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3 years ago yesterday (February 3ed) 1,095 days ago you asked me "won't ya be my baby tonight?" On our drive home from spending the day in Yerington. I replied with a "yes" and a kiss. 😊😘 since this day I have fallen deeper & deeper in love with you. You have brought your beautiful, loving, kind hearted, wonderful daughter into my life, 💕👧🏼 we have gotten engaged! 💍& were also blessed with our handsome, loving and wonderful son!💙👶🏼 I can't believe the things we have been through together these past three years. I feel like I have known you a lifetime, you and the kids mean the entire world to me... I'd just like to say THANK YOU!!! Thank you for all that you do, all the hard work you've put in so I could be a stay at home mom with Ashten the first year of his life & during my pregnancy. Thank you for all the good times and all the bad times that have helped us grow into the strong couple that we are today. Thank you for always being the pain in my ass that keeps me on my toes everyday of my life, the one that can make me smile even on my worst of days, the one that can still make my heart smile &I skip a beat every time I hear you say "I love you!" I appreciate everything that you do for me & the kids more then you will ever understand & more than I know I show. Thank you for all the amazing times we've had together, the amazing laughs, the jokes & I our amazing kids. I could never thank you enough for always being my biggest support system, always picking me up when I am down, but most of all thank you for sticking by my side through all the tough times we never thought we'd walk away from & when you had every reason to walk away and never look back. YOU, Jaime Michael Davis are the man of my dreams, the one I have loved all along, even before I knew your name... I just had to find you! Thank you baby, for being you!! Please never change, you are perfect in my eyes in every way. Happy 3 year anniversary baby, I love you so very much!! Here's to many more anniversaries and soon to be a wedding anniversary! 💍👰🏻💕💋 @jdavis325

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Mister #AshtenHarper is 11 months old today!! Gah, where has the time gone?! I can't believe your first birthday is already next month, time has just flown by and I can't believe it. You are loved by so many people with your silly but crazy personality! You always have a smile on that precious little face of yours, you're always smiling and laughing... Especially when your sissy #addysenjayde is on the phone or home hanging out with you. Your daddy, sissy and I love you and that crazy personality so very much baby boy! Don't forget to slow down enjoy life #asherbutt, but shoot for the stars with all your dreams!!! #davisfamily #davislove #babydavis #almostONE

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You shouldn’t rush something you want to last forever.

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My little prince #AshtenHarper!! Thank you little man for changing my life for the best, & thank you @jdavis325 for helping me thin beautiful happy soul into the world. For those of you that haven't meat our little asherbutt, you are definitely missing out. This little guy always has a smile on his face, is always laughing, playing, crawling & talking. He is the sweetest little baby I have ever met & the most handsome little guy I have ever laid eyes on!! I love you so much Ashten Harper Davis, more than you will ever know! 💋💙💙 you have the 🗝 to mama's 💗 baby boy!! To the 🌙 & back, forever & always my little prince! 👶🏼🍼 you're loved by so many happy boy!

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I honestly have no idea what it is about this picture, but I am in L💛VE with it!! Little #AshtenHarper as woody for his very first Halloween, man... I wish I could just reenact the excitement he had trick or treating. He had a blast and everyone thought he was so cute. @jdavis325 youre an amazing daddy, thank you for being you and for last night. I love our little family so much! #davisfamily #davislove #luckymama #luckywife

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My little #AshtenHarper dressed as Woody for #Halloween. He had an absolute blast, was talking kicking his feet, grabbing the candy out of people's hands when they would hand it to him. Then half way through he needed a pick me up and dove in for this sucker. Hahaha @jdavis325 and I had a blast taking him around our neighborhood!! Unfortunately we didn't have #addysenjayde this year, but she would have LOVED taking her brother from door to door. #davisfamily #luckymama #luckywife

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#November has always been my favorite month! The leaves all change, everything gets beautiful, the rain storms & of course Thanksgiving! How could you forget Thanksgiving!?! Time with all your friends and family. This year @jdavis325 and I wand to do a friends-giving! November, please be good to us... We could really use it. It feels like everything in October went wrong for us. #davisfamily

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FEELINGS...what are feelings?!?

The Urban Dictionary states that feelings are "an emotional state." everyone has feelings whether we'd like to believe so or not. we have happy feelings. sad feelings. love feelings. good feelings. butterfly feeling. heartbreak feelings. bad feelings. angry feelings. hurt feelings, and many many more... some times we bottle our feelings up and pretend they don't exist and hope they will one day go away, but the truth is... those feelings are never going to go away, and those feelings are there.. and they are there to stay until you talk to someone (a close friend or a councular), write them out, scream in a pillow, cry them out. i use that one a lot.. i will 100% fully admit it that i cry my feelings out more then 80% of the time. they say... "people cry not because they are weak, but because they have been strong for to long" I believe it, i also believe that i am a very over sensitive person, i'm still learning to get my thick skin, will i ever?! who knows.. they say "sensitive people should be treasured.. they love deeply & think deeply about life. they are loyal, honest, and true. the simple things sometimes mean the most to them. they don't need to chance or harden. their purity makes them who they are," i feel that quote explains me 100% i may be overly sensitive and cry at the littlest of things... but that is me, that is who i am, and i wouldn't want to change who i am for anything. i have a family that loves me and that works with me on my sensitivy... but i am who i am, & i LOVE who i am. & i am going to teach my kids to grow up and love who they are whatever it might be. God made you for you, and he doesn't throw anything your way that he knows you cant handle. so even though lately iv been bottling up my feelings, feeling down in the dumps, depressed, like giving up, like im not where i belong...the truth is, i AM i am exactly where i belong. i have a wonderful husband that would do anything for me and i have two wonderful kids.. and the three of them love mw for me, yea, there are some things i can work on in life and within myself... but who doesnt have things they can work on?? NONE of us are perfect no matter how much we want to pretend we are. so im going to pick myself up, brush off my knees and take life one day at a time because that is the best i can do, and that is what i owe to my family. because when you're a Davis anything is possible.

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My goodness, where do I even start..? I can't believe our little baby boy turned 8 months old on October 25th... It literally brought tears to my eyes when I looked at the date on my phone and say what day it way. I can't believe how much you've grown my sweet love, you have taught me so much in life. You son, are so full of personality... Don't ever let that change. From talking non stop, to crawling and getting into EVERYTHING, now eating big boy food and pulling yourself up, being a huge cuddle bug & love, I bet by the end of November or next year you'll be walking. You my love have soooooo many people who care for you! You are such a determined little guy, and will go so far in life with that attitude. There is never a dull moment with you, always making your daddy @jdavis325 I laugh, not to mention your sissy #addysenjayde. You two already fighting over toys that won't even matter in a day or a week, but you both have SO much love for each other as well. I can't wait to see the two of you grow together. #AshtenHarperDavis I love you more then words could ever express or more then my heart could ever put into words. Keep being you asherbutt, don't grow to fast, enjoy life and follow your dreams... Me sweet boy! 💙👶🏼💋😘

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Last year when we went to Vegas for MonsterCup @jdavis325 bought me a Tiffany&Co necklace. This year when we went he bought me these beautiful earrings!! 😍 thank you baby, for always taking such good care of me and spoiling the crap out of me!! How did I get so lucky?! 💕💋 I love you!! #Davisfamily #tiffany&co

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LOOK BITCH....

You have your “fiancé” that your apparently madly in love with, but yet your sitting here inviting MY HUSBAND to go on the field trip with y'all’s daughter and you and when he says he’s not sure he can make it but if he can’t, me as her step-mama will go you reply with “oh, she wasn't invited… I was only inviting you….”

Well look here bitch, why don’t you invite your “fiancé” instead of my husband that your still in love with and STILL trying to sabotage our relationship after three fucking years!!! We’re married, it’s not going to work or happen. You had your chance and you ruined it!! How would your “fiancé” feel if he knew you invited MY husband to go with you and try acting like a little family that your not!! Or how would he feel about ALL the lies your relationship is biased off of?!? Leave my fucking family ALONE! MY HUSBAND IS MINE!!!!!

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#addysenjayde got her first school pictures!! Kindergarten, what have you done to our little girl?! She is such a goof, I always call her a dork and she'll say "I know, I love being a dork!" Hahaha you have grown so much bug, and I am so proud to call myself your step-mama! You are sweet, caring, so smart and the best big sister your little brother could ever ask for!! We all love you sooo much buggie!! 😍💕💋 @jdavis325 #luckymama #luckywife #davisfamily #davislove

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LIFE...

has been so exhausting lately. there is legit so much going on in life right now. I am depressed. i am overwhelmed. Im extremely exhausted (from a teething baby that wont sleep at night or during the day, from running the kids to all of their events and activities) i just want time with my husband (which we leave for Vegas in two days, so i really cant complain to much there) or some freakin girl time with NO kids!!! the thing that sucks the most, is that i have absolutely no one to talk to about things that are going on in my life. no friends. no family. no shoulders to cry on or someone to just let me vent to them about my life and what is going on in it, someone to ask advice to. to share a glass of wine with. i mean i have my 7 month old to vent to, (people say just talking your problems out loud to help, but it doesnt. all he likes to do is spit and crawl away, i have my dog… but she just sleeps through the whole talk. i mean dont get me wrong, i have my husband to talk to and he is a great listener and always has been the one there for me when i needed someone, but sometimes its nice to have girl friends to talk to about your life who can relate to you. lately half the time i talk to Jaime about my problems i feel like he’s ignoring me or on his phone doing his own thing or just feels like im complaining and crying for no apparent reason… i understand that he works all day and needs his time, but i also dont see him all day and then we have two kids to feed, get in the bath, and in bed before we even begin to get time together, then he just sits there on his phine…. i mean i just want cuddles, is that to much to ask for??? i just wish i had someone, someone i was close to that i could talk to about anything and everything that is going on in my life. i mean is it normal to be feeling this way? im home all day with a baby and a dog and then when there are people here for me to talk to (husband) i feel ignored and lately lied too… i am just so beyond ready for this vacation with my husband, hopefully no phones and a lot of time together… alone time together with no kids.

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I bet y'all didn't know #ashtenharper had a Samoan uncle and a bunch of Mexican uncles!! Hahaha @beniieboom & @michaelangelo14 hanging out with @jdavis325, ashbutt & I on this #FootballSunday!! #MFBLOXX #BabyBloxx #BLOXSTARZ #BloxxFamily #davisfamily #luckymama #luckywife #BLOXSTARZUncles