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Alam mo na inlababo ka ‘pag:

1. ngumingiti ka ng parang aso, kahit hindi mo kasama yung taong source ng pagngiti mo.

2. Kahit sobrang kababawan na bagay, tatawanan mo, basta kasama mo siya.

3. Pwede ka maging bata ulit, at gawing drawing book ang braso niya.

4. Kitikitext ka.

5. Na-shy ka sa idea na nag-k*ss kayo in public, kahit smack lang...Ginawa niyo kasi, magkakahiwalay kayo at mag spend ng weekend sa kani-kaniya niyong buhay.

6. Dapat busy ka sa work, pero heto ka at nagsusulat ng essay para sa blog mo.

7. Naka-high ka at hindi nagugutom a-gad, when you are together. The mere presence becomes your drug.

8. Pag hindi mo magawang magalit sa kanya, kasi sobrang bait niya para kagalitan siya.

9. Yung effort niya to make time with you, kahit 4am kinabukasan ang pasok niya.

10. Tinotolerate mo ang pagiging cheesy niya.

Ewan ko pero parang sakin lang naman nag aapply yang mga yan.

hahahahah!ediwow!

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the beginning of...

took two long years to finally came out sa kumunoy ng pag move-on...I told you that I am taking f*cking chances with you, I hope, this time its for real.

<3

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second thoughts

I was taught proximity builds liking...

so I hated that stuff...

The first trip we shared was a coincidence...

The second was planned,...and we both have best times...

And now you are clingy, the kind of cling I’ve waited...

But something inside of me pulls me back to the fact that I am scared to gamble on l*ve sh*t again...

I am contemplating that you are too young, and I always believe that I needed a man, stronger than me, but then God made a way for us to meet...and so I am having second thoughts...

I am scared on how deeply I can love someone...and if these are temporary...then maybe, I can cross-out on my list:Gone stupid in l*ve....

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don’t dream its over (don’t dream it is over?)

i would really want to hope.

but i am scared that this proximity we have,

might be temporary... 

and knowing myself...

this keeps me hoping

and yet I am willing to try again...

but with a lot of  caution...

yet I am missing someone who just care so much that you even have to remind me of eating than reminding yourself to eat...

greeting me the whole day, saying nice things.

Yet I don’t reciprocate it the way you say things...

You have to know I am broken beyond repair...

I do really want you to know that...

And having said that, can we just enjoy the little things we have for now?and not worry about what lies ahead?

i just miss your contagious smile...that’s all...

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there are days, when you thought, just maybe if you don't contribute to the love-hate cycle in this world, maybe there will come a time that there's only love revolving in this world...but then who are we to know that...

randomthoughts

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wrong spelling.wrong.

Kadalasan mali ang intindi ko sa science of deduction ni Sherlock Holmes. At naiintindihan ko na ngayon bakit 75 lang grade q sa logic nung college ako. Kasi fallacy ang understanding ko sa mga pangyayari sa buhay. It always don’t follow.

Bakit kamo?

Kasi ang alam ko gagamitin mo lang yung logic at science of deduction sa factual matters like, science or busting or proving a theory or something na makabuluhan at makamundo.

Eh ako kasi inaapply ko sa everyday happenings.

Like for example, the most talked about topic.

Douglas Booth.chos!

Lurv.

Sa spelling niyan lang ako hindi tumatama.pramis!

Sabi nila, pag hindi ka na daw mahal, hindi ka na mahal.Kahit ilang taon pa kayong naging kayo at nagsalo ng birthdays,v-days,binyagans,reunions,Friday sessions,mahal na araw, labor day,sembreaks,out of towns, pasko at bagong taon na pinagsamahan. Hindi ka na niya mahal.tapos?

Kung ganoon pala, parang instant noodles ang pagmamahal?

You put hot water, wait for 3-5 minutes to cook and poof!!!mahal niyo na ang isa’t-isa!

At hihigupin niyo ang sabaw ng pagmamahalan.

Pero pag hindi naluto.Wala din instant noodles?wala na din pagmamahal?

Paano kung malamig na tubig ang nilagay mo dahil hindi ka nakatingin sa water dispenser, hindi maluluto yung instant noodles. Di ba?

Pag hindi tama ang sangkap, hindi makukuha ang tamang timpla ng pag-ibig?

May paraan pa sana dun sa sablay moment nay un eh… Yung malamig na tubig na nilagay mo sa noodles, pwede mo pa yun ilagay sa microwave para uminit at maluto. O di naman kaya kung walang microwave, ilagay sa kaserola at doon lutuin. Hindi na nga lang yun kasing instant tulad ng nakalagay sa pakete. Kasalanan mo din minsan, 50% ng problema natin gawa-gawa natin.

Kung tumingin ka na lang kasi sa water dispenser eh. Edi sana, instant noodles na tunay sana.

Just saying/just a thought.

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O.O

the essence of growing up, is paying bills.

and worrying about it.

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uncertainty

“she always thought that her truths, were the only truths”

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that moment when...

...when you can picture yourself 

running towards someone you care deeply

and just hugging tight, and loosing all the pressure,

pain, and struggle that you are going through

in deep sobs and tears...

but,

in reality you can’t even cry...

It’s like, wanting what you need, but your body was numb from all things you slowly sinks in with...

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im still trying to figure out that void...

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listening to just a feeling on repeats...

why does men always say women are emotional?(that’s biologically given)

when in fact they are the ones who always say:

“when they look at women’s eyes, they’ll say we are not there with them”

as if we are not entitled to think and let our mind drift away for just a moment...

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There are days when you finally have the reason not to feel anymore

to be finally contented with what’s not needed to be explained,

and yet, you are still pained?

And so, you try to find yourself, 

traveling became, 

catharsis.

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i n d e p e n d e n t

minsan gusto mo lang umuwi sa mabango at malinis na banyo...

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so i was opening my e-mail when this popped out on the right part of the screen where ads usually are seen...it felt wrong...specially for women...

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any tattoo ideas???

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2things

Involved

& or

Detached

no in between...

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indeed gandalf!