sleepingmelancholy

[sleepingmelancholy]

"One day, I'll find a Lord Unknown fictive, and he'll pin me down and d*** me down"

Who the fuck said this??

Me. Earlier today. I thought this insane shit. I've seen terrible things. I've seen things I didn't wanna see.

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Being kissed in your sleep and being pulled closer within cuddles is such a top tier form of affection .

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I've started feeling more source attached than usual. I think I really lost myself in the mist of all of this. Sometimes, I think I even opened up a bit too much, especially to my anons. Oh well.

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how I remember myself. just nonsense.

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it's false don't believe these LIES. and you're american, no one likes americans, get a better spawnpoint next time

did you guys know andrew has cooties

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I hope you get better soon!

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aaa thank you, ive taken meds and stuff, just making sure to get rid of the sickness, plus I'm not pushing myself too much

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i am so sick right now 💔

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The new theme looks amazing ^^ had to pet too

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aww, thank you!! i saw yours as well, black forest cookie >>>>

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i wish people realised this

- no andrew doesn't want you

- stop sending andrew creepy anons, you're apart of the reason he wants to restart. also sending creepy anons without him doing a recent ask game or him asking for creepy anons is weird.

- no andrew doesn't have someone he sees as a canonmate or someone close to his canon source, nor does he want to

- no andrew doesn't want to find an ashley

- andrew just wants love and care because he holds terrible memories and holds hypersexuality because of those memories, he may horny post, but collectively, we're very scared of sex and intimacy

- just because andrew is andrew, he doesn't owe you anything, he doesn't owe you a reason.

yes i may ruin relationships, admittedly, its my job, but people gotta realise that i want andrew to be happy as well, he deserves something, stop being creepy anons, you can hide behind an anon, but i bet it doesnt feel good unless you get off on someones misery. ashleys, stop being weird. He just wants someone to talk to, not be with. if you're an ashley fictive and you've been creepy towards him in anon messages which hes had to delete because its made him physically ill, which doesn't happen often, shame on you, you have no excuse.

and 💖 anon you keep doing you, I don't know how you deal with him, but tbh you're one of the only people he willingly trusts with heavy stuff. sorry, we've been ignoring you. You don't deserve it, but andrews here. He just has nothing to say

anyway vanity out 👍

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the urge to block everyone and just start again.

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sorry to anyone who's dm'd me these past 2 days, ive been distant and havent really be fully there to respond, been having a lot of flashbacks and paranoia episodes, ill try to be around to very close friends but otherwise give me a few days

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Yep I have a really bad health in general since I was born :b

Which hey, only makes me want to make more of a change positively into someone's life, cause if I can disappear any moment, I might as well do some good while I can

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same here </3 🫂 but yeah, you’re right

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i miss her.

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omg!! an andy ^^

-sincerely a leyley.

aha yes, hello hello.

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You deserve rest!!! If you can go back to bed!!

I actually got sick again (thanks dry weather) which is why I'm a bit more offline over here, so to distract myself I'm playing animal crossing to hit that dopamine and will play some roblox later :D

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You got sick to dry weather? That’s kinda a first I’ve heard of it, you get sick often don’t ya? I’m sorry about that, yeah that’s totally fair, just focus on getting better.

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Also just wanna say UR ROBLOX SKIN IS SO CUTE

Fuck made me wish I could get robux to update mine

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aww, i mean, it’s not the only one i have, i have a bunch of avatars. Have you tried playing those donation games? I know it’s super dumb but if you can set up “items” for people to buy with robux im sure someone can do that, there is a tax though- but yeah

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”Darling lust hour”

such a poetic way to say “omw to be horny y’all” and I live for it

AaaaAAaaaaAnyway! How are you, Andy Garçon Mignon?

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Aha. I don’t really use the tag anymore since I’ve more all my nsft stuff to a new blog. But yeah, that was the intention. I’m alright, just woke up, I’m still tired but fuck it, im up now 😭

(ignore the spelling mistake i made if anyone saw that I literally just got a new phone today and the keyboard is so fucking wacky)