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im alive, just hard to add roleplaying in my daily schedule. but im alive.

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im sorry ive been absent, end of the year is quite tough for me. but i haven't given up on anyone.

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sorry for disappearing, but Ive been quite busy, but i will be back soon.

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and there was the kiss. mark couldn't describe how much he missed it, the tender touch against his skin melting mark's heart as the lips were brought together. mark's hand went up to the man's cheek, caressing the man's ears softly as he slowly moved away from his lips, but damn did he want it back. "you have no idea how much i wanted this." he whispered, giving a soft peck back at him, damn, there was only the two of them in the world at this point. "i was so scared of never doing this again." he whispered, kissing the man softly this time, a soft groan leaving our as he separated it once again, still close to his face. "making out in the third date? i swear I'm not this easy." he joked.

the energy shifted between them to a less serious subject and he couldn’t help but want to kiss the other as mark moved closer to him. Smiling to himself, “oh, that’s what you want?” He teased, his arm snaking around his waist as he leaned in further to fully connect their lips. It felt just as good as the first time and yet this time, they didn’t have any bystanders to break them apart. At least, none that mattered the way that his siblings did. His free hand came up to cup his cheek, “i missed this.” He mumbled against his lips.

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jesus could feel it, they were close enough that the man could feel the hardening, the member moving against his body slowly only made jesus close his eyes, a groan coming out of his lips. how could this all feel so real and so good? it wasn't like he had read or seen at all, it was... way better. listening to such a handsome man calling him beautiful was enough for him to leave a moan, a true lustful and needy moan from his lips. "fuck..." the jerking slowly getting to him, his own hand going down to touch the base of the man's cock. yet too shy to grab it. the kiss so sweet that when the man moved away, he missed it deeply. "what do you want to do to me?" his voice, so needy and breathy that Jesus could feel how horny he was, not being able to hold back any longer.

seeing the way that he reacted to his hand on him was exhilarating and despite Dino having done this with other partners, he couldn’t help but wonder if he was the first to ever touch Jesus. The closer the others hand got to his cock, the harder he grew. He couldn’t help but grow excited over the fact that the two of them were doing this, especially since they hadn’t done it the night before. “You look so good,” he breathed, his hand fully shifting around him as he started to stroke him, “I want to do more than touch you..” he trailed off and pressed his lips into his, slowly trailing them down his jaw.

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moonlight ruined me.

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the way their bodies were connected made him forget almost instantly about whatever they were talking about. how could he focus on anything when the connection of their first date had been restored? when the way for the success of this weird new exciting thing was at it's all time high at the moment. mark was excited and even more, he was filled with hope by this. Mark leaned forward, his hand going for the man's neck, caressing it as he stayed close to him. "you know what I want..." mark whined, playfully teasing the man before approaching a bit more, how could he be so beautiful even that close. "a kiss..." and a weight was moved out of his shoulders, being able to be this close and this open about it. mark was excited.

drake didn't feel as though he had to hold back now that their feelings were basically out in the open and it felt good to be like this with mark again. it almost felt as good as things did at the end of their first date. "i don't think that's necessarily true. depends on the situation." though, as the two of them moved closer to each other and the energy shifted into something else, his ice cream was suddenly forgotten about and he couldn't help but to toss it into a nearby trashcan. when he turned back toward mark, he leaned in slightly. "what do you want right now?" he asked, his hand sliding up his arm to further caress him.

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"yeah..." hell that was what jesus wanted. when the man's hand moved away from his waist, he knew what was coming, his body sensitive to the touch made him groan when his cock was touched by the man, a drop of precum messing on Dino's finger as he touched it. his eyes closed, slowly, letting the water and Dino's body to be connected as one sensation around him. his hand went slowly as well, laying on the man's pubs area, maybe shy to go lower, but so curious. "do I look good for you?" he whispered to the man, jesus had been a bit self conscious about his body, this being the first time exposed to his own body in a sexual manner made him crave for validation. "do you wanna touch me?" another whisper, this one lower, almost a groan.

as far as his body went, dino was pretty confident. if he had nothing else, he assumed that he was at least attractive and so that seemed to be enough to hold jesus' attention for now. he enjoyed the feeling of the hot water running over his muscles first thing in the morning but what he loved more than that was the other's hands moving around his body. his eyes met his and he nodded in response, "if that's what you want." and with that, he wasted no time allowing his own hand to fall from his waist to his hardened cock, his thumb going over his tip. "is this what you wanted?"

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there was a big smile on his lips, no longer being able to hold it together as his hand was held. he stopped by the man's side, moving slowly to stand in front of him, his thumb caressing the man's hand back. he could be like this forever. "we are." mark said soulfully, and then taking a final bite off his ice cream. "ice cream is the least romantic desert." he whispered back at him with a chuckle. "oh, so you know how much work they are. i have a bit more siblings, but you must understand." he said, the mood shfiting slowly in between them, no longer awkward. "do you know what i want right now?" mark asked, his eyes moving down the man's face, going through his nose and stopping at his lips. mark's licked his own lips looking at the man's.

as he confessed that he wanted this too, he couldn't help but to smile at the other in next to him. while drake was pretty certain that this wasn't one sided, the reassurance was almost relieving in a way. he felt the other touch his arm and his smile widened. "so," he started, stopping the two in their tracks for a moment to fully gain the other's attention, "we're doing this?" he asked, his free hand reaching to grab mark's hand and play with his fingers. at the mention of family, he nodded. "i have two younger siblings that i help my mom with and my dad's not in the picture. so, i get what you're going through."

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jesus took a deep breath as he felt his underwear going down, it was weird but extremely arousing to be naked with dino. his hand moved on the man's chest, going up his neck, eyes closed feeling the moment, until he was guided inside. and damn, the hot water hitting him and the way it glistened over dino's body as well. it was a good idea indeed to accept the shower. he stood quiet for a bit, hands going for his own body, washing it but at the same time, caressing himself, it was indeed something else being like this with someone else. "I'm fine... It's good..." he whispered, his hand going from himself to Dino's body, exploring it, going down from his chest to his belly. "we can touch each other?"

dino could tell that he was nervous and that's why he wanted him to be more than sure that this was something that he wanted to do. "hey," he spoke, "that's not what i'm worried about." truthfully, the only concern that he had is that jesus would regret doing this with him. he hoped that wouldn't end up being the case though. his hands shifted and push the other's underwear down his legs. "come on, the shower's warmed up by now." he didn't want to come on too strong, not yet. so instead, he tugged the other toward his shower stall and pulled him inside. closing the glass down behind them, the other's hands tugged him closer as they stood under the water. "you alright?" he breathed out.

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feeling like adding alternative universe for each of my official muses, but i have no idea how to organize it in the pages and everything? i wanted to add a mutant, fantasy and criminal verse for them...

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angel waited for damien to get everything back, he gave the man a helping hand, giving space in the backseat for his things before nodding, sitting back at his sit. he stretched his neck before looking out. angel had this car for awhile, it wasn't old, but angel was not a big fan of riding it, he always found driving way too much responsability, but for his job, he had to, so, there he was. he was focused on getting their way through the street when he heard the man, chuckling as he remembered the reason.

"yeah, my dad loved it, he used to listen to it in the house." he said, a smile on the corner of his lips as he nodded to himself. the memories almost fresh whenever he listened to old tunes like these, the instrumental bringing emotions alongisde the rhythim. "but you can change, if you want, all good, we are almost home anyway." he said, stopping for a sign, it was the last one before they reached home.

"so how was the crowd from up there?"

Damien didn't have to wait very long, their eyes connected. Before it can be registered; the full thought of crossing into the street or over to the parking lot, Angel is approaching him with a mismatched energy. Burrows furrow a little in confusion but a lax smile remains pasted on his visage;"Yeah, all set. See? I promised I wouldn't make you wait." A left arm lifts;"I got you one for later, or tomorrow." A Dr. Pepper Strawberries and Cream is lifted into peripherals. It wasn't an outright conversation, but it was a notable choice that was always picked. It would be too far fetched to assume it was a favorite.

At the proposed question, a simple nod along with a muttered yeah is given. If a move is made for his guitar case, Damien wouldn't stop Angel from helping considering hands were full. If it was only company to walk with, they'd make the short trek back to the car, put the sodas away or temporarily on the roof so he could swing the case forward, over the head and into the back seat. In the process, the choice of genre that reached earshot piques interest while settling into the seat with drinks in tow;"You like jazz?" It's clear, his tone and facial expression reflected genuine curiosity rather than asking with a sentiment off judgement. Jazz was not something heard very often.

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was it okay? mark didn't know for sure, his mind rushed for a second with anxiety. but he couldn't dwell on it, lose this opportunity to show the man he was serious about him, because of such a thing. he took a deep breath and then ate another piece of his ice cream. "i wanna try this again too." he said, his hand looking for the others, shying his way through small bumps to drake's side as he walked alongisde him, his finger touching the man's arms, a desperate need for contact. "i think it's time for me to… try this." he said, it's been awhile mark had even thought about going on dates, and this time being with drake, an old colleague, well, it was destiny indeed. "and you? do you have any family?" he asked.

drake didn't want to do anything that may ruin what the two of them had but he knew that being honest was the best thing he could do. he also didn't want to get too invested and end up getting his heart broken either. "it's okay," he breathed out, focusing on his ice cream for a moment as he did so. he didn't want to continue to focus on the past, especially since it seemed as though mark was going to try harder and to him, that was reassuring. "i really just want to give this a try. it's something you want too, right?" he didn't want to assume. he just wanted to make sure that the two of them were on the same page at this point.

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jesus' body always found it's way to sabotage jesus. even though jesus wanted it maybe even more than dino, his body warming up for desire, his mouth watering with lust, he didn't like that his body was reacting to it so instantly. he didn't want to be seen as needy as he actually was. and there came the man's voice, a groan, a soft hum coming out of his lips as the man spoke to him, the hand causing him to melt, but the most embarrassing part for jesus was the small wet spot that slowly formed around his underwear. he didn't just precum by the man's suggestion, did he? "it's not as big as..." and jesus stopped talking. "i mean... it's average... but... sure..." jesus said, pulling his underwear just a bit down, giving the man his permission to pull it all the way, as his hand went to his chest, pressing on it.

dino didn't expect this to happen, especially since the two didn't get too far the night before. regardless of that, he still had a good time with jesus. he opened up the shower stall, giving the water a few moments to warm up and giving the other his full attention. he scanned over him, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as he saw his erection growing in the confines of his underwear. he stepped forward, eyes meeting his and his hand landing on the other's waist. "can i take these off for you?" he asked, his free hand coming up to caress the side of his neck.

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hello!! way too relaxed today

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mark understood what the man was saying, but there was this deep complicated feeling inside of him, an emotion he was yet to untangle in his mind about this situation. the image of his father in a pleasant tone, as it was on his memories of this place, was not common for him, which made him realize why it was so easy to talk to drake about these things. he had not yet met the creature his father was to his family, the cause of the fear in mark's mind. "you are right." mark said anyway. even thought his father was absence and his mother was unresponsable and had stole most of his life, it was time for him to take it back. it hurt him to even consider it, but drake deserved better, and maybe, mark deserved it too. "i'm sorry for last time." emma had advised on him to not dwell on his mistakes much, but mark couldn't help it. "it wont happen again, and i will try to do better." mark said the words and it struck himself in a weird. once again, trying to do better, not enough.

drake didn't want to push him into doing anything that he didn't want to do but at the end of the day, if they were going to start seeing each other in a serious manner then he wanted to make sure that he was just as important as his family was. "i don't think that taking time for yourself or dating is going to make them feel as though you're abandoning them. taking a night or even two doesn't mean you're going anywhere. they're old enough to understand, i'm sure." at least, he assumed most of them were. "i just, if we're going to do this then i don't want to be continuedly forgotten about when something comes up, you know?"

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jesus' purred, his hand wrapping on the man's shirt, before he could feel his own being pull away, his mind distracted with the taste of dino on his lips. as their kiss was set apart, jesus peered down dino's body and his own, the way they were stuck together, the magnetism of their connection clear in their physicality. when dino moved to open up the shower, jesus took his own pants down, staying on his underwear. jesus was still nervous, dino tall structure covered him most of the time, and it made him feel safe and protected and there was something about it that was dangerous for jesus. addicting, he might even say. he watched as the man's outfit was taken off, one cloth after another, feeling like a small show in front of jesus, his body reacting immediately, a mount growing on his underwear. which made him conscious of taking it down too.

dino couldn't help the smirk that took over his face as the other spoke. it seemed as though he were into it and that he wanted to do some things with dino. he just wanted to make sure that before the two of them got into this, that he wasn't going to end up crossing a line. he loved the feeling of the other's hands on his chest, head nodding. "i can do that." he breathed out and fully pressed his lips against the other male's, his hands slowly working on ridding the other of his clothes without breaking their kiss, leaving jesus' shirt for last. once he broke the kiss to rid the younger male of his shirt, he shifted away from him to turn on the shower and allow it to warm up. which in turn, gave him time to strip himself of his own clothes.