someonetellmeimpretty

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Weigh in 98kg

Cals 860

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Weigh in: 99kg

Cals: 786cals

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Weigh in: 100kg

Cals: 287

[someonetellmeimpretty]

I am back!!

hi everyone i was able to get back into my account after months, and a little update on me i am back up to 100kgs but i am getting back into properly restricting again i am going to do daily posts on here to hold myself accountable where i will say my weight how many cals i have eaten and some thinspo for your mind i have been gone way to long and i am so happy to be back i missed each and every one of you 

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Long time no see guys but I am back! And back to restricting and fasting feeling great i have binged way to much and from now on I'm going to start excersising whenever I eat anything because we do not want to keep those gross calories in and I'm so sick of being fat so like i am committing to it this time by the end of the year I'll be at my goal I promise you guys and myself, anyway here is thinspo for today and remember my dms are always open 💗💗

[someonetellmeimpretty]

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[someonetellmeimpretty]

Hey guys I'm back and I've been binging non stop and have put on so much weight I was almost back up to 100 kgs and I'm so upset about it I need a new start so from now on I'm only eating dinner no snacks no other meals only dinner since i still need my parents to think I'm eating here is some thinspo💗

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Even the thought of eating in front of anyone is making me feel like im gonna be sick everyone sitting there judging me as i just make myself fatter and fatter, I don't think so fuck that but as soon as i get home I lose control and I binge on whatever the fuck I can find and it's so dumb because that fear goes away when i am in this headspace at this point I would rather it stay so ij get out of this binge cycle again also if anyone has any tips go stop this cycle please text me and there is your thinspo!

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints

[someonetellmeimpretty]

I'm back guysss not dead yet i binged today so I'm gonna fast for the next 7 days and here is some random thinspo on my phone because I need it and if anyone wants to send me some meanspo please

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Wake up, pee, locate your scale, take a few deep breaths, stand on the scale, your heart stops while you wait for the final number cause that number will determine whether you have a good or bad day

[someonetellmeimpretty]

Ok so like i gained 5 kilos and I am BEYOND DISGUSTED with myself but I need help getting back on track so I was wondering if anyone would be interested in joining a group chat where we can hype eachother up and keep eachother motivated just drop your snap user and I'll make the chat if i do get some people haha anyway 💫thinspo💫 is bbangzoa on Instagram

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Rant

i am literally just so sick of being fat there are girls that i am friends with who one literally ended up in hospital for starving herself and she has the perfect body and i always see them and i feel so competitive to beat them and be skinnier then them to show everybody that i do need mental help instead of everybody just brushing me off because nobody takes your mental health seriously when you are a teen i used to go to the school counsellor and tell her that i just felt numb and how i starve to feel anything now and she would do nothing to help me everyone keeps telling me i need to get help before i go down this path but i tried to get help and no one took it seriously i even went to the emergency room for making threats and i admitted to throwing up after meals then they just sent me home after, how do you ask for help from a world who doesn’t want to help you people would realise i needed help if i was underweight, if i was starving, if i was fragile, if i always looked hungry but until then no one will care and i want them all to know they could have helped me they could have noticed the signs but they didn't and then it will be there fault. i am done having no control over anything because i am “just a kid” i want to have control over something so i will finally take control of my body and diet and i will become the skinniest and the prettiest and everyone will want to be me not me want to be them (hit me up if you wanna be friends or if you read that whole thing haha)

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Can somebody please send me like really really mean meanspo i have been binging for the past 4 days and I cannot stop but if i get meanspo it could help alot. don't you hate it when your parents force you to eat and you just spiral into a binge after almost 24 hours of a fast anyway here is some more thinspo

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Made new tumblr after deleting old acc after deciding to try and lose weight *healthy* (ended up binging so much) anyway goal is to stay under 500 cals daily and fast whenever I can, if anyone wants to be buddies or coach me my dms are open here is some 💫thinspo💫