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ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʙʏ ᴋᴏᴅᴀʟɪɴᴇ

all i want is nothing more

"when you learn how the hell to stop being a druggie, then we'll talk, we're over." you had yelled into the face of the man youd love, he'd just admitted to having some type of a random drug, you dont even remember what it was called since you were so worked up.

to hear you knocking at my door.

"but baby, hear me out, i love you, i really do, its just-, the boys- they- they were talking me into it, and i mean, my god, im trying so hard"

'cause if i could see your face once more

you had to admit, you genuinely felt bad for the guy, he just relapsed, got in a fight, and got broken up with in not even 24 hours. but this was his 2nd- no, 13th. 13th chance, and he managed to mess up again

i could die as a happy man, im sure.

you had walked off, you never wanted to see his face again. he had taken advantage of you. again. you started to tear up, god why are you such a crybaby. stopping halfway, you had added

when you said your last goodbye

"goodbye johnson. i hope i never see you like this again." you were finished with him? yes. but was he? not quite. "baby, please, y/n, my love, n/n-" "shut up."

i died a little bit inside.

"no mom. i dont want anything to eat, im gonna hang out with sal in like-" larry checked his watch. "2 minuets." lisa sighed, even she was getting attitude from larry.

i lay in tears in bed all night.

"hello! this is y/n! sorry to leave ya hangin', leave a message!!" he'd sigh, yet again, hes left with your voice mail. it'd been at least, what? a year and a half?

alone without you by my side.

"...larry? the hell are you doing here? this is my house, by the way." he froze. was that really your voice? puberty really does change you. "hey."

but if you loved me

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