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Standing Between You and the Storm.

"You don't have to carry everything on your own. I know you're strong. I've seen the way you stand tall even when the world tries to break you. But strength isn't about enduring alone. It's about knowing when to let someone stand beside you, when to let someone share the weight that's been pressing down on you for too long. If there's a burden dragging you down, let me take part of it. If there's a storm on the horizon, I'd rather step into it first than let it reach you. Not because I have to, not because it's my duty, but because I want to. Because when you matter to someone, protecting you isn't an obligation; it's simply a choice I'll always make."

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Interaction Guidelines.

✅ Checkpoint Alert: Read before stepping in.

I often use Caleb, Rafayel, Jiwoong, Joshua, and Juyeon as my profile picture, but I'm not limited to them and might switch to other 2D characters or idols. This is not a roleplay account, and I've been misunderstood because of this, so I want to make it clear that I'm not acting as them in any way. Any similarities are unintentional and happens naturally, and I just find comfort in them, whether through shared traits or personal appreciation. I express myself in my own way, and these characters or idols are simply part of what I enjoy, not a persona I take on.

I don't label this account because I don't like being tied to a specific theme or structure. My posts are unpredictable and unfiltered. Sometimes they're personal reflections, sometimes they're random observations, and other times they're just fleeting thoughts that I felt like putting into words. There's no real pattern to what I post, and I don't expect there to be. I share what I want, when I want, and if that sounds like something you're okay with, then welcome.

I don't always use TW/CW for minor things like spoilers, but I do for sensitive topics that might be triggering. Additionally, I tend to type in a semi-formal manner. This isn't me trying to be distant or overly serious; it's simply how I naturally express myself. If you find it uncomfortable or prefer a more casual style of communication, that's completely fine. You're free to leave, unfollow, or interact in whatever way you prefer. I'd rather be myself than adjust my way of typing just to fit someone else's expectations.

Just so you know, every Thursday night, I post explicit writing. It's a regular thing, and I don't tone it down. Consider this your warning.

Aside from writing, I talk about whatever I find interesting at the moment. There's no guarantee of consistency; you might see me sharing personal thoughts one day and then completely disappearing the next. I'm not always in the mood to engage, so if I go quiet, it's nothing personal. Sometimes, I just need space.

⛔ Restricted zone: If this fits you, turn around.

Kindly avoid engaging if you're underage, consistently express bitterness, spread hate speech, hold phobic attitudes toward the LGBTQIA+ community, exhibit racism, disrespect any ethnicity or religion, participate in queerbaiting, frequently seek drama, display problematic behavior, fetishize gay people, have poor manners, look down on others' preferences, disregard my privacy and personal boundaries, hold unnecessary hatred toward me, my friends, or my favorites, and choose to remain ignorant about important issues, especially the failures and hypocrisy of the Indonesian government.

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Beyond What She Says.

“I know you're afraid,” I said gently, my voice soft but steady as I looked at her. She met my gaze, shaking her head slightly. “I never said that.” I gave a small, knowing smile. “You didn't have to.” A soft laugh escaped her, a quiet sound that lingered in the air. “You always see through me, don't you?” I leaned in a little, lowering my voice. “Only because I'm always looking.”

She swallows, the weight of unspoken words stuck in her throat. I don't push, don't demand. I just stand there, calm, like a silent anchor in the chaos she's struggling to control. The storm inside her rages, but I'm not going anywhere. I've always been here, watching from the sidelines, waiting for the moment when she's ready to speak. And when that silence finally shatters, I'll still be standing here, right where I've always been.

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What's On My Radar.

Musicians, Boybands, Bands: SEVENTEEN, WOODZ, IVE, AESPA, ZB1, The Boyz, Cigarettes After Sex, Xdinary Heroes, Ariana Grande, SZA, The Weeknd, PARTYNEXTDOOR, The 1975, My Chemical Romance, Novo Amor, Mother Mother, Dewa 19, Reality Club, Daniel Caesar, H.E.R, grentperez, Hivi!, Halsey, JSO, slchld, NIKI, Bazzi, Clairo, Paul Partohap, beabadoobee, Ruel, Jeremy Passion, Jeremy Zucker, Charlie Puth, HONNE, New Hope Club, Teddy Adhitya, Jaz, Joji, James Arthur, Giveon, Westlife, Bruno Major, Backstreet Boys, Billie Eilish, FINNEAS, Madison Beer, Paramore, The Script, Dhruv, Jess Benko, suggi, Adele, Anson Seabra, Summer Walker, Shawn Mendes, Lauv, LANY, d4vd, Phoebe Bridgers, girl in red, Nadhif Basalamah, After Nourway, Troye Sivan, Sabrina Carpenter, Keshi, Luke Chiang, Rafi Sudirman, Conan Gray, Chappell Roan, Noah Cyrus, GreenDay, wave to earth, Keenan Te, Arctic Monkeys, RAYHAN NOOR, DPR IAN, Astrid S, Arash Buana, For Revenge, Avril Lavigne, Sabrina Claudio, Maroon5, Jeff Bernat, Doja Cat, Air Supply, Alec Benjamin, Mr. Big, Queen, ZAYN, Guns N' Roses, Oasis, Eagles, Muse, 5SOS, Gracie Abrams, The Neighbourhood, Frank Ocean, Olivia Rodrigo, JVKE, and more.

Completed Watchlist: Moriarty The Patriot, Asobi Asobase, Horimiya, Gakuen Babysitters, Attack on Titan, Haikyuu, Blue Lock, Tokyo Revengers, Oshi no Ko, Nekopara, Ao Haru Ride, Kimi ni Todoke, Junji Ito Collection, Sasaki to Miyano, Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi, Noblesse, DreadOut, Mencuri Raden Saleh, Agak Laen, Warkop DKI Reborn: Jangkrik Boss!, Imperfect: Karier, Cinta, & Timbangan, Miracle in Cell No.7, Menjelang Ajal, Ivanna, Bad Genius, Santet Segoro Pitu, The Garfield Movie, Anyone but You, Flipped, Notting Hill.

Books: Untuk Kamu yang Terlalu Banyak Berpikir, Dari Aku yang Hampir Menyerah, Sherlock Holmes: A Study in Scarlet (1887), Sherlock Holmes: The Sign of the Four (1890), Sherlock Holmes: The Hound of The Baskervilles (1901–1902), Sherlock Holmes: The Valley of Fear (1914–1915), The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, Moriarty the Patriot Vol. 1–9, The Moriarty Papers, Sayangi Dirimu: Berhentilah Menyenangkan Semua Orang, Rahasia Bersikap Tenang Dalam Kondisi Apa Pun, Menasihati Tanpa Menggurui, Is it Bad or Good Habits, Menjadi Pribadi Tahan Banting, Berani Berubah Untuk Hidup Yang Lebih Baik, Habit Is Power, Seni Mengendalikan Emosi, The Winning Mindset, Kamu Tak Harus Sempurna, Rahasia Lancar Berkomunikasi, Control Your Ego: Sebab Musuh Terbesarmu Adalah Dirimu Sendiri, Seni Memahami & Menerima Diri, The Power of Personality: Cara Menjadi Pribadi Unggul, Tangguh, Memikat, dan Berpengaruh.

YouTubers & Animated Content Channels: Luthfi Halimawan, Keenanninara (xxknjt), Miawaug, Windah Basudara, Hitzeed, EhLija, Dasi Gantung, animasinopal, tekotok, HR Gram Studio.

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"Even if you don't need me, even if you don't see me the same way, I'd still give everything just to keep you safe. That's how much you mean to me."

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He Doesn't Just Love You, He Exists For You.

There's no need for words when he looks at you like that. When his entire presence, his every action, his every choice, revolves around keeping you safe. He won't say it outright, but you know, he'd give up everything, cross any line, break any rule... if it meant keeping you by his side, protecting you from anything that could harm you.

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Personal Log: Entry One.

Leonel Calix is my name, but you can call me Leo, Leon, or Lix. Nothing else. I don't accept weird nicknames, so let's not get creative. I use he/him pronouns and only go by masculine terms.

Age-wise, I'm 24+, meaning I'm adult enough to handle things the way I see fit. Personality-wise, I'm an ISTP, independent, practical, and straightforward. My zodiac sign is Cancer, which means I might seem reserved, but I do have a sense of loyalty toward the people I care about.

Aside from all that, there are a few other things that define me, simple details, but ones that matter. Like coffee and writing. Coffee isn't just a drink; it's a ritual, a comfort, something I genuinely enjoy beyond just the caffeine. I love everything about it, the aroma, the taste, the way it fits into different moments of my day. Whether I'm working, taking a break, or just existing, coffee is always there. Writing, on the other hand, isn't just something I do, it's something I need. It's how I process my thoughts, make sense of emotions, and turn abstract ideas into something tangible. I don't stick to a single style or genre; sometimes I write deeply personal reflections, other times I just let my thoughts spill onto the page with no structure at all. Some things are meant to be read, others are just for me. Either way, writing is the only way I know how to fully express myself.

Of course, my life isn't just coffee and words. Music plays a huge role too. I don't limit myself to a single genre, if a song resonates with me, it stays. Sometimes it's the melody that gets me, other times it's the emotion behind the lyrics. Whatever the case, if it clicks, I'll keep coming back to it. My taste is unpredictable, even to me.

I tweet a lot, but I also delete posts when I feel like I've overshared. I like keeping my space comfortable, so if someone barely interacts or makes me uneasy, I won't hesitate to soft-block.