sillydex45

[sillydex45]

Hey so this was kinda a long (not really) time coming but for the time being I’m leaving the community for the time being. It’s both a mix of personal stuff and just. General lack of interest but I’ve realized Rotomblr is not the best place for me both generally and mentally and I kinda just need time away in general. Feel free to talk to me still if you know me, outside of tumblr lmao but I’m just. Bleh.

There’s a good-ish chance I might come back to this but for now this is about it for me. It was very fun while it lasted and I had a lot of fun :] I just don’t know if I have the same passion I did as I used to anymore. We’ll see.

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conversation unknown, December 12 2024

[sillydex45]

why are you in your tar pit era ://///

[pt: why are you in your tar pit era :///// end pt]

Alphonse can you just fucking say anything.

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Alphonse can you just fucking say anything.

[sillydex45]

do you know anything about rotting-symbiont :3

(@number1houndoomfan)

she’s so ugly also she’s looker. 🧚

[sillydex45]

LOOKER ??? THE LOOKER? 100KR EVEN???

[pt: Looker? The Looker? 100kr even?]

[sillydex45]

Darn, we thought you were dead

Oh well

I CANT DIE! I HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY XERNEAS! That’s why me and … “”””””””wimpod”””””” went to THE DEADLANDS . :33 to bless ME and help NO ONE . in particular .

I AM IMMORTAL \o/

[pt: I can’t die! I have been blessed by Xerneas! That’s why me and wimpod went to the deadlands. To bless me and help no one in particular.

I am immortal.]

[sillydex45]

I RETURN.

to (a site full of people pissing on the poor)

and i IMMEDIATELY get hated on! I SEE how it is. :((((( [THIS IS: TRUE ✅]

[pt: I return

to (a site full of people pissing on the poor)

and I immediately get hated on! I see how it is. :( [This is: True ✅] ]

[sillydex45]

boo fucking hoo.

Is it seriously that hard to BLOCK and IGNORE ? instead of VAGUEING ABOUT (wittle ol me 🥺) ON THE INTERNET . < 3

SO MATURE OF YOU, HIBIKI, SO MATURE!

[pt: boo fucking hoo.

Is it seriously that hard to block and ignore ? instead of vagueing about (wittle ol me 🥺) on the internet . < 3

So mature of you Hibiki, so mature!]

why is a grown ass woman harrassing you what

are you okay??

YEA im fucking fine. I’ve been dealing with Alphonse for months now I can tolerate her .

[sillydex45]

i am only 3 years old ❤️

why is a grown ass woman harrassing you what

are you okay??

YEA im fucking fine. I’ve been dealing with Alphonse for months now I can tolerate her .

[sillydex45]

how did i get herewhy am i stuck in a goddman tunnel . help me help me

[sillydex45]

why is there so much hatred in your heart

You.

How dare you come onto my blog and say anything. As if your words have value.

[pt: You.

How dare you come onto my blog and say anything. As if your words have value. ]

[sillydex45]

You should do more blasphemy you’re so much cuter like this sweaty <33333

Annoying annoying annoying stupid shithead who thinks he’s knows everything just because he calls the watcher by his first name . You aren’t special. I do as well. I was closer to him than you could ever be. I know him more than anyone else. Don’t act as if we’re on some similar level .

He also won’t fucking show me anymore Lucy pictures . I hate him. I hate him. Is that blasphemy? I hate him.

[sillydex45]

They are [pt: are] dead, if you’re wondering! Just like id hope you be.

Happy holidays! I hope it gets worse.

[pt: I hope it gets worse. ]

A non-traditional log.

The holiday season is quite pleasant. I am frigid down here, but that has become almost standard as of late.

I think of where I would be today, were I still on the surface. I reckon that I would be with my parents. Are they worried about me? Are they still alive? I did, and do, still care and worry for them as well. I wonder if they are feasting in the family home tonight. I can nearly smell it, under the scent of wet soil and my own corpse.

Maman, Papa, I am well enough this holiday season. I hope you are as well. The flower I think of today is no flower at all, but Poinsettias are so bright that I cannot help but think they can be seen as flowers anyway.

Happy Holidays to all.

[sillydex45]

(Ooc post! I have just made it canon that stasia used to be santa claus, and she's making a comeback this year! reblog this if you want stasia to send a present to your char, which will be given out via anon asks.)

[sillydex45]

There’s a special birthday girl today <3 I think I should give the birthday girl a nice and welcoming gift <3 happy birthday miss Mieko ‘012’ <33333333

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Conversation 14:21. December 24th.