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suicide note that says "don't let them think the haters won I just had other shit going on"

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i listened to my body and it's asking for substances

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how could it have gone wrong, my approach was data-driven and trauma-informed

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i hate driving. here are the laws! if you break them there will be consequences! except youre also expected to break the law just a little bit. people will get mad at you if you dont. you dont have right of way but the person who does is waving you forward for some reason. here's the speed limit! it's not the speed limit, the actual speed limit is that plus ~5-10. the light is green but you're in the turning lane. can you go? should you have gone just then? the person behind you is honking at you. there's a weird noise coming from your engine; if you try to do the right thing and get it checked out, will you get scammed? you are driving a 1-2 ton metal machine rocketing at speeds unknown to humankind for most of history. around a million people die in car accidents every year; that's about one person every thirty seconds. if you take that seriously and try to drive safely then people get mad at you.

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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MULAN (1998) dir. Tony Bancroft, Barry Cook

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what a day! how should we end it? diarrhea?

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Love the word "also". I have more things to say

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Ego Nwodim & Bowen Yang

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demonic possession wouldn’t even affect me, i would just assume it’s The Symptoms

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me impatiently to the little french cat boiling me in a stew: chat am I cooked

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sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

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you don't "hate kids," you hate being forced into a caretaking role.

you don't "hate kids," you hate censorship passed off as family values.

you don't "hate kids," you hate the constrictiveness of the nuclear family.

you don't "hate kids," you're just not used to occupying fully age diverse spaces so you're not used to the noise or the many different kinds of needs.

you don't "hate kids," most public spaces just aren't built for kids, and so the few kids you see are always uncomfortable and distressed.

you don't "hate kids," you hate the intense social rules assigned to kids and anyone who interacts with kids.

You don't "hate kids," you hate how society reproduces its most restrictive elements and how kids are powerless to resist it.

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i dont like it when the task avoidance gets to the scary part