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mom, let me read too 😸

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romanticise your life, take pretty pictures, feel like the main character, light up a candle, read books, go for a walk, dance to your favourite music, buy yourself presents, do whatever you want, be happy - this is your life, don’t let anyone take it from you

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this broke my heart

Rhysand: I love it when you look at me like that.

Feyre: Like what?

Rhysand: Like my power isn't something to run from. Like you see me.

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have you ever loved someone? of course you have.

but have you cared about someone with every droplet of your weeping soul and handed someone the darkest corners of your caved mind? have you ever shifted your entire life to make sure that person was happy, just to have it all thrown from balcony and shattered onto the pavement below in a million tiny pieces?

have you had your heart broken? of course you have.

but have you given up your dreams to have theirs become the one and only priority? allowed them to talk down your god-given talents, making you believe that you were only ordinary? made you believe it was them that was extending insurmountable kindness to just “keep you around?”

i guess im the idiot that jumped off the cliff before looking out below to see if he was waiting, arms wide, at the bottom like he was yelling he was. but rather he stayed at the top behind me, pointing and laughing at my lack of ability to sprout wings, and of course he wouldnt want to be down there.

he would confuse details about me and his ex. he would keep his text histories clear. he would disappear for days at a time. he would swear it was just to focus on studies. not to worry. he would be seen out without me, with random girls on his lap, with her tongue down his throat, with his hand up her skirt. he would swear it wasnt him they saw, and i swore they had the wrong guy. not to worry. he would make the same continuous mistakes, he’d spew the same lies in an endless loop. he would promise they wouldnt happen again.  not to worry. he would take film photos of girls, beautifully captured stills from around the city, and say they were only strangers. not to worry. he would have scratch marks on his back, ones i didnt make. not to worry. he would act like the perfect boy his mother believed that he was. he would ask why i didnt trust in him.

so, go on. continue to make up stories. rub my name in the dirt. hurt every girl the same way you did me. it took me years to let go. but i have those wings now, and the view is clear up here.

/lions

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ETPA 2018 by corentin.hais2 Via Flickr: NEBULA Instagram’s account 📷

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⚓️ (at Charlie Palmer Steak DC) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByxtJLnp9um/?igshid=6bn3avt0gzsi

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onto year 3 💕🥂 (at Tysons Corner, Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByvkZv0JEWp/?igshid=9e6k1kp4jig

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FINALLY 😻 . i’ve always dreamed of one day having my own library, and i didn’t realize until today when we finally put all 3 of these shelves together that i’ve actually started my own little library already! . #bookstagram #shelfie #bibliophile #fortheloveofbooks #bookshelf (at Port Orange, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrUEkTfhssY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8ywcuboadmp

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why did i stop posting? im feelin a comeback 👀 to kick off, here’s nala with her huge black eyes when it’s about 10PM and shes deciding if she wants to sprint around the island a few more laps or she wants to snuggle. (at Port Orange, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BodIqUehu4C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14ssj43k9olns

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Velaris Aesthetic

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happy 25th anniversary @umdfauxpaz 💕 happy 9 months @joshua_singer 💞 📷pc: @todd_flemin (ty) (at The Clarice)

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holidays with my favorite people 🎄❣️ (at Lynchburg, Virginia)

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Palmer Alley NW, DC 12/19/2017

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23 & thriving 🌷 thank you @joshua_singer for making my birthday so sweet and lavishing. thank you @mastrosofficial for taking such good care of us (special thanks to manager ché for going above and beyond to make sure every detail was perfect). and thank you to all you loving friends and family who wished me a happy birthday. it was definitely one for the books. (at Mastro's Restaurants)

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