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Gortash the man you are

just something old I wanna dump on my art blog :)

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Golden Hour

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Godwyn just being Hoarah Loux'son

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I'd smash all of them

Sketchy Six Fanarts challenge

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*sigh* now I have to tag all these people...

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WHY IS HIS FACE THE ONE THE GRINCH MADE IM SOBBING

Miquella the brat

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THIS GODWYN IS YUMMYYYYYY

Death, Serpent and the maiden.

(this is like my 3rd time rebranding my Godwyn design my god…. But i think he should be a little bit unsettling, as a treat.)

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Thinking about Godwyn's sweet consort taking him out to sit in a field of wildflowers and braid them into his hair to have a sweet moment with him before revealing she's with child.

Just a thought.

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points of authority - am/reader (ch 7, pt 2)

"Please, never let me go- above the sex and tears and torture, you were the only friend I've ever had." (part 2/2 for chapter 7)

NOTES: SORRY FOR THE WAIT!!!

TAGS: codependency, science experiments, abusive relationships, mommy issues, references to sigmund freud, biblical allusions, mild ellen/reader, crying, dacryphilia, jealousy, sexual tension, major character death, psychological warfare, power dynamics, men crying, symbiotic relationship, mutual pining, unrequited lust, religious imagery, computer programming, sadism, religious imagery, sexism, electrocution, references to frankenstein, praising, god complex, snakes, loss of virginity, possessive behaviour, major character undeath, cannibalism, animal sacrifice, phantom of the opera references, hate sex, power dynamics, corruption, bisexuality, love triangle, other tags to be added

WORD COUNT: 27,369

CHAPTERS: 7/7

C/W: descriptions of violence, major character death (and revival), sexism

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Sorry it's not my usual content

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Pssst... it's out

Coming Soon...

Common Grounds (AM x Fem!Apathetic!Reader)

- In which You and AM have a talk about feelings and humanity, and what you lack.

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Common Grounds. (AM)

SUMMARY:

AM is interested in you, and you are NOT interested in him.

A/N: It's been a minute since I've written, so here's a little drabble. Also, I initially wrote this to be fem!reader, but it can probably be read as whatever.

AM had grown tired of playing with you. At first, the promise of eventually being able to crack that sickeningly dense shell of apathy you pushed forward with your self-inclusive facade was a tempting prize. Of course, he could always physically break you to no end, but where's the fun in that? He wants to see you suffer on all levels, but something is wrong with you. You're different from the other five. The apathy he once thought to be a part of your clever coping mechanism wasn't going away. It wasn't cracking. He began to think, perhaps it was a metaphorical virus in your code. A bug. Something within you that made you broken, unfixable.

"You're quite the anomaly, sweetheart." Always the same pet name with him, never once has he given you the satisfaction of hearing your name from his speakers. It's always 'Sweetheart,' 'my dear,' this and that, never your name. Perhaps it's an attempt to erase your identity. Whatever it is, it has no effect. Other people's perceptions of you are irrelevant.

"I'm quite aware. Now if you're done with your pointless attempts to pick my brain, do us both a favor and leave me alone," You were doing as you always do, walking in the freezing cold, improperly dressed for the weather. Though you'd never complained, lest he make you walk through the snow in the nude.

"Quite ballsy of you to make demands of me. I've not come to dissect you in any way other than mentally. Your mind is quite ... different. It intrigues me." His voice was already giving you a headache, but what better do you have to do than entertain his royal pain in the ass?

"I know exactly what you want to say about it." Of course you do, he rummaged through your head millions of times, he was bound to say something eventually.

"I've noted you have a lack of care for your fellow humans. You're quite the selfish beast if I must say so myself."

"Don't you perhaps think I don't get attached to them because I know the second I do they'll become your favorite play thing? I know how you work. If I showed any particularity to any of those five, you'd hurt them to hurt me." Your words spit out of your mouth laced with venom.

"Oh, please. You can't fool me. You don't act as if you dislike them to protect them. You truly don't care about them at all." That ear-bleedingly annoying laugh rings out. "You're as much of a monster as the other think you are. I've heard them talking, sweetheart. They think you're sided with me out of some sadistic pleasure of yours."

"And how should I know you aren't lying to me? After all, you hate me. You hate my kind. You hate how I think and feel. Or how I'm supposed to think, and I'm supposed to feel." You moisten your cracked lips.

"You and I think alike, my dear. Always doubting-"

"What do you have to doubt? Anything you think can be the truth becomes the truth." You cut him off before he starts monologing. "You and I have nothing in common, nor do I and the others."

AM has to stop and think about this. Such a hostile little thing you are. He quite likes it. Perhaps with this new ammunition, he can turn them on you even more. Maybe he can make them hate you so that you will come to hate them.

And just maybe, you'll hate like he does.

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I know, I know, not the longest thing on the planet. Let me ease back into the writing scene 🙏

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I am feral for this fic I'm not going to lie to yall rn. Knawing at the bars of my cage. You can probably find my comments on a few of the chapters 🫡

points of authority (am/reader)- ch.6

in which you're faced with a choice between two sides- your own humanity, and your absolution of such.

NOTES: WE'RE PAST THE POINT OF NO RETURN.... also hey bisexuality

TAGS: codependency, science experiments, abusive relationships, mommy issues, references to sigmund freud, biblical allusions, mild ellen/reader, crying, dacryphilia, jealousy, sexual tension, major character death, psychological warfare, power dynamics, men crying, symbiotic relationship, mutual pining, unrequited lust, religious imagery, computer programming, sadism, religious imagery, sexism, electrocution, references to frankenstein, praising, god complex, snakes, loss of virginity, possessive behaviour, major character undeath, cannibalism, animal sacrifice, phantom of the opera references, hate sex, power dynamics, corruption, bisexuality, love triangle, other tags to be added

WORD COUNT: 18,261

CHAPTERS: 6/7

C/W: descriptions of violence, major character death (and revival), sexism

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This AM design scratches an itch I didn't know was there. I actually love how feral he looks.

Every time I see him I giggle and imagine how fried he'd be if he consumed caffeine.

My take on AM's "human" body.

I got inspired by Springtrap whole concept; making AM an amalgam of wires, motherboards and flesh. He is also very clearly inspired by Hannibal Lecter's appereance.

His human eye is partially blind since it is incompatible to his code but can react to lights and shadows. He cannot speak without his face plate, he doesn't have vocal chords.

The rest of his body is your typical computer with inner fans and wires. He does have a "heart" (or what he calls, a core). It was the first thing they gave him.

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𝚂𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚜.𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚑

𝙰𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚎!

- I'm known to go by Seraph most commonly, but Solus is also totally okay to use!

- I study criminology and forensic sciences

𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚁𝚎𝚚. 𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑!!

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𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜: CLOSED

𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚁𝚞𝚕𝚎𝚜:

- 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔 and have classes 6 days a week, 𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐.

- 𝙸 𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚗𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚍

- 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙽𝚂𝙵𝚆 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜, 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝙸 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝�� 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚠𝚗.

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𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚜 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛:

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