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who is "cunt" and why do you people try to serve them?

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now im a death grips fan BUT

i swear to god i fucking HATE how some death grips fans act when they talk about death grips to someone irl

like unless if you were talking about death grips before the money store's release , sure you can act like its some unknown musical group cuz thats what it was!

BUT PLEASE STOP ACTING LIKE MOST PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT DEATH GRIPS IS

THE SONG THATS LEAST STREAMED OFF THE MONEY STORE (fuck that) HAS 5 MILLION STREAMS ON SPOTIFY

STOP ACTING LIKE DEATH GRIPS "SCARES THE HOES", THE HOES HAVE ADAPTED TO THEM SINCE GOD KNOWS WHEN

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if i had a dollar every time i kept venting about something and then changed the subject to music to try and lighten it up again just to fail, i would have enough money for me to not need to vent again

enough money for estrogen, moving out and getting a better education

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sometimes i just kinda wanna delete my tumblr account and start anew and make friends on here that ive found FROM tumblr as followers and not just make my friends from other social medias follow me on here :B

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do conservatives genuinely think that like. when i was 12 years old i decided to sacrifice my relationship with my family and my teenage years and my everyday joy just so i could eventually piss in the girls bathroom.

how fucking delusional are you. how can you think that any human being would put themselves through all this suffering and pain and loss just to like mock women or something. theres no fucking long con its not a bit im not fucking pretending. im not a man.

are you seriously going to hate me so fucking much that you would overthrow shit like human rights and your own economic comfort just to make sure that i cant be happy as myself. does my friend losing at sports but getting to be happy playing bother you so much that the past two months or whatever are worth it.

literally all this is just so i can be happy. im a fucking woman and nothing you can ever do will change that. its so fucking pathetic that my joy is everyones enemy for some reason. it doesnt have to be this way yall. it really doesnt. stop it

if you told young me that she would grow up in a world that didnt get more tolerant ever and hated her this fucking much she would have killed herself immediately. let kids be happy. give them hope. but also fucking

please just let me be happy for one minute of my life as a woman

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got threatened to reblog this

please join dummy is going to do a very bad thing (nuking) to my house if you dont

DO YOU LIKE WOMEN? 🩷🤍🧡

Or content with gay women?

Then come join my server.

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okay why does the spotify version of hold your horse is sounds good now?

i still prefer listening to the songs from concert footage mostly because i got used to them

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god damn

getting falsely accused of stuff on spacehey :/

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i’m starting a collection

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LAINNN:333 I love her sm ueueueuueue I REALLY LIKED HOW THIS ONE TURNED OUT !!!!

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from a classic:

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no, spotify, i don't want to use ai to "turn my ideas into playlists". i already fucking do that with my brain and hands and i do it for fun. what, should i get ai to pet my cat for me? to play my silly games for me? to spend time with my beautiful wife for me? how about i rend you asunder

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made this fuck ass "drawing" :P

(traced over a stock image)

uhhh this drawing only exists because i havent drawn my OC in a while cuz my stylus that doubled as a pen broke

BUT NOW I HAVE A DRAWING TABLET, YIPPERS <3

shout out to my dad!! :D

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uhhhhh im not sure

this is my discord pfp :P

does zach hill like turtles?

your discord pfp and your tumblr pfp are locked in a room together. what happens?

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being in high school sucks :/

life hasnt really changed ever since the 5th grade, and that just makes me sad

im wasting my youth on being online and i dont even know how to make any friends online or not

and to be perfectly honest my mental health is a clusterfuck of "oh i feel great, yay im healing and im getting better :D" to "FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK I WANT TO KILL MYSELF"

if this is how im spending my youth, i wanna call it quits before i become an adult >:/

imagine being a 35 y/o wasting their life away since 11 because you were too nervous to talk with people >:/

im not even that old im 15, i should be enjoying my life,i should be making friends, i should grow up and stuff

i dont really have an excuse to be this way other than i got isolated for a good chunk of my life and when people do talk with me they only do to make fun of me >:/

holy hell, why are normal and social people so mean TwT

what did i do to them? all i did in this life was be a little different and now i get fucked over socially, i either get treated like a child by random guys i dont even know or i get shunned by the few people that i do know

"oh why are they so quiet, why dont they come up and talk to us" I TRIED I TRIED SO MANY TIMES AND I ALWAYS GOT IGNORED BY YOU WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? IVE HID THE FACT THAT IM AGENDER I HID THE FACT THAT IM NOT STRAIGHT HELL IVE TRIED TO ACT LIKE AN AVERAGE CISHET BOY, IVE HID A GOOD CHUNK OF MY INTERESTS AND MY MUSIC TASTE AND MY RELIGIOUS VIEWS JUST TO FIT IN and i still didnt.

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hella is one of the few bands that i EXCLUSIVELY listen to by concert footage :P

LISTEN TO THE SPOTIFY VERSION OF BIBLICAL VIOLENCE AND THIS VERSION

now what did you notice?

THE SPOTIFY VERSION DESPITE BEING IN A HIGHER QUALITY SOUNDS LIKE SHIT AND THE LIVE VERSION SOUNDS GREAT