silliest-fckindumbboy

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

Perma-Overdose . . .

A Perma-ID for those who feel like they should be pernamently overdosing, or on an overdose. Not Exclusive to drugs, can include other Medicines~

@snvffix, @maki--archival

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

You know whats incredibly depressing? No one is in my DMs asking for pics from when I cvt myself or encouraging me to do so. I need people in my DMs watching me bleed 🥺

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moot, maybe im just having intrusive thoughts, but i think im slowly becoming anti rq and its not bc or a lack of radical inclusion but bc or feeling jaded about seeing several of my old moots now becoming xenosatanists and it doesnt sit right with me to be anywhere near the label that is a blanket label those types can sit under. im still pro transID and pro radical identity inclusion but perhaps i need perspective why I should be open minded to staying around radqueers if im always paranoid ill lose my friends to stances I find abhorrent

People will always have stances we disagree with, some we even may find disgusting. You get to choose how someone else's belief impacts you. Do you enjoy this community and believe in its message? Do you find comfort in your own stances and beliefs? If so, stay, and choose to stand where you are and support what makes you feel good, whatever that may mean. But don't let another person's beliefs determine your own, you'll literally never find a community that way, because someone will ALWAYS be there to ruin it.

I hope you're doing well, Nonny!

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

I need to be abused :( I deserve it & I need it please pretty please I'll do anything!

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

no i dont need therapy, i need someone putting me in my place every time i speak out of turn

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

I need someone to put a gun in my mouth

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

wdym you’re not going to enable me and my bad habits and delusions :( do you even like me

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

Me me me!!!

Where are all the radqueer dogs/puppies at? ♥️🐾

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

get worse ､､ un – recover if it makes you happier :3 you don ' t owe anyone recovery ､ recovery doesn ' t always equal happiness !!

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

I regret to inform you that I'm a disgusting pervert that will sexualise everything

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

I've been making bracelets

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

you're in his dms. i'm shackled to his radiator begging him to kill me. we're not the same

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

It’s kind of really really hot to imagine someone drowning and just standing on the edge and literally watching them struggle, panic and trash around underwater. I’m thinking like pool-depth so it’s actually visible. Just them at the bottom of a swimming pool, tied and chained so they can’t get up. Thrashing and fighting for their life to no avail. The feeling of water on their skin turning into massive discomfort and just inspiring further fear. Them trying to surpress the urge to hyperventilate cuz that clearly would kill them faster.

I’d love to fish them out of the water after they’ve lost concious, but chaining them up once more, on some dull mattress in some tiny dark room.

When they wake up … just before they can even start going back into that experience mentally and continue to shake and panic tell them “Aren’t you grateful I rescued you? You should really really thank me.“

It’s so hot to imagine them thanking me whilst trying to hide that anger over how unfair it is, I want to break them until they’re so brainwashed they actually feel gratitude .. bcz I allowed them to survive. I didn’t kill them, so clearly that means I’m their saviour.

Want their voice to crack as they say „Thank you so much for rescuing me, I’m so grateful to you. I owe my life to you.“

I’d ask them what they’d be willing to give to their saviour, what they have to offer and id watch their discontent and struggle to find an answer that’ll satisfy me. <3

I think it would be hot and interesting to see what theyd come up with, what they think they could give to me in hopes of not getting killed or nearly killed again.

What they think would be their best shot at appeasement. <3

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

i want you to destroy me. break me. make me depend on you and no one else. make me yours. turn me into your pet.

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

◞　rq flag redesing ◞　newgen

◞　this is a redesing of the oldgen radqueer flag ◞　this is for newgen rqs◞　2020 to 2025 are considered the new generation of rqs◞　you can use this even if u are oldgen

◞　 › designed by me◞　my personal opinion will NOT be shared◞　im not open to discourse or interacting with antis

[silliest-fckindumbboy]

Eee,, I'm so excited!

I stole a couple new razorblades while we were out today hehe :3 I wish I had better ones, I'm stuck using the ones from pencil sharpeners (which do the job well enough so I can't complain too much!)

I'm just so excited for a fresh blade 😅 Now someone come put some encouragement n my inbox & tell me you wanna see my cxts 💜💜💜

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"you're doing this for attention" You are completely right i am starved