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I'm back after months of mopping around B)

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i stole this from twitter

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If you grew up constantly apologizing and then apologizing for apologizing and you were/are afraid (or unable) to express your emotions and feelings because it was seen as “manipulative”, or for any reason, I love you and I hope you’re having a good day

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was suddenly moved to draw a toony sort of character design .. but this is a bit too close to 2013 tumblr sexyman for my own comfort

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tw; vent

I know that no one can help me. I know that my whole life I've been an asshole and a bastard to the people who love me. I've been in pain, ever since I was 13. I've experienced it emotionally. There were good days, yes, but it just turns over the moment my insecurities flood my mind. I lose everything. Hell, I lost everything because my problematic ass decided to lie in order to get his attention before.

Now I have a gf, and I don't feel the same spark, she barely talks to me anymore. I know that she loves me, but I don't think I'm over him. Not when he can read my emotions better than how I can read the differences of colors. Not when he can comfort me like a distressed animal caught under a snare. Not when he can love me so loudly and happily. Not when his words feel like a sweet symphony of understanding and love. Not when he is the only muse that I have to keep pursueing on my dreams.

Yet, I lost him. Yet, I know who's in the wrong. Yet, I am blind to his pleas. Yet, I am as ignorant as a high rank Roman guard. Yet, I can only love so quietly and in depression. Yet, my words are like thorns and knives piercing through his chest. Yet, we were only children. One of us had to grow up and leave.

He was my anchor, I threw away the chain that connected us.

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when she's so cute that you just wanna to just you wanna to fusjbfksfnksmdksmd >//////////<"

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So uh, we're back ig-

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To everyone who grew up with "Why can't you do a simple task?" "You just had to make me do everything for you, don't you?" "Why are you so useless when it comes to simple things!?"

You aren't useless, you aren't a burden when it comes to simple chores. You can take things and do it in your own pace, don't let others tell you how much time you have left to finish something. Then once you've done it, you have every fuckin' right to celebrate it. You did a small or big task, it doesn't matter. Be proud of it.

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what a dork

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As someone who grew up with "I'm not going to praise you for doing what's expected of you; that's not being good, that's doing the bare minimum" I want to encourage you to celebrate every little thing you can. Everything that takes energy and effort should be appreciated and you're allowed to be happy about trying.

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i love arcane

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sorry for curling up at your feet and whimpering like an injured dog that wasn't very mysterious of me

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Glen Martin Taylor, “but i am safe in here.”

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I actually really liked how in the finale they went on the honey moon in this mega accessible city with no stairways and lots of benches

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worlds tallest vampire