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a few songs about grief that i find helpful:

persevere, gang of youths

saturn, sleeping at last

beloved, mumford & sons

good grief, bastille

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A little 🌻 for every single person in the fandom.

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Hey.

It’s okay if you laugh today. It’s okay if you watch old interviews/funny moments and you smile. Giggle, even. Full belly laugh.

It’s okay if you cry today.

It’s okay if you want to throat punch someone (or many someone’s) today.

It’s okay to stare at a wall for a long time today.

Make sure you’re staying hydrated. Take your meds if you have meds. If you’re able to go outside, it’s always a good idea to move around a little bit. (And if you can’t go outside, maybe just some little wiggles where you are.) Take care of yourself in this. And if you’re feeling isolated or alone, I’m here. I’m right here. I’ve got you. We’re in this together. I love you. I love you all so much.

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I guarantee its been too long since you last watched this video

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Louis Tomlinson truly astounds me because he 100% doesn’t have to be this public about his grief and yet here he is, continuing to share it with everyone.

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I remember back in 2013, when my mental health got really really bad and I couldn't sleep, I would usually watch 1D Day at 2-3 am and crochet.

I'm at a loss for words.

I've also had the unfortunate opportunity in my life to think about death a lot. Self inflicted too. And I'm not saying something happened for certain, but there is a specific way of talking about what happened that is going around that is fucking enraging.

The number of people I've seen say stuff like "let's not forget he was a bad person", or make jokes.

What's your point. What are you trying to say. That it makes it better?

No one, fucking no one, deserves to be pushed to a point - and even from where we stood we could see how much he was pushed, imagine the shit we didn't see - where they think there is no way out. Fuck you. Death, wishing for death, isn't a just punishment for anything or anyone.

Learn how to keep two thoughts in your heads at the same time. Jesus Christ. He was 31.

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Hello

This is very random but

Would anyone be interested in a lemon coin purse?

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Hello

This is very random but

Would anyone be interested in a lemon coin purse?

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Hello

This is very random but

Would anyone be interested in a lemon coin purse?

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@sometimesambroswrites I love the wreath! Thank you!

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Giveaway!

Louis' webstore accidentally sent me a Standard Edition copy of FITF instead of the Bigger Than Me single. I've contacted them and they're sending me the single, which means I have a cd to spare (I already own the deluxe album). Since I can't think of anyone to give this to I figured I'd give it away to someone on Tumblr. There's no payment involved. I will pay for shipping myself.

Rules:

To enter: Leave a comment on this post telling me what your favorite thing about Louis is.

You have to be comfortable with giving me your address.

If you're under 18 make sure you have permission from your parents/caretakers to give me your address.

You can enter until Sunday 23.59 CET (Amsterdam time). After that I will pick a winner at random.

Make sure you have a way for me to dm you on here (either through chat or ask).

If you have any questions, feel free to dm me. I'll be happy to answer! Please note this is the standard edition, so it has 2 tracks less than the deluxe edition.

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10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU — 1999, dir. Gil Junger

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Bigger Than Me Louis Tomlinson, Late Late Show

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Sometimes the only thing worth looking forward to is a hearty soup and a warm loaf of bread, but it sure is worth it.

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Harry performing in LA, Night One - 23/10

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pls stop me I have things to do