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YWHY AM I DOING THIS I WANT TO STOPNEBDJE MY THOUGHTS I CANT CONTROL THEM

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And im so mad all the time

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Hey so I'm actually losing it like I can barely function without having some sort of panic attack or a random a mental breakdown in a day. Being a highschool girl is not for the weak I'm going to crush out.

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mondays always creep back. same routine, same places, same tired rhythm. i believe it is like being caught in a loop, though different days, but they all feel the same. a song on repeat. i try to switch it up by watching my favorite shows, talk to people a little, blasting music, writing little things here just to feel like time is moving. however, it still feels dull.

i want something new, something real.

but somehow, in the quiet in the spaces between everything, there’s something that keeps me going. like a hum that only i can hear, always there, even when everything else fades. maybe this is enough. maybe that is why i am still here.

can you hear it too?

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i need something really depressing to happen to me so i dont eat for a week

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Manifesting!!!! 💕🎀

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never enough

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I wanna smoke soooo bad

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Happy CHRISTMAS 💜

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꒰ ֢ biggest heartbreak

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MY TYPE

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Arkane is so good ajhahahahs I love it