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Guys I did a art today now I feel good

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things i have learned today:

i have a “beautiful, round, symmetrical” brain

a 9T MRI scanner is powerful enough to cook [brain] tissue

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Bonnie: I want a loved one to kill me, and on my own accord. That’s how I want to die.

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S1612 - Varnish

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Hey y’all ! I’m planning on killing myself tomorrow. If anyone has any interesting or fun ways to do so, then please send it to me. I want to get some good ideas. I’m pretty sure I’m going to do it so your message won’t go to vein !

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I had a dream that I started dating 3 new girls. Two of the 3 told me that they only wanted to be friends after a while. One of them I loved very much. We were at church and in front of my mother I kissed her on the lips, hugged her, then kissed her once again on the forehead and told her I loved her. She was blonde. A little shorter than I. She walked away somberly while my mother was visibly uncomfortable about our affection. My mother then changed her disposition and asked why it didn’t work out. I told her I wanted a serious relationship and she wanted something more casual, despite her loving me. She was surprised.

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uhmmm

I literally forgot that this existed until just now. oops

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Dude I’m talking to on SA keeps trying to bribe me with molly to hang out with him tonight, lol. He’s relentless. Send it to friend I’m hanging out with tonight and she was all like “Oh if you wanna hang out with him I totally understand!” and I was afraid she might say that because I want to hang out with her more.. but also if it were me I would feel it necessary to say the same thing so I get it but I don't want to make her feel like I’m dropping hints or something because I’m not

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Trying to destroy all my self-judgment so I can actually complete my fucking projects and ideas for once

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Trying to decide if I will use real names (first only, duh) or fake names or just first initial or something. I might be too paranoid or not paranoid enough.

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I’m supposed to be making music and stuff. Going to therapy twice a week. I love my therapist. She’s awesome. Have been struggling to motivate and stay focused. I have homework I have to do before Tuesday.

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Hey, why am I here? Because I don’t journal enough. Maybe this will be motivation? Let’s try. Idk. Nice to be here