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A trans man coming out as a man is never a loss.

I don’t care if he went into a male-dominated field. All fields are cis dominated.

I don’t care if he’s a straight man now. He should be allowed to be himself and happy. He does not owe it to you to be a miserable lesbian for your comfort.

I don’t care if you thought he was hotter before. His happiness is worth the price of your desire. Also you’re wrong and I’m giving him my number.

More trans men is a good thing. More trans men means more closeted trans men are feeling safe to come out. That’s a good thing.

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Writing characters who almost say “i love you” (but never do)

(until they do, eventually, maybe.)

Some characters don’t fall in love quietly, not really. They fall in love loudly but refuse to say it, and not because they’re playing hard to get, but because they’re scared. Of messing things up, of not being loved back, or of saying too much and not being able to take it back. So instead, they almost say it. Over and over...

✶ They get close, like, painfully close.✶ It’s always on the edge of their tongue, but something stops them.

“I need to tell you something…” “I’ve been thinking about you...about this.” “You’re… important to me.”

They pause too long, they chicken out, the moment passes, and then they pretend it didn’t happen at all.

✶ There’s always something in the way ✶  Timing, fear, a phone call, a joke that kills the mood. One of them looks away and the moment slips through their fingers. And it’s so frustrating, and not just for the characters... for the reader too. Because it keeps almost happening, and then it doesn’t.

✶ They practice it in their head ✶ 

“I love you.” “Has anyone ever told you how much you mean to me?” “You’re it. You’re the one.”

They imagine saying it in the car, or on a walk, or at midnight when everything’s quiet. But when they’re actually in front of the person? It feels impossible.

✶  The other person knows. kind of. ✶  They feel it and hear it in the way they say their name. They see it in the way they look at them like the sun just walked into the room. But they’re scared too, so they wait... And wait, and wait. No one wants to be the first to fall without knowing the other person will catch them.

✶ When it finally happens, it’s never perfect ✶ It’s messy, blurted out, and maybe during an argument. Maybe after something awful happens and everything’s too raw to hide.

“I can’t keep pretending I don’t care.” “You matter to me more than anyone else.” “I love you, okay? I’ve been in love with you for forever.”

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one of the single most worst cases of mullet erasure I've ever seen

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Greg is movie star pretty, from a 40s standard. The image of him in his industrial styled apartment, sitting on his bed strumming at his guitar is so strong. Like it being just warm enough out to keep the windows open and he's focused on writing down notes as he finds strings he likes. Every time he moves to do so, some of his curls fall into his eyes. The light catches them just right to catch the golden specks in them... ough

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I need to . Draw vigilante again because he's in my mind but also I have other stuff to do ,</3

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yumm

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mwuah

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I went "Yeah I'm definitely over my question fixation" but he showed up in a flash movie I was watching and I almost puked

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bro last night was totally redacted! last night was fully expunged from the record. bro, do you... can you remember last night? what did we do...? what did... did we hurt someone? bro? why won't you look at me? what did I do...? whose blood is this...? bro...?

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Thinking about Greg working night shifts again. He used to be a security guard , back when trying to step away from hero work. It was at this power plant, walked the area. Imaging him coming home exhausted in the early morning.... ooohgh

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Happy birthday to the world's worst guy. I hope you die

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Debating deleting everything again but in a "completely disabling every social I have" way

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He's here!!!

AWE YAYAYYAYA !!!! Now we twin >:)

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My friend sent me this edit and i know you love Question

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMS6HeJC7/

for people without tiktok

KISSED THE BRICK THEN THREW IT!!! oh that's so good what!! Thank you for sharing <3

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I love making ocs that are by all means Horrible People and then making them pretty

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notes app shiva and vic

clothing references <3

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Full body Mister Negative and overdrive back in the day he’s still the demon member