Can’t stop thinking about how many spn episodes are like “here is a monster created by suffering, by cruelty, by violence and trauma. Made inhuman by inhumanity. The first victim of this monster is itself. Now we will shoot it with a gun.”
for the most part i think dean came to terms with his sexuality so long ago that it doesn’t really register anymore. and if sam ever did figure him out and try to have that “uh just so you know if you ever wanted to talk to me about something you can. and i support you” talk, dean has so many other things going on that he just assumes it’s about a different issue.
love how castiel looked at jimmy novak good dull christian husband with impeccable cheekbones and was like this is a huge waste. he should be fucking men. i'll fix this. and then he did
i think dean winchesters great bc hes one of the few tv show protagonists who so clearly has ocd but bc hes poor and their dad has never taken them to a doctor once hes never been diagnosed and he just goes this is normal. im normal. everyone ELSE is the problem and should simply think like me (letting anyone else pick the music in my car will instantly make the world explode. no i cant explain how)
Season one was like. You can never go home. Season two was like. Grief is rage is grief. Season three was like. No one can save you. And then season four was like. He can. You’ve been waiting. You didn’t know it. But you have been. So has he