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A lot of tabletop RPGs in the OSR sphere have become infatuated with the idea of a slot-based inventory which doubles as an injury tracker, such that each wound literally occupies some number of inventory slots based on its severity, potentially forcing you to abandon loot and even equipment if you get hurt badly enough, and I'm thinking: why stop there? Use the same slot-based inventory for everything. Skills. Relationships. Emotional burdens. Get punched so hard you forget how to cast fireball. An orc calls you a nasty name and it bothers you so much, you have to unequip your sense of humour until you recover.

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“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z.

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some days i think about the sun and how easily we can burn ourselves when arent paying attention. that i can swallow all the guilt in the house and never be full but consuming something else makes me sick.

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i am picking at the skin around my fingernails, i am ripping until i bleed, i am biting at my nails and they are becoming shorter with each passing day, maybe they will become so short i forget how to count them, i forget what we had and what we could have been, i forget her entirely.. or maybe i continue to bite and pick at them. what will i do then?

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i am picking at the skin around my fingernails, i am ripping until i bleed, i am biting at my nails and they are becoming shorter with each passing day, maybe they will become so short i forget how to count them, i forget what we had and what we could have been, i forget her entirely.. or maybe i continue to bite and pick at them. what will i do then?

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Grateful.

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humans are full of lies. 

beneath the actions and emotions they show, there's always something hidden in them.

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i think right now a lot about how it is such a common experience to withstand our deepest pains and sorrows on our own and never shed a tear, then

then, the moment someone offers us comfort, we break down completely.

i think sometimes that being offered tenderness feels the very proof that you've been ruined♡