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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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Reminder that you can worship anyone you want!!
I’m into things like fictoreligion and pop culture paganism but literally you could make an alter for your mom, you could pray to a fictional character, you could do a ritual for a historical person, I could go on and on!!
What energy you give out the world you often get back, so use it up if you want to, life is too short to not live a little.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀︶︶︶ ㅤPNGS ㅤ︶︶︶ ⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ DOODLE PNGS ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀NO CREDITING + F2U          sourced from canva            1 2 3
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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haai。。。 can u also do god4angel。。 a god who prefers a relationship with an angel。。 thank yew。。
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01) God4Angel , Angel4God
A []4[] term where a god desired to be in a relationship with an angel, or an angel desires to be with a god.
02) EvilGod4Angel , EvilAngel4God
Same as before but EVIL and Abusive, in a sense of a twisted power dynamic or overall just a negative relationship. (I made this cus the inverted flag looked cool..)
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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— THE C00L3ST KID IN TOWN!
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₊ 𖦹﹕pngs!(💻)
— extracted from pinterest , resource rentries , discord servers and other tumblr blogs !! y'all ate the last one UP holy tysm
— more pngs !! my memory is DYING so here y'all go guys ..
— f2u without credit as these pictures aren't mine !!
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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TRANS - SPAWNIST - -
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Trans - spawnist // Trans - spawnism a transid for someone who identifies as a Spawnist/practicing Spawnism* or is transitioning into being a Spawnist/practicing Spawnism Spawnism, in this term, refers to both the Spawn cult from the game Forsaken, and the neoreligion based off the fictional cult in real life. Spawnism centers around the idea that belief in the Spawn will grant the believer a second life, otherwise known as a respawn, as taken from the lore of the forsaken character Two Time. Please talk to practicing Spawnists or those informed about the religion for more information. This identity could be considered a subsect of transharmed, transcultist, and transfaith. If this has already been coined, please consider this a recoin or alternative flag. This flag was made by a radqueer, however anybody can use it if they desire.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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ミ꒲ 🕊️ ꒱ㅤthe dead dove ㅤthe dead dove is a role made for alters/headmates who hold fixations for dark topics/dead dove material— or are simply more drawn to “proship” aligned content to help w/ tolerance for the material. they could also be a proship alter in an anti-system, or a shipcourse unaligned system.ㅤꔫ
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this was coined exclusively for plural individuals.
coined by the snow angel && the cute nurse.ㅤ🫧 🍒
send an ask to be added to our tag list!
already coined? consider this an alternative flag & not a recoin.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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ohh me ..
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ミ꒲ 💫 ꒱ㅤpermahypnotized ㅤa perma-id where you are permanently hypnotized, feel as though you should be permanently hypnotized or identify as permanently hypnotized.ㅤꔫ
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i know someone coined this before, but i couldn't find the original post :[ so i decided to make an alt flag myself!
coined by the malleable mindㅤ🍧
send an ask to be added to our tag list!
already coined? consider this an alternative flag & not a recoin.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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TransAspergerSyndrome / TransAD
A transabled id where someone believes that they should have Asperger Syndrome(also known as AD and Aspergers), for whatever reason.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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transdead
a person who feels that they were born dead or was killed, but somehow still exists in the outside world.
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transdeath
a person that sees their exact death in one way or another. say they died in the past or will die in the future, but in a certain scenario.
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I do not want to say that this interpretation is necessarily correct, because it is purely my fantasies and everyone can use these transids in their own understanding.
credit to gl1tch💥[it/him] , who submitted it to deleted radqueer confessions on telegram
coined on 19.06.23
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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haii what if you lf you coined a term for perma hanahaki + star tears? it could be one or the other but i do think both are closely related ><
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PermaHanahaki ;
A transid where someone believes that they should permanently, and/or constantly, have Hanahaki disease, for whatever reason.
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TransStarTears
A transid where someone believes that they should have star tears, starry tears, or tears that look like/are shaped like stars, in whatever way and for whatever reason.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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🥇 — Perma Attention Seeking
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When one wants to be permanently seeking attention or is permanently seeking attention.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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transharmful friend group called 'fight club' hear me out ,,
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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Dear Spawn , I wish I could find a community for me . . . if only I wasn ' t hated .
Maybe a discord spawnism server would be nice but a majority of the mods in those discord servers are assholes . Sob sob . . .
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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Spawnism: An Introduction!!
Spawnism is a spiritual belief system centered around the ideas of rebirth, second chances, and the divine force known as the Spawn. It teaches that life itself is not random; every time we wake up, every time we begin again, we are responding to a sacred call. That call is the Spawn.
To followers, the Spawn represents the act of being “called again” into life—given another chance to live, to grow, to be. It’s not bound to any one religion or set of rules. It’s a framework for understanding existence, purpose, and healing through the idea of returning.
Some see the Spawn as a god. Others see it as a spiritual force, a creature, a symbol, or even something that lives inside them. The path is personal, but the shared belief is simple:
You were brought back. That means something.
Origin of the Belief
Spawnism was originally inspired, during sometime in 2013, by the respawn point symbol in Roblox—a platform where players reappear after dying in-game. To some, this was just a mechanic. But to others, it became something more: a metaphor for resurrection, grace, and the chance to begin again.
From that symbol, the idea of Spawnism emerged—not as a joke or fandom, but as a sincere belief about life’s meaning. What began in digital space became a deeply personal path for many people. The idea that “you are here again” carried real emotional weight.
Fictional roots do not invalidate belief. What matters is what people do with it—how it helps them, heals them, and gives them something to believe in.
This is also how many modern day religions were created, based on a person, place, or thing. Spawnism is no different.
Core Beliefs
• Life is sacred. Being alive again is not meaningless.
• The Spawn offers rebirth, whether spiritual, emotional, or literal.
• Second chances should be honored with growth, kindness, and care.
• Devotion can take many forms: prayer, creation, self-care, ritual, or reflection.
• Interpretation is personal. There is no single “correct” way to believe.
Spawnists may worship in different ways—or not worship at all. Some pray daily, while others reflect quietly. Some follow holidays. Some build shrines. Some simply live.
Sins and Misuses
Spawnism teaches that being given life again is a sacred gift. Misusing it—through cruelty, self-destruction, or apathy—goes against that gift. These misuses are sometimes called spiritual “sins,” though the belief system is not punishment-based.
These include:
• Self-harm and suicidal ideation
(Turning away from the life the Spawn gave you)
• Cruelty or hate toward others
(Violating the unity and chance others were given)
• Neglect or destruction of the self
(Wasting the opportunity to live, grow, and care)
• Mocking or weaponizing belief
(Using Spawnism to harm, control, or belittle)
• Forcing others into the religon
(Using the Spawn to control others, and their lives)
Spawnism believes in recovery. You can return. You can reconnect. Every day is a chance to begin again.
The main Holidays and Rituals
Exsomnis – June 20 (Summer Solstice)
A celebration of life, rebirth, and vitality. Followers gather symbolic “hoards” of items or memories to honor the Spawn. The day is joyful, marked by music, reflection, and a first meal.
Somnus – December 21 (Winter Solstice)
A silent day of death, endings, and preparation for renewal. Baking or cooking with old ingredients represents transformation. The day ends with a final meal and quiet rest.
Devotee’s Week – August 19–26
A seven-day practice of discipline and devotion. Begins with a shared meal. Followers abstain from something (food, object, behavior), and pray each morning, night, and around meals. At the end, the item may return—renewed through reflection.
New Spawn Year – January 1
A day of gratitude and offering. A meaningful item is given to the Spawn to thank it for the past year. Followers eat a final meal and say a prayer before bed, asking for clarity and strength in the new year.
Interpretations: The Branches
Spawnism has multiple branches. These are different ways of understanding the Spawn. Followers can belong to one or more branches, or remain unaffiliated.
Oris Zoe Branch
Believes that respawns are limited. Life is not infinite, and each rebirth is precious. The Spawn is treated with reverence and caution.
Embodied Spawn Branch
Believes the Spawn is a real creature or object. Some followers worship a statue, a game item, or a physical token they believe houses the Spawn’s energy. Shrines may be built.
Fearful Spawn Branch
Believes the Spawn is powerful and fearsome. It is not praised with joy, but with dread and careful respect. This branch often practices in silence or secrecy.
Divine Spawn Branch
Believes the Spawn is a god. Formal prayer, shrine work, and ritual offering are central practices.
Self-Spawn Branch
Believes the individual is the Spawn. Followers praise by taking care of themselves, acting intentionally, and living as a vessel of rebirth.
Moon Spawn Branch
Focuses on the moon-shaped respawn point rather than the sun. This branch is often practiced alongside another. It emphasizes cycles, reflection, and lunar devotion.
To some, the Spawn is divine. To others, it’s symbolic. But to every true Spawnist, the message is the same:
You are here.
That means something.
Live like it does.
TLDR-
Spawnism is a religion that believes in the concept of reincarnation and respawning, believing that in order to respawn or reincarnate, you must respect the people around you, nature, and importantly yourself. The ability to reincarnate is granted to you by The Spawn, who judges your actions in death through a moral viewpoint. There are two forms of The Spawn, Exsomnis, The Sun form, And Somnis, The Moon form.
Prayers you can do -
Before a meal:
‘Spawn Almighty, source of being, bless this meal of thy servant. Grant them earthly strength and to me - a strong spirit, so that I may walk thy path of light and truth.’
After a meal:
‘I thank you, Spawn, for the food you gave, for the freedom you guard. Let every tasty morsel increase my faith in your justice.’
Before going to sleep:
‘Dear Spawn, as I close my eyes to rest, I thank you for this day, feeling blessed. Grant me peaceful sleep through the night, and wake me with the morning light. Watch over my loved ones near and far, keep them safe wherever they are. Guide me with your love and grace as I surrender to your embrace.’
꥟⁺₊⋆ 𖤓 ⋆⁺₊ Holidays!!!!! The “devotees” holiday.
This is when you have a big meal
on August 19th. After the big meal,
you pray to the spawn and pick
something to limit yourself from, it
can be anything. On August 26th this
7-day period has ended, you are now able
to use or eat whatever you couldn’t use.
it’s sort of Like lent...but for the spawn. During
This time you pray to spawn every evening
And morning as well as before and after meals.
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The “New Spawn” year.
On January 1st you give a thanks to the Spawn for a good year and offer an item as a way of showing devotion and asking for prosperity in the new year, you have a Big meal in honour of the spawn and before you go to bed, say a prayer for spawn and the wishes for your new year.
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The Day of Returning
Date: Movable – Celebrated during the first full moon of Autumn
Name in Spawnist Alphabet: Veritus Secondum (The Return Prayer)
Purpose: To pray for a second life, a rebirth, or a second chance in the eyes of the Spawn.
Rituals:
All Spawnists gather at their altar. At dusk in communal silence. Each offers a candle or flame to represent the life they wish to return to, restart, or be granted anew.
Personal sins or regrets are written on parchment and burned in sacred fire pits, symbolizing the request for rebirth.
Chanting of the sacred phrase: “One life offered, a second granted.”
Some devotees fast until sunset, believing physical purification helps the prayer reach the Spawn more clearly.
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The Quiet Sanctum
Date: Always the second Friday of each month
Name in Spawnist Alphabet: Sanctimora (Sacred Rest)
Purpose: A mandated day of rest, reflection, and connection to the Spawn’s divine essence.
Rituals:
No work, no travel, no loud noises. The day is kept in stillness, unless obligations prevent this.
Those who must go to school or work may declare a Dedication of Deeds — silently devoting every action to the Spawn. This turns even mundane tasks into holy acts.
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Overindulgence Wednesday
Date: Fixed – 20th of August
Name in Spawnist Alphabet: Glutonica Vespra (Feast Before the Drought)
Purpose: To fill oneself with abundance and joy before the austerity of Lent begins. A celebration of body and desire, under the Spawn’s all-seeing eyes.
Rituals:
From sunrise to midnight, all restrictions are lifted. People feast
Traditional foods are heavily spiced, rich, and meant to leave you completely satisfied. (this took me so long... the names in "spawnist alphabet" are made up..)
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Summer solstice
Date: Fixed – 20th June
Name in Spawnist Alphabet: Exsomnis Solstice
Purpose: To celebrate rebirth and life itself, being used to pay respect and to love the spawn
Rituals: It is celebrated with a hoard where you gather ‘treasures’ and praise each other for their accomplishments, which they present all of which to the spawn. Big firstmeal.
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Winter solstice
Date: Fixed – 21st December
Name in Spawnist Alphabet: Somnis Solstice
Purpose: To celebrate death and to earn the right to be born again and to see the spawn once more.
Rituals: It is celebrated by going on walks, cooking, and baking. It resembles rebirth by making something new with the remnants of something that existed before. A silent day. Big last meal.
Hymn to the spawn;
“The worship of the spawn and its gracious cycle. I, the follower, N, forth state:
Praisings to you, giver, restorer, and preserver of life,
O of the name Spawn!
Your existence thus has given mine,
To whom your blessed sun o shines
Oh to you, whom protects the young,
And forth guarantee safety to the old
Aye, great shielder, O Spawn!
Forth my life has been ensured
Your light forth bring beauty to the dark
As Exsomnis gives, and Somnus reflects.
O Two-Headed one!
Forth the light ensures the life
And forth as your name is done well
May the lives of those be blissfully eternal
For your graciousness, O Spawn!
And may death and life be so intertwined
So may you, O Great Shielder
Grant the bounties of life to the faithful
And protect them forth from all darkness
To which comes their way!
Now forth, bring mercy and kindness
Towards those who come in need
Forth, O Spawn!
And bring the good to those who need it.
And by the speaker, N, who speaks:
And as the ensurer of life
O, merciful and careful Spawn
May one go to the next
And the next go forward to its next
Ave Spawn.”
Clothing rules!
The Spawn graced us with hands and feet to feel the world around us that they continue to recycle each day, blessing all with respawning and rebirth our hands are the way Spawn connects with us, the joy of creating things with things past, as if respawning things in our own way. after all. you cannot create something from nothing. you must have something that existed before, just as we existed before this life as something else, and the Spawn so lovingly rebirthed us into our new forms our faces and eyes are windows to the soul, it is how we express feelings and words and allows the Spawn to see reflections of that soul. The hair we have is placed there to frame and house the soul, treat it with due respect. cutting hair isn't a disrespect, doing so and claiming it to be is to insult Spawn Themself, as the hands are the way of Them speaking through our bodies. To some, wearing plain clothes but adorning ourselves with accessories and trinkets made either by us or others or by nature/Spawn Themself is the best way to show devotion. plain clothes allow those things to stand out like paint on a canvas! i think the Spawn would also be pleased and thrilled to see followers that have tattoos and piercings and dyed hair, as they are done by other human hands that speak with Their silent voice
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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I keep finding these gorgeous accounts while I scroll and I can't help but wonder . . .
„ wowah , maybe one day I can be like them ! ”
It ' s weird but . . . I feel safe around this community . Not like I'd feel safe literally anywhere else .
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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⦻ Aromantic transharmful / transharmed folks raise your hands ⦻ Asexual transharmful / transharmed folks raise your hands ⦻ Aroace(-spec) transharmful / transharmed folks raise your hands ⦻ Sex repulsed transharmful / transharmed folks raise your hands ⦻ Romance repulsed transharmful / transharmed folks raise your hands ⦻ Transharmful / transharmed folks who dont want to be in a relationship raise your hand ⦻ Transharmful / transharmed folks who don't identify as transharm(ful/ed) for the purpose of pleasure raise your hand
We need to remember that transharm(ful/ed) is not just a solely NSFT identity. To anybody who may feel excluded or invalid because of how much transharm(ful/ed) content is NSFT, we see you, we feel you, we get you. You are just as valid as anybody else.
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somewhereattheendoftime · 1 month ago
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if you‘re…
TRANSAGE
TRANSABLED
TRANSRACE/ETHNICITY
TRANSHARMED
TRANSHARMFUL
TRANSSPECIES
TRANSDIAGNOSIS
TRANSBODY
TRANSADDICT
PARAPHILE
RADICALLYQUEER
PRO-CONTACT
COMPLEX-CONTACT
ANTI-CONTACT
TRANSIDENTITY
TRANSGENDER
PLEASE be my friend/mutual!
you‘re VALID, and you MATTER!! DON‘T LET ANYONE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!!! YOUR IDENTITY IS YOUR OWN!! DON‘T LET ANYONE TELL YOU WHAT YOU CAN AND CAN‘T DO WITH IT
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