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[softdykellie]

soo my account has been shadowbanned and i cant get messages nor send them, i dont even know if this post will reach anyone but tumblr wont answer my emails and i am restless on this being my mental health maintenance so i will be making a new account although it is heartbreaking for me to start over now but, yeah i guess i have no other options

[softdykellie]

im so sorry if im ignoring anyone by the way, my message tab completely disappeared from my tumblr like it simply isn’t there soo… also this blog and the nice people here are legitimately the only thing keeping me from jumping off a bridge so if this doesnt get fixed i dont even know what im going to do unironically

[softdykellie]

pls dont rush urself i love these <3 gotta know which tlou girl im shipped with

man hating (/hj) lesbian here! im 5'6, not super muscular but pretty athletic (i do karate and track), got short fluffy auburn hair n blue eyes and a bunch of freckles. definitely got a grungy masc style. id consider myself an introvert but really talkative with the right people, im a leo if that helps any, and im not *super* touchy even tho im def not touched starved ermm whatt.... but i am very emotionally clingy and will literally protect ppl i care about with my life. love language is acts of service and quality time i think? i dont like people who arent loyal/lie a lot. im a dog person n i love love music. im also into archery and art. uhhhh im kind of socially awkward ngl. apparently im great with kids even though im not a huge fan of them??

ps also i love buff women :) and just women in general hhhgjjgjjdnnfndn

i ship you with me! message me- you met ellie when you were in early middle school, at the corner of your eye you could see another girl getting picked on and immediately went up to the perpetrator to make them stop, except someone was a couple steps ahead of you, pushing the bully to the ground and pulling on their hair though way bigger than themselves. when the teacher finally saw what was happening and approached the situation she had asked you what happened and although lying wasn’t something you were a fan of maybe just this once it couldn’t be so bad to defend the auburn haired girl, it was for a good cause after all. ellie never let you live it down, immediately growing attached and protective of you, a feeling that would linger way towards your teenage years and adulthood. you grew apart over the years, not quite hanging around the same crowd, but still the homeliness of eachother was unavoidable and at least monthly hangouts were due, until one day you got in a fight, ellie nowhere to be seen and you no longer dealing with eight year olds it was a mess, but you couldn’t watch something awful unravel before you and not step up to help. you were’t sure exactly who called her or how long you stood around with a pack of frozen meat to your eye as to ice it, but ellie arrived fuming. you argued, knowing she’d do exactly the same thing if not worse, arguing that is precisely why you became friends in the first place and suddenly you see her eyes sparkle a little too much, remnants of tears. she was worried sick about you and you were hurt and if you had just called her she could’ve helped and… kiss. just a never-ending-breath-stealing-friends-to-lovers-long-mutual-pining kiss. jesse slowly slipped dina ten bucks. they had a bet about how long it would take before one of you confessed.

[softdykellie]

helloo, here for the anon game :))

im very much into astrology: cap sun, pisces moon and rising. i’d say im an ambivert, extrovert leaning. i can be really bubbly and outgoing but there are certainly times where i’m more reserved. id like to think i’m a kind, loyal and caring. im also really passionate and strong willed (eldest daughter lol) i love partying and dancing but am also a sucker for a night in playing board games and watching movies. i love love love music and am very passionate about it (consists of lots of shoegaze, rnb and reggaeton). im also a proud latina, first generation student studying political science

so cool that you’re doing this btw :)

dina is an absolute sucker for you, she would absolutely not have it if you were in a bad mood, always needing to make jokes to cheer you up and would jokingly threaten anyone that were to annoy you in the slightest as that was her exclusive job, though likely very close with your younger siblings desperately wanting closeness with your family to the point she almost seemed like part of it herself most times. the moment she first realized her romantic feelings towards you was during a night out dancing where she suddenly felt extremely aware of your every movement so close to her body it sent her shivers, dina was not used to being flustered, grabbing you closer and playing it off as a friendly dance though you could smell her perfume and breath on your neck, you were perfectly comfortable with her until your girlfriend abby pointed out maybe you shouldn’t be but… maybe you liked the attention from your best friend more than you let yourself admit? it wasn’t time to think about that anyways because there went abby kissing your cheek, playing with your hair and encouraging you like she always did with everything

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okay, i’m too curious to not send an ask about the descriptor thing </3. i’m 5’0, have blue eyes, and long, light brown hair. i would say i’m pretty curvy and slim but not athletic or overly thin, i don’t work out. i’m a lesbian and have a gemini sun, libra moon, cancer rising. i’m really spiritual. enfp is my mbti 4w5 is my enneagram. as far as interests go, i love reading, writing, baking, tarot, and watching horror movies. i’m a cat person too and im lowkey afraid of dogs, i have a scar on my arm from one. i’m not really interested in having kids, i wanna be the cool, artsy, mysterious, milfy aunt <3 and i’d rather invest that time and money in travel or a nice house or assets. my career goal is to be an addictions counselor. i’m experienced in relationships and i’ve been burned so i take some time to open up, i’m also autistic and have bipolar ii. my aesthetic is definitely at a crossroads between masc and femme. my sense of humor either really stupid or some complex, complicated wordplay/reference, no in between lol. my favorite artists are ethel cain and julien baker ‼️‼️ and my favorite flowers are pansies

abby is instantly drawn to you from the second you meet, glancing up at you at every opportunity she possibly has without making it too obvious though she has no idea how to approach you, your head deep inside a book. she scribbled the title with a pen on the palms of her hand and later that night tried to comprehend what the hell it was that she attempted to write, now completely smudged. after a couple of squints and deep thought she remembered and immediately went to buy the book for herself so she would be able to say something to you, planning out in her head the way she’s oh-so-nonchalantly mention good book or i like the part when- and impress you. abby tried to play it stoic with everyone, but in reality she really wanted someone to let her guard down with and whatever fantasy she had created in her mind in ten minutes of considerate staring was too overwhelming to ignore. she loved getting to know you when she finally got up the courage to approach you, this girl would listen to you as though you were sharing the secrets of the universe with every word you said and she must pay attention intently, and she would be so gentle with you as she’s unsure of your feelings, toeing the line between romantic and platonic so carefully as to not scare you away and still have the opportunity to be in your life regardless, though she grows more confident and dominant during your established relationship, used to teasing you and smiling into your kisses

[softdykellie]

lowk curious about which tlou girl you'd ship me with so

i have black hair and brown eyes, around like 5ft in height. i have glasses and a couple piercings and tattoos as well. normally i go for like a messy style of makeup (smudged eyeliner, lip stain, etc.) and my style is generally pretty feminine, lots of tighter tops, short skirts and im also a big fan of baggy jeans and stuff like that. i really like movies and music and books and im pretty artsy, i have dozens of sketchbooks and other art supplies scattered around my room. i'm pretty reserved and like quiet but also pretty loud once you actually get to know me. i love animals especially cats and my favorite color is purple.

not really sure what else to add but i love your writing and im excited to see who you'll pair me with !!

dina is absolutely obsessed with you nearly from the moment she first saw you. you noticed her staring at you from across the room but there was no way you’d move forward and approach her, you’ve seen her before hanging out with your old hook up ellie and that was not the kind of drama you needed in your life, you thought to yourself before taking a sip of your drink and enjoying the rest of the party you were in with your friends. the next time you see eachother is at a drawing class you picked up and there she is, sat in the middle of multiple different chairs and easels as a model. you thought you imagined the way she’d sometimes wink at you as you looked up to reference her for your painting, but by the end it seemed like you were both in on a secret joke no one else seemed to get the fun of and it transcended into your art in the form of color and livelihood, when later a relationship bloomed between you two the nickname muse never seemed to leave.

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to every single one of you who sent me something (and continue to do so! im still not done answering them!) i hope you know i am in love with you and i hope youre happy with your designated tlou girlfriend and the scenario is up to your daydream standards <33

okay so trying something out ive seen in other fandoms but so far not here, if this flops i’ll pretend it never happened but like… send me a little anon describing a bit about yourself and i’ll tell you which tlou girl would fall in love with you and how you met

[softdykellie]

omgomgomg but like who do you ship me with

okayyy, so im a bi girl, dirty blonde hair, blue/green eyes, im around 170cm (i think thats like 5'7) ive got freckles and idk what else to say abt looks

am an estp cancer, and definitely have an attitude. im also an ambivert probably and i like music so much, my favorite kind is likee alternative and 70's rock, and i also have like a mixed style, but i like to think of it as rockstar girlfriend.

my favorite color is green (sage) and fav flowers are tulips (they are just the prettiest) i love taking risks because we only live once. i also loveee spontaneous things and random fun

i also love wearing a bold lip mostly like red OR something completely neutral and theres no in between, im also a total cat person

ty and sorry for the terrible grammar im very sleep deprived 💋💋

babe i was literally cracking my brain to figure out who i’d ship you with so i thought i’m just gonna run with all of them- you found out you liked girls through a seven minutes in heaven game in high school where the bottle landed on dina who grabbed your hand leading you towards the designated make out closet and held your face in her hands as if she carried a star between her fingertips before capturing your lips, green apple lipgloss, light alcohol and effortless softness that left you breathless. you dated for a while, the girl made it a hobby to map out real constellations on your freckles and tease you about your music taste she didn’t quite get yet still memorized, you only broke up when jesse entered the scene driving a wedge in your previously perfect relationship. by the time her and jesse no longer worked out and missing you became an all too usual feeling it was too late, because there she found you with ellie. the first time you met she’d solely refer to you as her groupie, always catching your eye while she played guitar as though you were a safehaven among any crowd, she was cocky with you, playful, wrap her arms around your shoulders and make you blush at any opportunity, you brought out a fire inside her that would not be extinguished by anything and god did this girl absolutely adore showing off to you. when you broke up after a heated fight the following months meant three different angsty heartbreak songs finding their way to you, obviously through her. that’s when abby came along. your close friend who has been there since the beginning, suddenly edging on a little too long about how annoying your ex girlfriend was- besides completely obsessed with you! when you finally caved to teasing, asking her if she was jealous you were surprised at the reply: what if i am? the rest was history (…and sex).

[softdykellie]

hiiii this is for the tlou description thingy!!

ok so i have purple-blue hair and blue eyes. i’m 5‘3 and kinda pale so i get sunburned quickly but also love summer! i have bpd and that’s obviously an important part of my life lmao. i’m kinda artsy, obsessed with astrology, space, radiohead, lana del rey, gravity falls and bojack horseman. i also regularly smoke lol. my aesthetic is kinda grunge and whimsy goth and i absolutely adore cats!! i’m a very emotional and sensitive but also sarcastic and creative person and i NEED a person that can handle my emotional side.

idk what else to say about me so i hope it’s enough!!

uhh plot twist i ship you with me?? bpd girlfriends?? please message me??? please?? you met ellie at the back porch of a party you regretted attending, escaping the loud noise and petting a stray cat while waiting to sober up before you were fully able to return home. she had started therapy a couple months following her breakup with long term girlfriend dina, whom you were acquainted with, and finally went out on her own for fun without the weight of her own feelings falling down on her, or so she thought, before she felt the need to escape and smoke a blunt to ease the newfound anxiety she has been struggling with. when your eyes met hers, troubled by the sound of steps coming up behind her, and asked for a hit of whatever she was inhaling she thought you were beautiful, in fact breathtaking seemed more accurate, but fuck was it not the time to get involved in anything romantic. you talked the entire night and forgot your plans to go home so quickly in between the seamless banter and effortlessly deep existential conversations, staring at eachother’s lips and pretending it was all eagerness for your turn to smoke and not an installed hunger for a kiss. you didn’t exchange numbers at the end of the night and both of you woke up the next morning bitterly regretting it, unsure of when you’d see eachother again. you meet again a month later, randomly walking into eachother on the street and a joke about destiny had you both flustered before a spontaneous date. she was so quickly in love with the way you described all of your feelings so deeply and she so intensely related it scared the living hell out of her, you spent weeks getting lost in eachother’s lips and thoughts and learning every detail of eachother as though you’ve known eachother forever, anticipating every action and reaction of one another, instinctively memorizing all your quirks, hobbies and expressions. you never fully established your relationship status but you two were deeply enthralled in eachother and this girl would write whole fifty pages about the damn sparkle in your eye on her diary nearly every week like it’s brand new information.

[softdykellie]

okay I wanna know which would fall in love w me 🙏

Im like 5’4 w brown curly hair and I’m either really outgoing or quiet depending on my mood but I’m also really emotional w a deep sense of justice. I like music (collecting vinyls, making music etc) and dancing/videogames

I also love taking care of kids/babies, I definitely never want one of my own bc I couldn’t handle that but I love playing w babies or toddlers. My love languages r definitely words of affirmation and receiving/giving gifts, but I also like physical touch unless it’s too much if that makes sense cus I can be a distant person sometimes.

you were dina’s best friend when ellie first got to jackson and in all honesty you weren’t too fond of the girl hogging all the food either with all her loud cursing and strange attitude, but you were curious. the two of you took awhile to get truly acquainted, it was joel you were drawn closer to as you sparked up conversation quite often which came as a shock to nearly everyone around the both of you who were often seen as more reserved with new people, but you reminded him of sarah and he similarly felt like an odd father figure to you which ellie secretly was not so eager about. you bonded over music at one of dina’s sleepovers when neither of you could sleep duo to nightmares and spent the entire night talking about your own interpretation of songs and lightly making jabs at joel’s music taste– it was the first time ellie thought maybe you weren’t so bad after all. you gave her your most prized possession record for her birthday and begged her to take care of it otherwise you’d chop her head off, and for yours she played you your favorite song on the guitar which she had shamefully practiced with joel an insufferable amount of times, making you promise not to laugh before she started, lightly humming you the lyrics. you didn’t know what exactly you were doing when you leaned in for a kiss, you just know there was no more separating you and ellie (seriously, for anything) ever.

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Hellooooo! So my names Hannah and I’m an Aquarius. I am 5’6-7 and I love animals. I love music, reading, and all art forms. My favorite books are probably: a good girls guide to murder, Chaos Walking, and Hunger games trilogy. I love Taylor swift. I love having partners who cuddle me and I love like intimate secret sharing while interlocked and sleepy ☺️. I love TLOU and Hogwarts Legacy. I don’t really know what kind of information to put in here but most people would describe me as: gentle, loyal, comforting, maternal, mature, funny, and lovable. Whoever you put me with I will love.

Muah muah- Hannah 🫶🏼

absolutely any time someone brought up your name in conversation, abby’s whole demeanor changed. you were only best friends, she would tell everyone who questioned the subtle blush of her cheeks or corner smile at your presence, but this girl would lay in her bed at night, face shoved in a pillow, screaming out the lyrics to enchanted (please don’t be in love with someone else! please don’t have somebody waiting on you!) like it was her own personal bible and still wake up the next morning and complain you put taylor swift on the radio again. she was a whole seven months into a relationship with owen when she realized feelings weren’t something she could force and it was becoming a little too pathetic to close her eyes and envision you every time she kissed her literal boyfriend, but how would she even confess her feelings? abby was terrified of ruining your friendship, you were one of the extremely few people who truly knew her and the idea of losing you forever was absolutely haunting, little did she know that her relationship with owen meant to save hers with you was actually pushing you away, also tired of pretending you didn’t harbor feelings for the blonde girl. it was three in the morning when she showed up at your doorstep as if you were inside a movie and came clean about her feelings, it was such a shame it was too late and your brand new girlfriend dina was inside waiting for you.

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hii!! this is for the anon game! so i’m a lesbian, a philosophy major (interested in political philosophy and existentialism), i’m not super extroverted but i love being around friends cooking for them or just going on walks, i’m pretty crafty and collect hobbies basically (crocheting, knitting, making earrings, music) i just love learning new things, i feel like i’m pretty attentive and remember small things about certain people i like keeping a mental checklist of things people i love like in case it ever comes up. i’m a long skirt girlie i love a long flowy skirt and i would die for mascs hehe

again a modern!au but ellie immediately thought you were the coolest girl she has ever seen the first time she heard you speak in a class you two shared together she was thinking of dropping up until the point the professor pushed you into sharing your ideas. she would come up to you after class and tell you how she agreed with what you said and then immediately stumble onto herself which luckily you thought was endearing. you texted a lot, mainly finding excuses to talk about your course, but the first time you hung out together you were locked out of your college dorm thanks to your roommate and there goes ellie to the rescue. she smokes while you sit on dina’s empty bed gushing about your hobbies and ellie would absolutely not leave you alone after learning of all the crafty things you do, constantly sending you different ideas and even drawings of things she pictured in her mind she was sure you could do and make it look amazing. it took her a couple months to confess her feelings but she ultimately did so when you found a sketch of your face surrounded by hearts and stars among the papers of craft ideas she was bringing over to you and asked what that was about.

[softdykellie]

ok i wanna know which tlou girl would fall in love with me

i’m short and blonde and LOVE working out, like total gym rat. i love being active and training in the gym, i love cooking with an SO, and cuddling and just existing in the same space with them. physical touch and acts of service are my main love languages (with some words of affirmation), and i tend to love someone who wants to actually go to the gym with me and do similar things and be strong together. i love someone who would want to be open about the our relationship and show PDA and let me love on them 24/7 and never get annoyed. i am clingy asf and i love when my SO is also clingy. hugging, kissing, texting all the time, not spending too much time apart. i LOVE THAT.

you are ellie’s ex girlfriend. you broke up for a number of reasons (though none of which meant she stopped loving you, she’d just never tell) and quite frankly it ended in absolute earth shattering life altering heartbreaking fashion, you barely had the energy to leave your bed for weeks afterwards. what you weren’t aware of was that a certain girl at your gym noticed your absense and cursed herself every single day for not having asked you out earlier (she convinced herself it would make her seem too predatory, she hated it when men did that so maybe she shouldn’t either). when you finally returned, abby nearly dropped her weights on her own foot when she saw you, the girl has not smiled so big in ages, though she noticed your usual chirpy demeanor was a little off. after two weeks, afraid she would miss her chance again, she gathered up the courage to ask if you would train with her and you said yes, hanging out so often afterwards out to cafés for smoothies and even parks for jogging you felt yourself becoming so comfortable with this girl who you clearly felt had a thing for you with the way she worshipped the ground you walked on. you made the first move with a quick goodbye peck after practice and as soon as you turned around to leave abby’s reaction kicked in and she enveloped you in a kiss, very sweaty and wet, though you barely cared at the time, melting into her.

[softdykellie]

Hey girlie! Happy to see a new person in the fandom! I am really interested to know which tlou girlie fall in love with me.

I am an Aquarius cis-lesbian who is very feminine. I like to nurture things and take care of things like planets and little animals I see in nature. I am a relatively cheerful and I am someone that makes a lot of jokes, but also I can be kinda aloof and distant when things touch on things I don’t want to talk about. Like the past or things that I regret. I am a kind, gentle, and cheerful person with a sad soul. I always try to make others feel loved even when I don’t 💔 and just to reference the show, I would be the protected kind of person like frank.

Okay, thank you for reading that edgy mess! 🐰

ellie doesn’t like you at first but she claims it’s not that she doesn’t like you, it’s that you make her uncomfortable, the way you were drawn to gentleness and beauty in a world where that seemed nearly impossible to harbor, she felt like watching a walking sunshine every time you had similar gigs around jackson and her only sane reaction was to cover her eyes. until she saw you crying by the horse stables for the first time. you hadn’t noticed her at first and she deeply debated whether or not to approach you – you weren’t close and maybe you just wanted to be alone – but the way you tried to stiffle your sobs in your hands left her heart aching, she understood pain too well. she cracked a joke out of nowhere which completely startled you at first before she attempted to soften her approach and talk to you, despite your nature you allowed yourself to tell her a little of what ached you and ellie had since then taken upon herself to take care of you. her walking sunshine crying? unacceptable. she didn’t even notice the romantic feelings growing until she saw a stable boy flirt (he wasn’t flirting, he was literally just saying how good you were with animals) with you and the girl was fuming. two days later she asked you out, extremely anxious you might deny her.

[softdykellie]

ooooo i love these lil anon things!!! i haven’t done one of these in years. i won’t let your idea flop bestie

i am nineteen and a pre-law student who is really into their studies. i love taking on new hobbies but spend most of my time creative writing and reading; most people consider me extremely personable (sometimes overly nice). i have really eclectic taste and love loud vintage clothing/decorations. i am naturally an introvert who loves spending time alone but tend to man the conversation when i’m around people. i also love a good college party and engaging in… *cough*… substances (which most people don’t expect because i do not look like the type. i have chronic baby face haha)

modern!au version because i feel it fits best, the first time any of them see you is precisely at a college party, dina and ellie spot you nearly immediately in the crowd of people and dina is quick to call dibs while she watches jesse fail miserably at flirting with you. i sense you and dina would hook up at that first party and you’d spend the aftermath sharing a blunt with her and ellie whose attempt at a nonchalant attitude completely faltered at any sight of your smile, she would secretly (though the excessive jokes trying to make you laugh would sometimes give her away) harbor a crush on you for awhile though i believe ultimately you and dina become an official thing before she has the opportunity to make a proper move, and trust me dina would absolutely love your writing and quirks and encourage you in absolutely everything the girl thinks you’re the personification of fireworks and always makes you feel like it

[softdykellie]

okay so trying something out ive seen in other fandoms but so far not here, if this flops i’ll pretend it never happened but like… send me a little anon describing a bit about yourself and i’ll tell you which tlou girl would fall in love with you and how you met

[softdykellie]

My sexual fantasy is someone being so obsessed with me that they cannot go one day without talking to me