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ok im back in my ed and i have lost 6 pounds in 2 1/2 days!!!! yippee fr

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it is honestly so hard hating yourself so fucking much. like some ppl get off in life on easy mode. like what the fuck. do you mean. you dont hate yourself. you were born skinny and stayed that way. nothing happened and nobody fucked you up and you're perfect? your whole life? like fuck you, im here with issues since i was like 5 years old and hate myself so fucking much. im actually just jealous and hating others anonymously makes me feel better

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i severely miss being depressed and at my worst. like why am i literally fixed rn?? except i’m not i’m just disassociated the whole past school yr and am not aware enough for my problems😅😅😅 anyways

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has anyone done the daisy keech hourglass 10 minutes workout and if so has it worked?? how long did it take to see results?

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i want to be skinny enough to make brandy pjs look good on me

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Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

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im scheduling reposting this!

DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

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i miss food i miss egg sandwiches i miss cheezits and goldfish i miss potato chips i miss caprese sandwiches i miss french fries is it rly worth all that just to be skinny

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ok bro its not that i think fat people r ugly or smth and skinny people r prettier its like im so pro body positivity everyone is SO hot just not me!

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if eating 600 calories a day why no weight loss

if anorexia why not skinny yet

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been more depressed than ever!

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i know its bad to want stomach bug so i can lose weight but i want stomach bug so i can lose weight

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HELP i’m not eating more than like 700 calories per day at most basically but i’m not even feeling that hungry and i didn’t wake up hungry and i convinced myself i ate in my sleep?? am i eating too much if i don’t feel hungry like will i lose weight from this even?

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Reblog if

-between 12-15 yrs old

- restrictive ed

- want to lose abt 30lbs/ 15kg ish

- wanna be moots :))

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my rectangle ass will turn into an hourglass shape when i get skinny fs!

my ed convincing me that my bone structure will change if i just lose a couple more pounds:

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at times i literally wish i started restricting earlier. “if u started restricting in ___ u would’ve been thin by now”

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i love fast drivers, kill us idgaf