The Boring-30s, single, NW/WestCentral BFE Missouri, Paralyzed, independent, stable, loyal, loner-ish, chill, introvert with occasional extrovert moments, educated, free thinker, Anarchist leaning Libertarian with a couple Nihilist streaks. The Kink-DL is my primary kink. Cuckolding, AB, Humiliation, ABF, and Exhibitionism follow somewhere behind that. But I’m a true Hedonist and Kink Explorer with the ability to switch roles. My favorite thing to do is trying something new for the first time. Even if I’m positive I’ll hate it, I can’t help but get excited when taken into the unknown.
The diaper I would normally wear (top) VS one of the THINNER padding arrangements that mommy insist that I wear when she’s with me. And lately she’s been with me 24/7. Even when I’m completely dry, my diapers create an extremely noticeable and humiliating bulge in the crotch of my pants that only becomes even more obvious once I hop into my wheelchair and the diapers spread my legs further apart and the bulk of the diapers is pressured to bulge out even further. Mommy even had to buy me new jeans from a “special needs” clothier that have the extra room needed to fit my comically thick diapers that I’m now kept in 24/7.
Oh yeah, they more than DOUBLE in their total thickness once they’ve been thoroughly soaked! The only way mommy will let me hide my soaking wet and bulging diapers is by getting out one of the fresh diapers from the diaper bag she carries everywhere we go, and letting me hold it in my lap over my embarrassing diaper bulge. But the only thing that accomplishes is confirming everyone’s suspicion that my mommy is actually carrying a diaper bag and that she’s probably about ready to take me somewhere private to change my diapers. 😂
Oh, if they only new how much I DREAMED of a private diaper change when we are away from home. Maybe they’ll catch me having my diaper changed by my mother out in the parking lot in the back of the car!
While she laid out the changing pad and changing supplies in the back of the car, I was BEGGING her not do this to me. But every time I asked her not to change my diaper right here in the car, she would just start talking louder and louder. I’m positive everybody on every level of the downtown parking garage heard her shouting at me about how wet my diaper was and how my diaper needed to be changed immediately before I ended up with a diaper rash!
There was no stopping her. Within just a few minutes she was changing my soggy diaper right there in plain sight in the busy downtown public parking garage during the lunch hour.
I’m not sure what part of this is the worst. Maybe its the shame of how easily I was talked into wearing diapers for my bedwetting… Maybe it’s because I didn’t protest more when she insisted on thick babyish diapers with multiple stuffers… Maybe it’s the fact that for 3 mornings in a row now I’ve woken up wet… Maybe it’s the fact that I’ve overheard her on the phone discussing it with her sister and friends…
Or maybe, it’s about to be because I have to now show her that I didn’t just wet my diaper last night… And I already know what my punishment is going to be…….
This is normal for an ABDL to feel. You need a Mommy to care for you......BUT what do you bring to the table?
I get messages daily asking me to be someones mommy or finding a mommy for them. IT DOES NOT WORK LIKE THAT.
I knew my husband many years before we were married and I cant see being a mommy to anyone else or someone random. We have a special connection and deep intimacy that grows with this lifestyle. Had he just shown up in my inbox demanding I dominate him and regress him I would have probably blocked and reported him.
Spend time getting to know a woman. Very few Mommy dommes go into this single looking for an ABDL partner unless they are in it for money. Most are introduced to it by someone they love. LET THAT LAST PART SINK IN!
Want a Mommy? Build a relationship and slowly and gently introduce them to the little you (with proper consent of course)
I promise you will have better success than expecting to find the perfect Mommy out there just looking for you.