somethingsyoujustcantspeakabout

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suffer for an hour skipping a meal or suffer forever looking at yourself, your choice

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best thinspo quotes

You weren’t born fat, you chose it, every time you opened your mouth

2. Look at your stomach. Still think you deserve to eat?

3. Every bite is another reason to hate yourself

4. You’re not ‘curvy.’ You’re undisciplined and ugly

5. If hunger hurts, good. You deserve it

6. Put the fork down — no one wants to see your ugly tummy jiggle

7. You call that ‘treating yourself’? You’re just feeding like an ugly pig

8. You cry over your weight, but still eat like nothing’s wrong

9. If you really loved yourself, you'd stop eating

10. Starve now or stay disgusting

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“Do it tired; do it twice”

will forever be my mantra for when I don’t want to do something. Like I’m literally so tired but I know I’ll be happier tomorrow if I got some steps in now.

“Do it tired; do it twice”

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FOOD IS THE ENEMY

Always has been, always will be.

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sure, don’t walk those steps and binge, but aren’t you tired of that feeling of regret and disgust towards yourself?

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It’s never too late!

Binged?

Been lazy all day?

It’s already 10 PM?

It doesn’t matter. You can still get up and walk.

10 minutes is better than nothing.

15 minutes is better than 10.

30 minutes is better than 15.

10 minutes of walking count just as much if you binged as they do if you hadn’t binged.

It’s not all black and white and it’s for sure never too late.

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Not eating is an act of self-love.

Get that into your brain.

Eating = self destruction

Not eating = self-improvement

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Bruh I just dont want my thighs to touch anymore

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“omg they’re pro-4n4!!!” and it’s some someone with 4n4 being 4norexic.

like dude what did you expect?

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I feel like I’m too fat to belong to edblr

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even if

im reaching that goal weight even if it kills me. i dont care.

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im reaching that goal weight even if it kills me. i dont care.

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LOVE this song !!!

I promise one day, we’ll all be girls

[or whatever else you wanna define yourself as]

of honey and glass 🍯🧊🤍

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Reposting this to remind myself that I can do it. I deserve to be in control. I deserve to learn. I am able to train my brain and my body to follow ME and not this monster 👹 that lives in my head rent free 🤢🤮

I had such a SHITTY, GROSS, DISGUSTING, CHAOTIC day.

But I’m not quitting everything because of that. In the past I used to get so upset when one thing went wrong that I would run back into recovery as if it would save me from anything and everything which IT DID NOT. I’ll keep going, I’ll try harder, I’ll try differently, I’ll get up tomorrow morning and I’ll put my skinny girl mindset back on.

This is fucking normal. Messing up is NORMAL. when I first developed this @n@ i wasn’t perfect either. I binged on every single one of my relapses and still lost the weight. I can do it again. I could do it before and I can do it again. Day by day. Hour by hour. I will get my perfect, tiny, weak, boney body back.

One day, I will forget the past and be one of those girls of honey and glass 🍯 🌟

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this might be really toxic so don’t keep reading if you feel offended easily or if you’re under 18

If you overate or binged and you feel sick to your stomach and you can’t stand it. Then GO AND FUCKING PURGE. like it’s seriously not that deep. yes, it is addicting, but we’re all ill anyway, right??? So like, at least speaking for myself, I’LL PURGE if it helps clear my head and my body and help me get back into control. My body is fuxked, my brain is fucked. Either way. At this point it doesn’t matter anymore.

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I purged for the first time in what feels like an eternity. it’s getting worse and worse and worse so FAST. just 8 weeks ago I was a happy 20 year old living her best life, free and happy and independent. now I’m a wreck. I’m weak, mentally and physically. I restrict, I purge, I overexercise. I hate my body, I don’t feel anything besides panic around my weight and calories. Whenever I eat, whenever I tell myself that I can have a meal, a day of eating even, it all gets so much worse in the aftermath. I didn’t want to relapse. I wanted to be normal and happy, but my brain has turned against me once again and I don’t feel any motivation to get better anymore. It’s scary but somehow, it’s my comfort zone. It’s how I feel safe.

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God forbid a girl has a hobby