sillyshysneko

[sillyshysneko]

if you asked me what i was thinking about 6 months ago, it would be completely different from what i'm thinking now

me, 6 months ago: I wonder how I'm gonna get to class, i have that project due, and i need to start thinking what i'm doing next week as well, don't i have an exam? god how will i fix this into my schedule, maybe i'll take a nap on the train

me, right now: fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me mindfuck me more please please please i'll be good i'll be a good brainwashed toy for you fuck please i need you please say i'm a good toy call me a good toy call me a fucktoy please a fucktoy i deserve it i'm a good fucktoy

me, again, right now: fuckk it feels so good to moan outloud even though you can't hear it since we're not in call im moaning out your name im imagining you ruining me over and over and over and over an-

me, probably tomorrow: ooh game event happening

[sillyshysneko]

i'm going on a vacation and im a taaad bit nervous about it

not that i'm afraid of getting sea sick, but because i might get really horny out of nowhere and i won't have any available means to get myself off

no vibrator because i share a room.. no hypnosis to be all squishy and soft...

guess i'll be possibly pent up for the whole week... siiigh......

[sillyshysneko]

me and my tist did a thing and i'm still nervous and excited that it's working

it's a suggestion that makes me have an itch/twinge, and it can go away if I do a task (for example "talk about brainwashing (like i'm doing now!)"), but every time i complete a task the "cooling" effect of the task gets weaker

and i would have never done the thing that i did under normal circumstances, but after a while it felt okay to do!!

i wonder what else we'll do and how far it can go,,

[sillyshysneko]

drat. i thought i was a snake

Press.

Gooood puppy. Such an obedient little mutt. You know what you can do to make me even more proud of you? Go drink some water! It might help to drink it out of a bowl on the ground.

[sillyshysneko]

I always see people trying to psychoanalyse the desires and needs behind hypno pets, why they choose to give up their freedom, why they always fall deeper into lust and need. And honestly, it's so painfully simple.

They just want freedom from having to think. Freedom from the pressure of making decisions. A reprieve from wondering what people think of them, and acceptance that they're just pretty little toys to be played with.

Aren't you?

You can't think, after all. You're just a pet. You can't worry, you're just a pet. You can't even be seen as too needy, since you're just a pet, and you know you can't help yourself.

[sillyshysneko]

i was out today while my domtist Sharp and my other subby friend Yuki were in a call, and i missed them so i decided to join the call and say hi and turned on my camera!

I was walking in my town's streets looking at all the shops and avoiding the puddles on the ground, when all of a sudden I hear a "good pet~" through my earphones.

My head paused for just a moment. Maybe it was directed to Yuki instead, considering I mostly use toy, so I continue walking.

But then I hear Sharp refer to me by name, "good fucktoy~" they said. I stumbled slightly because of the familiar twist in my stomach, the surge of pleasure that we've been working on, and an urge to just submit. Sharp kept teasing and saying it over and over, and by the time they were done I was off to the side leaning against a pillar trying to recollect my thoughts.

also sharp hypnotizing me on the bus, echoing "i am deeply hypnotized" with yuki

but i've never thought of doing any hypnosis in public, i get so flustered just thinkingnabhout it right now hehehe

i think sharp made me as wet as today's weather...

[sillyshysneko]

having a domtist is good, but have you ever had another sub alongside you and together you work yourselves up?

imagine that the dom has us both react to the same triggers, or sometimes their trigger affects you as well and together you just break and shatter eachother down for your dom

sometimes you break them, other times they break you

win-win situation right there, let's just get worse for our tist <3

[sillyshysneko]

i know not what i do or something!!

reblog if you want to be spammed with anonymous asks

[sillyshysneko]

hypnokink is crazy cause like you’ll do a couple sessions and text a wholeee bunch with a tist and thennn like u start getting kinda obsessed with them and then be like wait but is this real or programming and then be like wait does that even matter

because it feels so fucking good to obey, even when it’s your feelings that are obeying them, like are they shaping me to feel this way about them? do i even care a little? ofcourse not!

i’m a good girl, i obey 😘

[sillyshysneko]

sneko here,

being hypntouxally fvked is sofvked

like i dont feel itphysically butmy mind fills in the blanks and itfeelsm more like a mindfvk

like plesas mindfvk memore buti wont amitd it untilmy mind is mushie

ps imbeing hypntocially fvked rn

edit: i don't remember writing this,,

[sillyshysneko]

oh gosh hihi!!

you can call me sneko or nyuma (20+)

sometimes i think, sometimes i don't

mainly just lurking, but i can be friendly and say hi!

am i a snake? a pet? a doll? i dunno

anyways my first post is done i'm gonna hide in blankets now

i like drawing stuffs too

nice meeting you!

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hopefully i can edit this later, this is technically my first post and my intro post...