‘  your thoughts are something that deserve to be heard.  ’ ‘  sometimes it’s not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean there’s no value in it happening.  ’ ‘  your greatest love story is the one you have with yourself.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  your existence alone has altered the world. you are more important than you know.  ’ ‘  thank you for letting me forget all the bad, even just for a second.  ’ ‘  you were built for whatever is thrown your way. you are ready.  ’ ‘  no matter what your mind is telling you, please know that you are enough.  ’ ‘  what i can’t fathom is how we can be so close yet so far away.  ’ ‘  you are not a bad person for having bad thoughts. forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  you are growing from this.  ’ ‘  you will heal in time.  ’ ‘  your strength and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  i’m just trying to be happy and stop thinking about what other people think.  ’ ‘  i want to be someone who sees magic in ordinary things.  ’ ‘  be extra. enjoy things and show it. stop apologizing for it.  ’ ‘  why do you keep trying to impress people who don’t matter?  ’ ‘  let go of the hate. let go of the anger. let go of the resentment. just let it go because it’s holding you back.  ’ ‘  you’re really cute and you make me really happy.  ’ ‘  show me your genuine care.  ’ ‘  why are you beating yourself up over things you can’t control? breathe.  ’ ‘  people annoy me too easily. i need to cut that shit out. i’m not cool enough to be trying to pull that.  ’ ‘  underestimate me and give me the ability to prove you wrong.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to have everything figured out.  ’ ‘  you’re not a bad person for being angry.  ’ ‘  forever is an adventure with you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite reason to stay awake.  ’

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan in Mr. Malcolm’s List (2019)

[silkyspidcra]

(MORE)  ANGSTY  LYRIC  SENTENCE  STARTERS  .

“  why  has  nothing  changed  ?  ” “  i'm  feeling  pretty  fake  when  i  wake  up  .  ” “  you  didn’t  give  me  time  to  say  goodbye  in  the  way  that  i  wanted  to  .  ” “  stay  like  you’re  supposed  to  do  .  ” “  fuzzy  feeling  and  i  miss  you  .  ” “  i  miss  you  .  ” “  why  can  nothing  stay  the  same  ?  ” “  you’re  fucking  stupid  and  i’m  gonna  kill  you  .  ” “  i’ll  melt  all  your  art  and  drink  the  paint  .  ” “  i  am  not  a  beast ,  i’m  not  a  monster  .  ” “  i’m  not  a  monster  .  ” “  i  don’t  care  what  you  say  .  ” “  you  can’t  have  bad  guys  without  a  hero  .  ” “  you  can’t  have  bad  guys  without  a  hero ,  and  i’m  the  only  one  who’s  got  a  cape  .  ” “  i  don’t  know  how  i’m  gonna  live  without  you  .  ” “  i’ll  stay  strong  for  you  .  ” “  i  know  you  weren’t  down  for  forever  and  it’s  fine  .  ” “  i  know  we  weren’t  meant  for  each  other  and  it’s  fine  .  ” “  if  the  world  was  ending ,  you’d  come  over ,  right  ?  ” “  it’s  been  a  year  now  .  ” “  i  think  i’ve  figured  out  how  to  think  about  you  without  it  ripping  my  heart  out  .  ” “  i  think  i’ve  figured  out  how  to  let  you  go  and  let  communication  die  out  .  ” “  i’d  be  lying if  i  said  i  didn’t  miss  you  .  ” “  i’d  be  lying  if  i  said  i  didn’t  care  .  ” “  i’d  be  lying  if  i  said  i  wouldn’t  kiss  you  .  ” “  don’t  go  .  ” “  are  you  tired  of  me  yet  ?  ” “  you’re  not  a  monster ,  and  no  one’s  gonna  shut  you  out  .  ” “  of  course  your  friends  love  you ,  what  are  you  talking  about  ?  ” “  every  time  i  screw  up ,  i  feel  i’ve  let  down  all  my  friends  .  ” “  there’s  so  much  life  out  here  in  space ,  it’s  crazy  that  we’re  here  at  all  .  ” “  you  don’t  have  to  be  like  that  .  ” “  i  can  taste  blood  in  my  mouth  .  ” “  i’ve  got  miles  of  regrets  .  ” “  it’s  all  in  my  stupid  head  .  ” “  there’s  nothing  you  or  i  can  do  .  ” “  i’d  sell  my  own  bones  for  sapphire  stones  because  blue  is  your  favorite  color  .  ” “  i’m  confused ;  one  day  i’ll  be  in  love  with  you ,  but  the  next  i’m  not  sure  you  care  for  me  at  all  .  ” “  how  on  earth  could  a  galaxy  like  you  think  anything  of  a  tiny  star  like  me  ?  ”

[silkyspidcra]

♡    SICKLY   SWEET   SENTIMENT    /    PINTEREST   SENTENCE   STARTERS  .

“   i   think   you   have   the   most   beautiful   mind  .   ” “   you   have   to   pick   your   battles  .   ” “   i’m   here  .   you   can   talk   to   me ,   or   not   talk   to   me ,   but   i’m   here  .   ” “   i   love   you ,   idiot  .   ” “   you   suck   less   than   most   people  .   ” “   i   look   over   at   you   and   see   sunshine  .   you’re   so   warm ,   and   bright  .   ” “   i   love   you   a   little   bit   more   every   day  .   ” “   maybe   when   the   time   is   right ,   we’ll   find   each   other   again  .   ” “   please   stay  .   i   need   you   more   than   you   think  .   ” “   you’re   a   badass   with   a   big   heart  .   ” “   academia   is   fake  .   you   can   only   trust   your   fists   ” “   just   be   with   me  .   we’ll   figure   out   the   details   later  .   ” “   can   i   …   really   hold   your   hand  ?   ” “   i   like   you   more   than   i   planned  .   ” “   don’t   use   the   words   ‘i  promise’   lightly  .   ” “   i’m   not   totally   useless  .   i   can   be   used   as   a   bad   example  !   ” “   i’m   trying   my   best  .   ” “   cool   kids   never   sleep  !   ” “   pinkie   promise  ?   ” “   i’ll   take   care   of   you  .   ” “  i   like   it   when   you   smile  .   ” “   you   make   my   heart   kinda   flutter  …   ” “   aren’t   you   just   the   cutest  ?   ” “   i   tried   to   hate   you  .   ” “   you   are   the   cause   of   so   many   of   my   smiles  .   ” “   a   sky   full   of   stars ,   but   i   only   have   eyes   for   you  .   ” “   you   are   sweeter   than   any   flower  .   ” “   we’ve   got   this  !   ” “   i   will   always   care   for   you ,   darling  .   ” “   i   could   never   get   tired   of   the   sound   of   your   voice  .   ”

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan as Astrid Leong in ‘Crazy Rich Asians’

[silkyspidcra]

astrid + her son

[silkyspidcra]

GEMMA CHAN as ASTRID LEONG in CRAZY RICH ASIANS (2018)

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan on Last Call with Carson Daly

[silkyspidcra]

Where are you gonna go? I have 14 apartment buildings that I own, so probably one of those. And you’ll see Cassian when it’s good for him, not when it’s good for you.

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan photographed by Lara Jade for Modern Luxury (March 2019)

[silkyspidcra]

The 2019 Met Gala || Gemma Chan

[silkyspidcra]

RED CARPET READY IN 30 SECONDS WITH GEMMA CHAN

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan for Kurt Geiger

[silkyspidcra]

Gemma Chan for Modern Luxury March 2019