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Day 309-320… 💔🕊️

I’m writing less because my mental health hasn’t been that great and I’ve just withdrawn from so many things. I haven’t read a book in such a long time either.

I miss you and I love you!! Your parents sent me a bday gift from them and from you. It was forever roses and a $50gc to Amazon. It was a surprise and I cried.

Why did you have to do what you did?? Why did you leave me????

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Day 290-308…

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Day 275-Day 289…

I’ve just been all over the place with my emotions lately… the feelings of guilt that I have with what’s going on in my life right now. I should be happy, you’d want me to be happy but moving on with someone else makes me feel so guilty and like I’m cheating on you… I don’t know what to do…

I love you. I miss you 💔🕊️

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Day 274…

Today you would’ve been 38… it’s not fair. It’s not fucking fair! I love you and I miss you!!

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Day 273…

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Day 272…

Going into a new year that you aren’t here for is so sad. I wish I could stop time or turn back time. This isn’t fair’ this isn’t fucking fair! I miss you and I love you!

💔🕊️

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Day 271…

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Day 270…

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Day 269…

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Day 268…

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Day 267…

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Day 266…

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Day 265…

Merry Christmas, my David. I love you. I miss you. I wish you were still here and not in Heaven…

💔🕊️

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Day 264…

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Day 263..

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Day 262…

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Day 261…

I miss you. I love you. These holidays are not the same without you… 💔🕊️