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jack wolfe as moritz stiefel monologue

was waiting for dinner and put together a captioned version of moritz's lil soliloquy (specifically the west end 15th anniversary show where he's portrayed by jack wolfe)

if you want to watch but don't know what it is: this scene is Very Dark and contains the moment where the character commits s*****e... you've been warned & take care of yourself

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just the best of them :D

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art dump yay

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maybe we all just die

national tragedy dwsa slime tutorial got taken down from youtube

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i've become a gleek 😫😫😫😫😫

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here is the story 😊 first three chapters

thoughts meander like restless wind inside a letter box

A war he never asked for. A girl he’s never met. Melchior Gabor, brilliant, disillusioned and half-feral at the edge of the world, begins to receive letters—sweet, awkward, absurdly hopeful—from a stranger named Wendla. Across mud and blood and ink, two people reach for one another—fumbling, stubborn, and alive.

hi everyone!

in honor of the spring awakening revival, i’m finally sharing a fanfic that’s lived in the back of my head for the past three(ish) years. i actually tried writing it back in 2023, but it didn’t gain much traction—which, in hindsight, i’m really grateful for. it wasn’t ready then. this version is the story i meant to tell, and i’m so much happier with what it’s become.

it’s a WWI AU, set on the western front in 1916. all the characters (melchior, wendla, and the ensemble) are aged 18. it’s largely epistolary, deeply character-driven, and very much a love letter (pun not intended?) to both the original play and musical. i even reread the script for the first time in over a year to prepare—along with researching WWI trench conditions for german soldiers, which… *shudders*

the title—“thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box”—comes from “across the universe” by the beatles (the fiona apple cover means the world to me, too). i could write a whole separate post about how much i love this title and why it fits this story so closely… but i’ll spare you. for now.

i honestly don’t know how well-loved the melchior/wendla ship still is in fandom spaces, but it always struck a chord with me. if it’s not your thing, that’s completely okay! but if it is—or if you’re interested in war stories, epistolary narratives, or just aching tenderness set against brutal circumstances—i’d be honored if you gave it a read.

i’ll be publishing the first three chapters on ao3 on july 15th.

thank you for reading. feel free to ask if you any questions 💌

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i have made a very important purchase

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On this day in 2013:

Cory Allan Michael Monteith, best known for his role as Finn Hudson on Glee, passed away in Vancouver, Canada.

Twelve years on, Cory’s beautiful spirit is still deeply missed by everyone lucky enough to have known and admired him.

He is so loved, forever. 💙🥁

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tumblr saw it first 🎼

the lag is awful 💔

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GLEE S04E13 Diva

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twelve years since cory passed. kind and beautiful man, inside and out 🩷

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Bugs when you lift up a rock

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hey... did you know our bodies ARE the guilty ones?

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i'm never gonna shut up about this ever again I WAS IN THE SAME ROOM AS JONATHAN GROFF HE LOOKED AT ME DURING DREAM LOVER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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i don't know if there are any just in time fans on tumblr yet... but this is for the future ones

tonight at the show, jonathan pulled out the yellow roses from the hat and they were completely broken LMFAOO - he stared at them like "oh i just fucked up" and everyone onstage just was LAUGHING for the next 20 minutes kid you not. i made eye contact with valeria and she was laughing her ass off way after it was hil-fucking-arious😭😭😭 jonathan kept laughing while he was singing and he was supposed to be serious it was so funny

you could TELL he was getting war flashbacks to spring awakening when he forgot the lyrics to left behind before the cast album was released and everyone was just LAUGHING. it was in his eyes i know it lmfaoo

"all things... all things..." = "no 18 yellow roses here tonight!"

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rachel berry moodboard 🎤⭐️❤️