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smilley-mcb · 3 months ago

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“Will there be reunion?”

Mydei x reader

Words count: 865

Warning: angst, might be ooc, no comfort, reader is a nameless, Spoiler for main quest ver 3.1, fanfiction

Pt.1

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Hair strands sway in the air. The sky in Amphoreus is still as bright as ever. With the sound of the bustling city, this scenery would be one of the kind for anyone who takes a look from where you stand. Yet, your mind is nowhere near to enjoying the view. Your ears catch the sound of footsteps approaching you from behind.

“So you are here”

A low voice calls out to you.

“Lord Mydei…”

Your voice weakly leaves your lips.

“Are you here to say goodbye?” You continue, back still turning to him.

“So you have heard. Is it from Phainon?”

“Is that important right now?”

You retort back, much to his surprise. The girl who would usually talk with such kindness in her words now making every letter out of her lips sounds so sour. Mydei falls in silence, not knowing how to continue the conversation. And before he can say any words, you cut through his thoughts.

“You choose to leave without any notice. You choose to… leave… without telling me anything!”

You turn to face him. Not a single tear fall on your face but oddly from his perspective, you clearly look like you are in a lot of pain. Your expression distorts into heartbroken, sad and even a hint of reproach.

“Do you truly have to do this?”

“This is my duty. I have to”

“Will you ever come back?”

Following a hesitation from Mydei, he shakes his head slightly.

“Likely no”

Determination swims in his eyes. Those beautiful pupils look back at you just like everyday. But instead of giving you the warm feeling like it normally would, it’s making you feel stupid right now. Mydei looks so calm, as if you are the only one affected by this decision. You have only known him for a few weeks since you, Dan Heng and Stelle were attacked and fell into Amphoreus. Yet, during those few weeks, you and Mydei had somehow grown closer than everyone else. And now he’s telling you he’s leaving? And he feels completely okay with that?

You don’t even know what to feel right now. Should you be mad? Should you feel betrayed or be supportive of his decision? Now, you are not some princess that would throw a tantrum and refuse to understand why he has to do this. But it just hurts so much. It feels like the world just drops onto your entire being. The thought of never seeing Mydei again in your life is like a tear to every single tissue of your heart.

Looking at you, your painful expression is eating Mydei’s inside up. For a brief second, there is a wavering thought somewhere in his mind about this decision. Unfortunately, the hesitation was quickly eliminated as soon as it appeared. Mydei doesn’t want to leave you like this. Heck, he even feels like beating himself up for making you feel like that. But this is his duty, for Amphoreus, for his citizens and…for you.

A quiet apology falls from his lips.

“I’m sorry”

“…regret…”

“What?”

“I regrets it”

You turn your gaze straight up to his eyes. But instead of sadness and heartbreak, right now in your eyes, there are hate, hurt and regrets.

“Mydeimos… I regret ever meeting you. Maybe if I didn’t go with Dan Heng and Stelle to get here, I wouldn’t get hurt like this! I wouldn’t have my heart broken in the first place!”

A glance of surprise takes over Mydei’s expression. Somewhere in his heart, there is a painful feeling starting to spread throughout his entire being. He has done it. He broke you into pieces. The realization is not completely unexpected but when Mydei sees it with his own eyes, it hits him like a thousand attacks from the battle with Nikador he just fought.

“Go…do what you have to do”

You shift your gaze down to your feet, no longer wanting to look at him. You are afraid, afraid that if you look up at him, you will just have to get on your knees and beg him to not leave you. Begging him to not go and stay here with you.

Mydei feels his body become numb from all the pain that he’s having. Unlike many other scars and wounds he had endured in battles, this pain is unbearable, taking him to the ground, feeling like succumbing to it, giving it all up to stay back. But he can’t. He has to do it.

On that note, Mydei takes one last gaze at you. Those soft features that he secretly admires so much may not be presented in his life ever again. Such kindness that he received from you was heavenly. You had made him feel alive and mortal the past few weeks. And he has the audacity to break it. He crumples it to the ground, all of it. He breaks you, his precious princess.

Having a painful look in his eyes, Mydei let determination continue to drive him. Turning on his back and walking away. Away from you. Forever.

Leaving a small figure standing there, feeling like the end of the world just fell upon her.

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Hope u guys have a good cry.

English is not my first language so please spare me if you see any grammar errors 🙏

I’ll post pt2 and pt3 soon.

#hsr mydei #mydei #mydei x reader #mydei angst #amphoreus #honkai star rail #mydei x you #mydei x y/n #angst #no comfort

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smilley-mcb · 4 years ago

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Vol I: The families

Art not mine

Chapter I: Prologue

14th March, 3I556 657 of the tenth Trincets

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The huge ancient clock which stand on the Central district Library’s wall just ticked 4 o’clock in the afternoon. This is the time when day classes have just ended and also the time when night classes’ students ought to wake up to get ready for their day (or night). But well, seem like someone has decided to ditch her classes today. Sitting inside one of a few private room in the library, Martha is lazily gliding her delicate hand through the piles of books that she borrowed from the library earlier. People usually call her a bookworm since she always spends most of her time in the school’s library. But in fact, she’s not even a bit slightly like a bookworm. It’s true that Martha read tons of books from time to times, however, the reason why she is always found roaming around the library is that it’s hard for teacher to find her in here if they found out she ditched their classes. As for why she read books if she just only use this place for a hideout, she was bored so why not do something productive (while ditching classes). Letting her head rests on the table, Martha looks outside the arch stone window which is covered in orange with maple leaves all over the school backyard that brings her the feeling of peace of this place.... Wait what? Maple leaves are red?? In March?

Martha immediately stands up as fast as she possibly can, thought she just found a miracle. But the reality just hit her BANG on the head. Well, this scenery, it’s too familiar for her ever since twelve years old, more exactly, ever since she met him, that mess of a guy.

“Daniel!” after calling whoever overthere’s name, and face pokes out from under the window. “Oya? Realized it’s me already?” The young boy replies back to her. The boy looks just the same age as Martha herself, he’s quite mischievous though with that tone and that smirk as his signature. “School has just ended and now you seem quite energetic for the one that was just staying in class for a whole day huh? You mf?” Martha retorts to the poor boy that is still standing outside the cold backyard. “Aww, come on Mathy~ be nice once for a change will you?” Despite trying to use his adorable puppy eyes on her, the cold-hearted girl just keeps on reading the book on her table casually, ignoring that all-too-familiar boy in her childhood.

Name: Daniel Oxford

Age: 435 years old

Birthday: 21st June, 3I556 222 of the tenth Trincets

Sibling(s): Charles Oxford

Role: Checker

Tremist: Confidential

Godbless: Kaze

One of the two heirs of the house of Oxford. He’s the eldest son of the family and has the biggest responsibility of all family members. However, his personality is quite carefree, he likes to travel around places and can never bear sitting still. Because of his attitude, many people assumed that he’s not suitable for the head of the Oxford. Some even said that the ruling place will be passed to his younger brother, Charles. Charles is much calmer than Daniel, he learned all the household lessons and his personality is very composed which is much more suitable for a ruler. Two of the few Daniel’s Childhood friends are Martha, which he used to call Mathy in short, and Albert Alberon. The three have been together ever since they are twelve due to the contract between their households and they all have great bond of trust for each other after so many years been through together.

Daniel swiftly jumps through the arch window into the old room. Stone wall with wooden floor mixed in the smell of old paper, the library room gives of the relaxing vibe for every students that would drop by to self-study each day after school. This room though, has held most of Martha belongings for how much Daniel can remember. They said “before you realize it, everything has all seemed like her.” Just like that, this room has been made it hers for whensoever. The librarian has probably memorized her face clearly enough since she just strolls head-held-high in here even though she’s ditching classes right then and there. Daniel pulls out a chair then sits down across the table where his best friend has sat. Sneak a peek at whatever she’s reading, he is not surprised when the book in her hands is about illustration spells. “Still fascinating about that drawing-style magic huh? Are you planning on following the magic illustration jobs in illustrators research centre after graduate?” Daniel questions the girl in front of him, curious about her choice of career. Martha is silent for a while after sensing his questioning eyes on her. Doesn’t even dare to give him a glance, Martha continues reading her books while answering: “We don’t have choices Dan. That person has given each of us a role in life since the day we were borned. I gonna go down to the human world and do my job after graduation as I was taught each lesson in school.” Daniel let out a sigh, showing no interest upon her answer.

This world is called The land of Fairytale - Raciel. We are those people who were created by Judien gods and goddesses, those who stands at a higher place than us. Even higher than that is the Celestial Gods, who run this entire universe. And us are those who created Human world, lowest in the system. The human world contains millions or billions kind of different worlds with different rules and laws or even different species. Among those world, there is the one named Real world. Real world is the base for all the other world to be created, where all the physical, chemical, psychological, etc. things were caculated to fairness and perfection. To prevent any world to get out of hand, the fairies have created those jobs that brings their residents down onto Earth in order to control the growth of mankind. There are four roles in addition:

1. Checker - People with this role will be the one who is sent to the newborn world. Their job is to check if the world meet the standard to continue on with its life by becoming its character and living through a resident life there.

2. Spell controller - This role involves magical world. Their job is to check and find if any character in the world has too powerful magical ability that could bring threat to the unverse. The characters who are arrested will be sent to the Forgotten Land. This land is the prison to all the lawbreakers and rebellers. Once got in, you can never get out, at least not easily.

3. Protector - This one involve violence. Usually was set in violent world (ig. Ninja world, Paradt, etc.). Slightly like Spell controller but this mostly using physical power, magic is not appliable.

4. Blocker - Opposite to Checker, which decide if one world will be borned or not, Blocker will be the one who decide if one world would be destroyed or not. The world that is no more useful or too threatening to the universe will be blocked down entirely by people who borned with this role.

Beside these roles, there are roles who borned staying behind in Raciel, serving the land and its residents.

Daniel was borned a freedom freak so being tightened into the life role has made him really annoyed. He looks over to Martha who is nonchalantly switching to another book, paying no attention to him. Silence fills the room, leave only the ticking of the clock on the stone wall. Daniel suddenly feels like he’s back to the time when he first met his two dear best friends. Back then, they were also used to read silently like this in The Breslin Mansion’s Library.

Back then....When they were still not get used to each other presence......

-END OF CHAPTER I-

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Cre: Smilley

I’ll upload upcoming chapters soon but it will not be regularly though cuz i don’t have much time ;-;

I will also upload more info about this story’s world system cuz it’s complicated af

Please tell me if there’s any mistake (in names especially)

Anyway, i hope whoever can read this enjoyed my story ^^

#random bullshit #smilley #novel #random

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