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[something-just-like-this22]

You don’t know her like I do - Drabble

https://youtu.be/6olPTdLcjv4

Word count 648

Warnings scared, fear, lots of emotions, pregnant but not together, friends with benefits relationship, pregnancy, miscariage, mention of bleeding, crying, implied sex, drinking maybe, i think thats it.

Kimber King x Boone Rivers

Best friend and Friends with benefits

She ain’t worth it” they keep telling me. But they don’t know what we’ve been through, she’s my best friend and I lost her.

months before

“Boone, can you come over after you get off work” was all I could say when his phone went to voicemail. This wasn’t news to share over the phone. I needed to tell him in person.

It took everything in me not to rush to the bathroom and throw up what was left in my stomach when I heard his pick up pull into the driveway.

“Hey” he said, opening the door letting himself in.

“Hey, I said, trying not to sound nervous.

“You okay?” He asked when I hugged him.

“Can we sit down and talk?” I ask.

“Yeah, of course” he said, starting to say something before deciding against it.

“I don’t know where to start so I’m just gonna say it”

“Okay” he said, getting more nervous.

“ I’m pregnant”

“You’re what?”

“ pregnant, with like a baby”

“That’s awesome! I didn’t know you were dating anyone, This is what you’ve always wanted isn’t it?

“Boone, I’m not dating anyone. I’ve only been with one guy”

“Oh,” then it clicked everything started to line up.

“So it’s?” He questioned

“Uh huh” I nodded my head.

“You mean?” He ask again.

“Yeah,”

“Oh boy” he said, starting to stress out.

“Boone, the baby is yours”

I lay in bed beside her, holding her as she lay on my shoulder, my hand over her belly. She hadn’t started to show yet. And we hadn’t told anyone. Not my parents, not hers.

Things had changed between us though, that line neither dared to cross had finally been crossed. Sure we’d crossed the line physically having friends with benefits situation, but neither of us dared cross the line emotionally telling the other how we felt deep down. I felt I was living my dream. My best friend, the girl I’d fallen in love with years ago, was laying in bed beside me, carrying my child. We were doing this together. Us against the world.

I was falling in love with both of them more every day.

I rubbed my hand across her belly. I love you little one, I whispered, I love you mama I said kissing her head.

Until one day about 3 weeks later when I got one of the worst phone calls I could ever receive.

“Boone, I’m bleeding I’m losing the baby”

I held her that night on her couch, as she cried.

2 weeks later

“Boone, I can’t do this anymore! She yelled at me, every time I see you all I feel is how I let you down, I couldn’t do the one thing my body was designed to do. I couldn’t carry our baby, I can’t do this. Boone I can’t keep pretending everything’s okay. I wish you would just hate me, I don’t understand why you don’t hate me.” She yelled, tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Kimber I couldn’t ever hate you, none of this was your fault, yes I loved our baby and I was excited but losing our baby doesn’t change the fact that I’m still in love with you.” I said, trying to convince my best friend to stay. But she stormed off slamming my screen door.

15 years and she gone, they keep telling me “she isn’t worth it” but she was my best friend, they don’t know what we’ve been through. They’ll never understand I went from living my dream to living through my nightmare. I went from laying in bed rubbing her belly, knowing she loved me and was carrying our baby to laying in bed knowing she was gone and I would never meet our baby on this earth.

“They’ll never know here like I do

[something-just-like-this22]

You don’t know her like I do - Drabble

https://youtu.be/6olPTdLcjv4

Word count 648

Warnings scared, fear, lots of emotions, pregnant but not together, friends with benefits relationship, pregnancy, miscariage, mention of bleeding, crying, implied sex, drinking maybe, i think thats it.

Kimber King x Boone Rivers

Best friend and Friends with benefits

She ain’t worth it” they keep telling me. But they don’t know what we’ve been through, she’s my best friend and I lost her.

months before

“Boone, can you come over after you get off work” was all I could say when his phone went to voicemail. This wasn’t news to share over the phone. I needed to tell him in person.

It took everything in me not to rush to the bathroom and throw up what was left in my stomach when I heard his pick up pull into the driveway.

“Hey” he said, opening the door letting himself in.

“Hey, I said, trying not to sound nervous.

“You okay?” He asked when I hugged him.

“Can we sit down and talk?” I ask.

“Yeah, of course” he said, starting to say something before deciding against it.

“I don’t know where to start so I’m just gonna say it”

“Okay” he said, getting more nervous.

“ I’m pregnant”

“You’re what?”

“ pregnant, with like a baby”

“That’s awesome! I didn’t know you were dating anyone, This is what you’ve always wanted isn’t it?

“Boone, I’m not dating anyone. I’ve only been with one guy”

“Oh,” then it clicked everything started to line up.

“So it’s?” He questioned

“Uh huh” I nodded my head.

“You mean?” He ask again.

“Yeah,”

“Oh boy” he said, starting to stress out.

“Boone, the baby is yours”

I lay in bed beside her, holding her as she lay on my shoulder, my hand over her belly. She hadn’t started to show yet. And we hadn’t told anyone. Not my parents, not hers.

Things had changed between us though, that line neither dared to cross had finally been crossed. Sure we’d crossed the line physically having friends with benefits situation, but neither of us dared cross the line emotionally telling the other how we felt deep down. I felt I was living my dream. My best friend, the girl I’d fallen in love with years ago, was laying in bed beside me, carrying my child. We were doing this together. Us against the world.

I was falling in love with both of them more every day.

I rubbed my hand across her belly. I love you little one, I whispered, I love you mama I said kissing her head.

Until one day about 3 weeks later when I got one of the worst phone calls I could ever receive.

“Boone, I’m bleeding I’m losing the baby”

I held her that night on her couch, as she cried.

2 weeks later

“Boone, I can’t do this anymore! She yelled at me, every time I see you all I feel is how I let you down, I couldn’t do the one thing my body was designed to do. I couldn’t carry our baby, I can’t do this. Boone I can’t keep pretending everything’s okay. I wish you would just hate me, I don’t understand why you don’t hate me.” She yelled, tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Kimber I couldn’t ever hate you, none of this was your fault, yes I loved our baby and I was excited but losing our baby doesn’t change the fact that I’m still in love with you.” I said, trying to convince my best friend to stay. But she stormed off slamming my screen door.

15 years and she gone, they keep telling me “she isn’t worth it” but she was my best friend, they don’t know what we’ve been through. They’ll never understand I went from living my dream to living through my nightmare. I went from laying in bed rubbing her belly, knowing she loved me and was carrying our baby to laying in bed knowing she was gone and I would never meet our baby on this earth.

“They’ll never know here like I do

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[something-just-like-this22]

You don’t know her like I do - Drabble

https://youtu.be/6olPTdLcjv4

Word count 648

Warnings scared, fear, lots of emotions, pregnant but not together, friends with benefits relationship, pregnancy, miscariage, mention of bleeding, crying, implied sex, drinking maybe, i think thats it.

Kimber King x Boone Rivers

Best friend and Friends with benefits

She ain’t worth it” they keep telling me. But they don’t know what we’ve been through, she’s my best friend and I lost her.

months before

“Boone, can you come over after you get off work” was all I could say when his phone went to voicemail. This wasn’t news to share over the phone. I needed to tell him in person.

It took everything in me not to rush to the bathroom and throw up what was left in my stomach when I heard his pick up pull into the driveway.

“Hey” he said, opening the door letting himself in.

“Hey, I said, trying not to sound nervous.

“You okay?” He asked when I hugged him.

“Can we sit down and talk?” I ask.

“Yeah, of course” he said, starting to say something before deciding against it.

“I don’t know where to start so I’m just gonna say it”

“Okay” he said, getting more nervous.

“ I’m pregnant”

“You’re what?”

“ pregnant, with like a baby”

“That’s awesome! I didn’t know you were dating anyone, This is what you’ve always wanted isn’t it?

“Boone, I’m not dating anyone. I’ve only been with one guy”

“Oh,” then it clicked everything started to line up.

“So it’s?” He questioned

“Uh huh” I nodded my head.

“You mean?” He ask again.

“Yeah,”

“Oh boy” he said, starting to stress out.

“Boone, the baby is yours”

I lay in bed beside her, holding her as she lay on my shoulder, my hand over her belly. She hadn’t started to show yet. And we hadn’t told anyone. Not my parents, not hers.

Things had changed between us though, that line neither dared to cross had finally been crossed. Sure we’d crossed the line physically having friends with benefits situation, but neither of us dared cross the line emotionally telling the other how we felt deep down. I felt I was living my dream. My best friend, the girl I’d fallen in love with years ago, was laying in bed beside me, carrying my child. We were doing this together. Us against the world.

I was falling in love with both of them more every day.

I rubbed my hand across her belly. I love you little one, I whispered, I love you mama I said kissing her head.

Until one day about 3 weeks later when I got one of the worst phone calls I could ever receive.

“Boone, I’m bleeding I’m losing the baby”

I held her that night on her couch, as she cried.

2 weeks later

“Boone, I can’t do this anymore! She yelled at me, every time I see you all I feel is how I let you down, I couldn’t do the one thing my body was designed to do. I couldn’t carry our baby, I can’t do this. Boone I can’t keep pretending everything’s okay. I wish you would just hate me, I don’t understand why you don’t hate me.” She yelled, tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Kimber I couldn’t ever hate you, none of this was your fault, yes I loved our baby and I was excited but losing our baby doesn’t change the fact that I’m still in love with you.” I said, trying to convince my best friend to stay. But she stormed off slamming my screen door.

15 years and she gone, they keep telling me “she isn’t worth it” but she was my best friend, they don’t know what we’ve been through. They’ll never understand I went from living my dream to living through my nightmare. I went from laying in bed rubbing her belly, knowing she loved me and was carrying our baby to laying in bed knowing she was gone and I would never meet our baby on this earth.

“They’ll never know here like I do