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she was drilled into twice 10 years ago

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art fight attack dump!!

1CH1MATSU44 on art fight

@bananawolfpower (same on af)

Neetsatwork on art fight

CaticornP on art fight

@kolidiscopehoarder2763 (Microwavedmay0 on af)

@flyinglvy (Lvyivy on af)

ONE OF MY BESTEST MOOTS @smal5504!! (same on af)

tbh idk if i can do any more attacks im sooo tired *yawns*

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Artfight stuff from the last two weeks!! Been having a blast so far :> lots of attacks with 2 characters this time!!

OCs belong to (from left to right n top to bottom)

@berrybooks

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zzpace (AF)

@paro46

Camixin (AF) and limx3 (AF)

cadaverexquisito (AF)

epicflxwr (AF) and Alieni (AF)

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Back on track again.

19 soon

Blehhhh

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more artfights!!!! more more artfights!!!!!! uhh uhhh kills everyone!!!!!!!

attacks in order are for:

1. @artunderwraps (auwart)

2. @ghoztknife (GHOZT-KNIFE)

3. @swordofsunrises (SunflowerAegis)

4. @recurring-gig-in-autumn (ju91t3r)

5. @interclover (brightblueskiezzz)

6. @siloupy

7. @junkerpink (obsteshun)

8. @denpamen

9. @eighteennbs (pyupyupyucutiee)

10. @mp4-agent (can't tag them???) (dulcay)

i love artfight so much peace and joy on planet earth. these were so fun to dohrhgadgs love all the guys

ARTFIGHT DUMP; UNDER THREE DAYS IN!!! ☆♡☆

these characters/gijinkas belong to-

1. @the-puffball-lover (driatheweirda on artfight)

2. @jxcquelynn (jxcquelyn)

3. @novaazurite (same on artfight)

4. @addynosketchpad (same)

5. @freezedom (same)

6. @uncannyvalleyy (uncannyvalley)

7. @claudemach (same)

8. @/clarissasbakery (IM TOO SHY TO TAG HER) (same)

9. @yoylecakeyum (same)

10. @circusclowne (same)

GO ATTACK ALL THESE PEOPLE NOW!!! GO GO GO!!!

(AND ME TOO IM GREEDY AND FAT ATTACK ME TOO PLEASEPEPSSLPEPLPELSEPELSAAEALSPELA

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😁😁😁 here we go again!!! stage 7 now go go go

1 | THE CHATTERING LACK OF COMMON SENSE

2 | warui kotowa shicha ikenai yo

3 | SUNBEAM LIGHT SHOW FLOWER SEED

4 | DELICIOUS SOUL

5 | BRAND NEW CITY

6 | THE GIRL WHO SELLS MISFORTUNE

7 | KNIFE KNIFE KNIFE (latest release!!!)

WELCOME TO THE

BFDIA PIN IMAGININGS SERIES: MASTERPOST!!!

these "pins" are simply stylized versions of the stages of pin's mental trauma in bfdia that take place as the season progresses; they are imaginings!!! each has their own amv (animated music video) WHICH YOU SHOULD REALLY WATCH because its important to understand her oaky this is how i explain yap through arting

and..,.,. blegghhhh,.,. there's always my video essay hyperanalysis presentation of her throughout the whole season,.,..,. but,.,..,.,. this is jus cooler right.,.,..,... /silly

so go go go!!! listen to her!!! if YO U are looking to understand why she is so traumatized and not okay than THIS is the in depth symbolistic artistic beefydie-yay series for YOU, viewer 👍

insert ear shattering fanfare for an outro

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7 | KNIFE KNIFE KNIFE (bfdia 19-20 mv)

stage 7 of the bfdia pin imaginings series puts into perspective what's really behind pin's aggressive outward nature in recent episodes. ^^

WHO'S HYPED FOR BFDIA TODAY ⁉️⁉️⁉️ with no other ideas for when would be most appropriate to come out with this since i didnt prepare it early, im throwing my shit to the world right nowhdhsgsga

thank you for all the support the bfdia pin imaginings series has been receiving on my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♡♡♡ evaluating this stupid pointy pushpin is my favorite thing ever and seeing people learn to understand her through my work (which is the overall goal of the series) makes me feel so seen 🥹 we stand with our canceled autist

as always remember to support and vote for pin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and see you in the afterlife after bfdia 21IMGOINGTOTGETHITBYACAR

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hello pin nation everywhere. i need to make an announcement of sorts. as of 5 o clock morning time in my area, i give up.

its just... its like the jnj writers *have* to flanderize and stomp on her story just because you cant really put a complex character right by the side of someone like COINY. because if you dont flanderize her for the sake of coinpin then... tpot 2 happens. so it sucks. the "apology" the writers made her give sucks and only acknowledges like 5% of what she went through just so its easy for coiny to forgive her or something. i swear i was TRYING SO HARD to be nice because im not a pessimist but the more i think about it the angrier and angrier i get. they built everything up for her, her complexity, her trauma, her anger, only for them to throw it all out the window just because they cant shove it into the tiny coinpin box so instead of just... not shoving her back into the coinpin hole they just throw out all the rest they can't fit into it. its disheartening, its upsetting, its a TERRIBLE writing choice and i CANT BELIEVE they would do that for her all because they preferred having coinpin over having a complex character just be complex.

not to say that coinpin as a duo is 100% dogshit trash though. they can be silly, i liked tpot 7. but they as a duo are genuinely never allowed to be deeper than that by the writing or else we get tpot 2. nonetheless i am so upset.

and yeah, thats where i give up. they only managed to fit a teensy bit of her true worth as a character into the conversation but im done with trying to convince myself it was worth it. it wasnt good. the writers treat her like shit all for the sake of coinpin. im so upset pin deserves so much better

this is why i will not only not be creating a new pin imagining, but ill have to go on like the episode doesnt exist except for leafy. pin's interactions with leafy were all great and perfectly in character for her and i will remain geeked about that but... yeah. that is truly all.

bfdia 21 spoilers

first and foremost thanks jacknjellify for not making pin in the wrong for literally everything. also thank you for acknowledging pin's loneliness. but now with this how would tpot 2 make sens.e. ??? i guess pin is still fucked up but. i dunno im thinking too fast it was not what i expected. in depth analysis under cut

every time i try to critique it i gotta acknowledge that pin is EXTREMELY reluctant to admit her real feelings. it was clear that pin was continuously pushing away leafy, but at the very end she gave in to leafy's love a little before being called by coiny. THANK YOU JACKNJELLIFY FOR INCLUDING LEAFY'S LITTLE EYE ROLL AT THE END from that whole day with leafy because thats how we learn that even though it was very, VERY difficult, pin learned that... she can still be loved after all. if someone like leafy still likes her then maybe she really does mean something. maybe she really can be a friend. thats what she wanted since the very beginning of the season, right? to be a friend? leafy showed her that its not actually impossible for someone to love her, and i guess that's where the coinpin scene leads in. although i wish they made that more clear and a lot less subtle. coiny revealed his feelings but pin never got to reveal more than that she wanted a friend, never mentioning WHY she thought it was impossible for her to make one. shes not just competitive, she values friends over the competition, and they WERE GETTING THAT ASPECT OF HER CHARACTER RIGHT UNTIL THE VERY FUCKING END OF THE CONVERSATION AAUAAGAGAGAGAASBDBFGRRRRR i think ive found my ONLY gripe with this whole thing. jnj was doing pretty good UNTIL the end of their conversation when they rubbed in your face that shes competitive. i guess thats like THE glue to coinpin... BUT it doesnt make tpot 2 make sense, nor tie in with what made pin's leadership to dpya so incredibly special.

i guess we can have both, but, pin's love for her people over the competition should, no, MUST really shine over her occasional competitiveness because that is SO much more important to her character. if it WAS the other way around, if her competitiveness WAS more important apparently, then first of all most of the coinpin conversation with her just wanting friends wouldn't make sense, but more importantly and as i said, tpot 2 wouldnt make sense and dpya wouldn't make sense. thats why i think the conversation was great until the end. they could have really toned down pin's competitive side in order to make her character a lot more cohesive.

thats all. live laugh leafpin (/p for clarification because i dont like shipping my kins but whatever the point still stands)

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bfdia 21 spoilers

first and foremost thanks jacknjellify for not making pin in the wrong for literally everything. also thank you for acknowledging pin's loneliness. but now with this how would tpot 2 make sens.e. ??? i guess pin is still fucked up but. i dunno im thinking too fast it was not what i expected. in depth analysis under cut

every time i try to critique it i gotta acknowledge that pin is EXTREMELY reluctant to admit her real feelings. it was clear that pin was continuously pushing away leafy, but at the very end she gave in to leafy's love a little before being called by coiny. THANK YOU JACKNJELLIFY FOR INCLUDING LEAFY'S LITTLE EYE ROLL AT THE END from that whole day with leafy because thats how we learn that even though it was very, VERY difficult, pin learned that... she can still be loved after all. if someone like leafy still likes her then maybe she really does mean something. maybe she really can be a friend. thats what she wanted since the very beginning of the season, right? to be a friend? leafy showed her that its not actually impossible for someone to love her, and i guess that's where the coinpin scene leads in. although i wish they made that more clear and a lot less subtle. coiny revealed his feelings but pin never got to reveal more than that she wanted a friend, never mentioning WHY she thought it was impossible for her to make one. shes not just competitive, she values friends over the competition, and they WERE GETTING THAT ASPECT OF HER CHARACTER RIGHT UNTIL THE VERY FUCKING END OF THE CONVERSATION AAUAAGAGAGAGAASBDBFGRRRRR i think ive found my ONLY gripe with this whole thing. jnj was doing pretty good UNTIL the end of their conversation when they rubbed in your face that shes competitive. i guess thats like THE glue to coinpin... BUT it doesnt make tpot 2 make sense, nor tie in with what made pin's leadership to dpya so incredibly special.

i guess we can have both, but, pin's love for her people over the competition should, no, MUST really shine over her occasional competitiveness because that is SO much more important to her character. if it WAS the other way around, if her competitiveness WAS more important apparently, then first of all most of the coinpin conversation with her just wanting friends wouldn't make sense, but more importantly and as i said, tpot 2 wouldnt make sense and dpya wouldn't make sense. thats why i think the conversation was great until the end. they could have really toned down pin's competitive side in order to make her character a lot more cohesive.

thats all. live laugh leafpin (/p for clarification because i dont like shipping my kins but whatever the point still stands)

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7 | KNIFE KNIFE KNIFE (bfdia 19-20 mv)

stage 7 of the bfdia pin imaginings series puts into perspective what's really behind pin's aggressive outward nature in recent episodes. ^^

WHO'S HYPED FOR BFDIA TODAY ⁉️⁉️⁉️ with no other ideas for when would be most appropriate to come out with this since i didnt prepare it early, im throwing my shit to the world right nowhdhsgsga

thank you for all the support the bfdia pin imaginings series has been receiving on my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♡♡♡ evaluating this stupid pointy pushpin is my favorite thing ever and seeing people learn to understand her through my work (which is the overall goal of the series) makes me feel so seen 🥹 we stand with our canceled autist

as always remember to support and vote for pin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and see you in the afterlife after bfdia 21IMGOINGTOTGETHITBYACAR

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EVRRYONE SHUT UP IM DROPPING TODAY TOO. ANIMATION

STAGE 7 TODAY TODAY TODAY I DONT FUCKIMG CAR

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TODAY

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drew @smal5504 ‘s gijinka for stop. she is my beloved and i had a blast w this

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art fight on @/Foldy_fan and @smal5504 ahgakfhdghkfh

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NO MORE WAITING!!!

TPOT 19 FOOD NOW!!! ☆

^ art collab with my friendy wendy @razsei go pelt her with stones ♡♡♡

as i said i cried when grassy cried 👍👍👍 also one you will always be drop dead gorgeous i forgive you come decimate us next plee

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TPOT 19 ART DUMP ILYSM TPOT 19 I LOVE YOUUU peak episode peak idgaf (pst some stuff here might make more sense w context abt my exit hcs lol)